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A/N Can I just say before this chapter starts, that I have NOTHING against Sophia, I'm sure she is a lovely girl in real life and I'm sure she treats Liam and the other boys very well, and I understand she probably loves Liam for more than his money, but for who he is!

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Liam's P.O.V (Yay, Liam P.O.V)

I woke up with Sophia in my arms and grimaced. My arms wrapped around her waist felt wrong, and sent shivers down my back. Not like the ones Niall gives me, the good kind, no, Sophia makes me feel horrible, itchy and irritated. I feel terrible for what I am doing with Sophia, stringing her along, because, I, Liam James Payne, am in love with Niall James Horan.

So you may wonder, why don't I just dump her and date Niall? Well, I never actually thought Niall would like me back, until Zayn told me he and Niall wouldn't attend me and Sophia's wedding. And that kiss. That amazing kiss. But it shouldn't have happened. I couldn't tell Sophia obviously, I can't lie and say Niall started it, because I know I did,  I cheated on my fiance, I mean, how bad does that sound. And the problem is, however much I try, I don't regret the kiss. I don't regret fancying Niall.

I reached over the sleeping woman beside me to pick up my phone to look at the time. As I was fumbling about, my hands came across a piece of paper, curled slightly at the edges. Strange, I don't remember a piece of paper here. I took it in my hand and pulled it towards me. It was a small square peice of paper about 5 by 5cm. I frowned, in the dimlight making out dark lines where I assumed words are. Pulling away from Sophia, I climbed off the bed and towards the curtains. Taking back the curtains, the rising sunlight filled part of the room, lighting up the words on the paper:

My dearest Liam,

Meeting you was fate,

Becomming your friend was a choice,

But falling in love with you was beyond my control,

and for this I'm sorry, I truly am,

So I'm leaving now, it'll be better, for all of us,

I'm sorry,

Sincerely, Niall

My eyes blurred as I re-read the scrawled words on the paper. Niall can't leave, who am I supposed to stare at every 2 seconds?  Who am I supposed to flirt with on stage at concerts? Who will I cuddle at night (besides Sophia)? Who will watch movies with me and have popcorn fights? Of course, I could do that with the other lads, but it wouldn't be the same. Only Niall could bring a spark of life into those activities, only Niall, and now, I made him run away.

Forgetting entirely about the sleeping Sophia, I ran out of my room to Zayn and Niall's room. Only, Niall wasn't in there, and neither was any of his stuff. Zayn was fast asleep, as you would expect from such a heavy sleeper, oblivious to the fact my little leprechaun has run away.

"ZAYN!" I rushed over to him, and shook him awake, "Zayn, wake up, NIALL'S GONE!" I yelled.

At the last two words, Zayn's eyes shot open, and he sat up, a look of panic on his face. "Gone? Where?"

"You tell me." I replied, slamming the small piece of paper in his chest. He read it hurridly, then looked up at me with tears in his eyes. For a moment he looked sad, but then he flared into anger.

"This is YOUR fault!" He yelled, flinging the bed covers aside as he leapt from the bed towards me. I stumbled backwards, hitting the wall, "You IDIOT Liam, Niall ran away because YOU rejected him. Niall is GONE because of you." He spat, pushing me further into the wall.

I felt a few tears run down my cheeks. I knew that already, and I know I deserved him saying this to me, but I wish he wouldn't.

"I'm so sorry." I cried, looking down at Zayn who sighed sympathetically.

"Look, Liam, you'd better get him back." He hissed, stepping away from me, allowing me to relax, though I didn't know I'd tensed in the first place.

"I know, Zayn, I will." I said, "We need to call management."

Zayn nodded, "I'll do it, you call Niall." I also nodded, and frantically dialled Niall's number, which is one I actually bothered to memorise.

It rang, so it wasn't turned off, but it didn't stop ringing. Niall wouldn't pick up. Eventually, it went to answer phone, so I called again. I could hear Zayn on the phone to management in the background, but I tried to block it out. This was all my fault. Without Niall the band will fall apart, and it would be my fault. It went to answer phone again, so I tried once more. I got the same result; Answer phone.

I decided to text him instead:

To Niall: just tell me ur ok ni i'm so sorry :c Xx

Zayn came off the phone with management and turned to me.

"Any luck?" He asked as he put his phone his pocket.

I shook my head miserably, "I texted him but he hasn't replied yet, what did management say?"

"They're searching for him, but for now, in interviews, we say he's sick." Zayn said, "But we go to Germany in two days time, so we better find him soon."

I nodded.

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Sophia went out for the day, and for once, I was worried about where she would go. Has she really cheated on me?

Zayn broke the news about Ni to Lou and Haz, while I sat on the sofa staring at the blank tv screen ahead of me with deep intrest. Where did Niall go?

"Li-am." Harry called, waving a hand infront of my face.

"Huh?"

"Mate what's wrong?" Haz asked, "You miss him, don't you?"

I nodded, tears beginning to roll down my face. "It's all my fault Haz." I cried. He pulled me into his chest, hushing me gently. Zayn and Louis must be feeling really awkward right now.

"It will be okay Li, we'll find him." Haz soothed.

"I'm going for a walk." I muttered, escaping Harry's arms and leaving the room, the boys watching me leave.

I walked to the town, dawdling around, fighting tears from my eyes as I walked. Fans can't see me like this, they'll know something's wrong, they know us more than we know ourselves! I kept my head down as I walked, but as I walked passed an alley, I heard something.

For a second I glanced up. It was two people songging in the alleyway, and I recognised one of them at once. Sophia. Niall didn't lie, she has cheated on me, and now I have to find him, tell him I'm sorry. What have I done. How can I not believe him? My little Nialler doesn't lie. But he isn't my Nialler.

Crying even more, I stumbled away from the alleyway, back towards the hotel, running as I went. It was cloudy over head, the wind picking up as a few spots of rain began to patter on the street. My hair was getting soggy as I ran, as  fast as I could, trying to get as far away as I could from Sophia. She had cheated on me. Who knows how many times she's done that in the passed, and I'd kissed her, when she'd been touched by so many other men.

The rain began to fall harder now as I ran, making it difficult to see, by the time I got to the hotel. I was freezing and soaking when I got through the hotel doors, and fans were crowding outside. As much as I hated to, I pushed passed the fans and into the hotel, running up the stairs, before they chased me. I'd apologise to them on twitter later.

I reached my room, and shut and locked the door, before breaking down crying. I can't stay here. Suddenly, my phone began to ring. I jumped and looked at the caller ID, hoping it would be Niall. To my disappointement, it wasn't Niall, but management.

"Hello?" I said.

"Ah Liam," Someone from management said, called Clive, "We have news on Niall."

"Really, you know where he is?" I said, my heart leaping with joy.

"Not exactly, but we know he got a plane to London around midnight last night, but he isn't at his house." Clive explained.

"But he's in London."

"We think so."

"Well, be sure, hurry up and find him." I demanded, ending the call.

As I did, I realised I'd got a text. I opened it up, my heart pounding. And then, I saw who it was from. Niall. My whole body was pulsating with excitement as I read the text with shaky hands.

From Niall: I'm fine Xx

Is that it? 2 words and 2 kisses? At least he sent me kisses. I replied immediately.

To Niall: Where are you Niall, I want to find you, everyone wants to know where you are. Xx

I sat there for a few minutes, before my phone went off.

From Niall: It will be a mystery, but you've been to this place :p

What is this a treasure hunt?

To Niall: I'm going to find you

Putting my phone to one side, I began to pack my bag, trying to forget about Sophia. How could I believe Sophia over my best friend who never lies. But I guess I didn't want to believe it, I wanted her to be loyal, but she wasn't. As I packed my suitcase, the door opened.

"Liam!" Zayn cried, lunging at me and pulling me into a bear hug. "Liam where were you?"

"Niall didn't lie, Sophia cheated on me." I cried, "Niall texted me, he says he's fine and I know the place that he is in."

"He texted you?!" He asked. I nodded.  "What are you doing?" He asked after a moment of silence.

"Management have tracked him to London, I need to find him" I responded, returning to packing my bag.

"You're going to search the whole of London?" Zayn asked.

"If I can get Niall back, I'll search the whole world." I replied, shoving some clothes into my suitcase.

"We have a concet in germany in two days Liam."

"I'll be back before then, with Niall, hopefully."

Zayn sighed looking at me with pained eyes, "So you're going to leave me with Larry?!" I smirked. "Good luck Li, I hope you find him." Zayn said.

I nodded.

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I booked tickets for a couple of hours, forgetting about Sophia. I didn't want to see her face ever again, and I know avoiding her would make things worse, but I need to focus on Niall right now.

A taxi took me to the air port, and I got on the plane in excitement. Niall, here I come.

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Awww, Liam's going to find NIall.

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