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~nathan~

It was a week since Dylan died and Izzy is a wreck, she would not talk to anyone and will not look in anyone's eyes and it's down right heart breaking to see her like this

~izzy~

I was laying in my bed with lilly and Alex sitting on the floor staring at me, tears still in my eyes and fell down my cheek every time a blink

"I'm sorry"lilly said staring at the floor

"Don't just don't" I said digging my face deeper into the pillow

I hate how people say sorry like it will make a difference but it won't and the only way to make a difference is for him to come back and saying sorry is not going to bring him back, nothing will

We can't shut them out forever ya know

My wolf said in my head but I just ignore her not wanting to be given a pep talk from her, they are always long and make me more sad than I am already

I'm never going to talk to anyone because I know they are going to bring up Dylan

---------one year later----------

~nathan~

To night kyouya was going to turn Carolyn into a were wolf with us and we asked the Chief and he said yes, Carolyn is super happy and everyone is happy for her

I was eating my food when I new kid fell into my sights and he was heading to take a seat near Izzy and when I mean near I mean right across from her, poor boy is going to get a glare until he walks away

I wait and see what is going to happen but it was nothing I thought was going to happen and that's no new kid that was Thomas one of the boys that moved over to our side with us he finally started at our school

~izzy~

Don't get me wrong I'm happy that Carolyn has her mate and everything is going well for her and it even warms my heart to see someone happy but it also breaks my heart and make me think about all the things I could of had with Dylan

My thoughts were stopped when a boy sat from across from me, I looked up at him and glared but he did not get the memo that u wanted to be alone and he just smiles at me with cute little face

His dirty blonde hair fell just over his cute brown eyes and his perfect little nose, I mean he was skinny but who I'm I kidding o found it super cute and I good thing I'm good at holding my glare at him and show no other sighs bit anger

He sits there and gives me a very sad look then looks down at his trays of food

"I know how you feel" the boy said on the virge of tears

"No, no you don't" I said to him and the first words I said for the last year

"You're not the only one who lost their mate ya know, I post mine to and I did not even get the chance to talk to her" he said back staring at the floor

Finally in a long time, I got up and hugged him and cried into his neck and it was super weird for me bit he knows what I'm going through finally someone who can tell me other than it's going to get better

I snuggle up onto his neck and slowly drift off into space thinking about how Dylan use to hold me in his hands, I want my Dylan back, I want him to scare me again, I want him to tickle me like he used to, I want Dylan back

"Hey this sounds crazy but you want to come over to my place after school and you can tell me your crazy story and I can tell you mine" the boy said smiling at me

I gave him a flat face "I'd love to" I said making him chuckle oh how cute was his chuckle

"Bloody girl, ya can't smile or something" he said smiling at me and right there I noticeed his British accent, OMG! Even better

I thought on what the boy said for a little then look him in the eyes and gave him an honest answer "every time I smile I forgot about him and I can't ever bring myself to do so" I said still with a flat face

-----------time skip-----------

Me an the boy walk on our way to his house and I still don't know his name which bugs the hell out of me

"I never got your name" I said turning my head to look at him

"Oh gosh, I'm sorry it's Thomas" he said smiling at me

"I think I'll call you tommy" I said almost smiling

Bit tommy stops in his track and stare at me with sad eyes, what did I do? Did he hate the nick name so much

"Kaede called me that" tommy said staring at me with puppy eyes

"Was she your mate?" I ask nisly not wanting to push him to much, hr just lightly

Nodded and started to walk again

"I think I found something worth living for and I did not need my geens to tell me other wise" tommy said breaking the silence between us

"Of really and what is that" I said turning and looking

He takes his hand and puts it under my chin and kisses me

How is it possible but I feel the same way

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I know this is boyxboy I just wanted to clear the sky with the whole Izzy thing and now its out of the way and I'm moving to the fluff between Nathan and drake and the alphas name is drake BTW

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