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I thought walking away the first time was difficult, well the second time was excruciating. Walking to the docks I can't stand it. The day I came back I swore to myself I would never hurt him again. The look on his face was more than hurt it was betrayal. He trusted me and I betrayed him.

Walking down the pier I look down down at the murky water and think how easy it would be to throw myself in.

"Tris?" A voice says from behind me. I feel a hand rest on my shoulder. I turn and see a familiar face.

"You look like shit." Adam tells me frankly.

"I feel like I just jumped off the London Eye." I tell him.

"You told James." He says knowing.

"I had to. He took our son." I tell him with a low voice.

"What are we going to do about it?" He asks watching me carefully.

"Anything. I with do anything if you can get them back." I tell him honestly. "I would rather be the one who died getting them home then the one who failed and lost them."

"Alright." He says and explains to me his plan. "Can you do that?" He asks when he's done.

"Yes." I tell him with no hesitation.

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I take a deep breathe as I walk into the empty warehouse. After a few minutes I hear a voice behind me.

"Well well. He didn't skip town this time." The Boss says. A few of his cronies laugh. I turn around looking.

"Looking for them?" The Boss says crackling. He points to two of his cronies who push Sam and TJ forward. Sam trips and falls, TJ quickly helps her up. She's crying. TJ has strikes down his face so I know he's been crying too.

"Let them go. You have me so let them go." I tell him.

"Now what fun would that be?" He asks.

"Papa." TJ calls out softly. It's bittersweet. James will probably never let me near him again.

"Aww look he wants his daddy." One of the cronies say cruelly.

"Shut up Beetle." The Boss says.

"I'm Beetle he's Rat." Another one of the cronies say.

"I don't care, all of you shut up." The Boss says glaring at them.

"At least let me say goodbye." I plead the cruel man. He shrugs then nods. The kids run to me as quick as they can and I drop to my knees.

"What's gonna happen Papa?" TJ asks terrified.

"You're going home to daddy." I tell him.

"Now. Do it now." I say pulling them as close to me as I can.

Next the room is riddled with gunshots. Sam starts screaming and TJ starts crying again. The cronies try to return fire but they can't find the attackers. I feel something burn my back and I lean over trying to cover them more.

Eventually then noise quiets and I hear feet running in. I feel a hand on my shoulder.

"Tris." It's Adam. I let him pull me back off the kids. "Shhh​ it's okay everything's going to be okay." He's telling them.

"Are they okay?" I ask.

"Physically they're fine. No bullets hit them. You on the other hand are not so lucky, my friend." He tells me. I don't care about me I just care about the kids and that's what I tell him. "I know but they're fine so let's get you fixed up." That's when every thing goes black.

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Just had a fight with my dad and I had one with my niece a few hours ago so here have another chapter.

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