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~Nathan~

I see memories of my dad.

I run down the hall and turn back too see my dad and his friend chasing me.

I turn my head too see my bedroom door I open it and slam it behind me and lock it, I run too the corner and curl into a ball and start crying.

I hear my mom screaming and begging for them too leave me alone but they keep banging on my door.

The door finally gave way and my dad and his friend come stumbling in my room, my dad held a knife and his friend held a blind fold.

I let a scream out hoping that someone will hear and help me, I turn too see my mom run into the room and grabbed my dad arm form grabbing me, he turned and stabbed my mom and she screamed.

My dad hold me still as his friend wraps the blind fold aroundy face.

I hear the door open but see nothing through my blind fold.

I hear yelling and comments, suddenly my dad loosens his grip on me and fall too the ground as a hear a loud gun shot.

I tare off my blind fold too see my dad and his friend on the floor in a pool of blood.

I jolt up feeling sweat on my face and hear myself scream.

I feel soft fur warp around me, I open my eyes too see the winter forest and the alpha in wolf form warp himself around me.

It was just a dream.

Well it was not just a dream, my dad died two years ago and my family has been a wreck ever since.

You okay

I hear the alpha voice in my head, mates can talk in each others head which bugged me a lot when the alpha does it but now hearing his voice is nice.

Yah, just had a bad dream that's all

I answered

Is it your dad

He asked nicely not wanting too make me take it the wrong way.

Yah, no big deal am safer with out him in my life

I say letting a tear run down my check, I look around at the star filled sky and the full moon, it was at least midnight.

I cuddle up close into the fur, I know its the alpha but I really don't feel like getting up.

It's OK you can sleep, I mean I will like it because well you know

The alpha said making me blush bright red, why does he make me blush RRRR!

Don't make it weird alpha

I said back too him

Did you just call me alpha?

He asked

Yah it is the rule too call you alpha

I said, there was a short pause but then he spoke

Call me love, not alpha

He said, I blush again, I could feel him smiling on the inside about his comment

Okay... Love

I said in sarcasm in my voice

That was n-

Alpha, shut up

I cut him off before he could say anything more.

Slowly I fell asleep

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