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~nathan~

I stare at him admiring his blue eyes of his, I lift my hand and move a price of blonde hair away from his eyes

He leans in

Let him! Do it, yah got this

Otam yelled in my mind, I took a deep breath the placed my hands on the alphas face and pulled him in and kissed him

He kissed back

(A/N I have you know Carolyn this is making me feel realy weird (Carolyn is my best friend BTW)

The alphas hand moved down my back and he grabbed my waist pulling me up against the him

Oh gosh oh gosh

My heart was beating so fast I thought it could beat right out of my chest

The alpha lifts me up and places me on a table near by and skids his hands up my shirt

I open my eyes and look at the alpha, he stops kissing me and grabs my hand and drags me upstairs

He opens his bedroom door and closes it, I drops me on the bed and climd on top of me

Stop! Stop him!

Otam yells at me

Why your the one that wanted me to do it

I'm not ready I changed my mind!

Really otam!!

The alpha kissed me deeper, what I'm I going to do

Okay just do it

Oh so now you want to do it

The alpha pulls off my shirt and brings his lips to my stomach, I let out I gasp

"Alpha" I said almost unaware I was talking to him

"What did I tell you, call me love not alpha" he said I my ear which sent sheviers down my back

He kisses my neck and slides Hus hands down my chest

I push him off "I'm not ready" I said letting tears roll down my cheek "I'm sorry" I added

"Don't worry the wolf won't let you stop" the alpha said climbing back on me

I push him off again and get up and run, I run and run until I see my house, I walk into the back yard and run into the forest

I had no shirt on and the cold was butting my skin but I kept running and running deeper and deeper into the forest, my chest was almost red from the cold

I feel warm arms wrap around me

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