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"I didn't mean to yell at you and you know I never would" he looks at me intensely, "As for trusting me. You know that I would never do anything to hurt you. I trust you completely and I know deep down that you trust me, Vena" he grabs my hand.

"What have you done to make me trust you. What have you proved?" I furrow my eyebrows.

He shakes his head, "What is with this sudden outburst. Have you been thinking about this lately or something?" He tilts his head a bit.

I shrug, "I guess so. I just don't know how you can trust a person who doesn't trust you" I argued.

James runs his hand through his hair, "Listen, I'm sorry. I didn't want to start some fight between us. I guess I am still mad about my past and bring it up brought up some bad emotions" he looks down.

I sit back in my seat. "Just drive, we need to get back" I tell him.

He shook his head, "No" he takes the keys out of ignition.

"Not until you talk to me. I have had enough of you just dragging me along" he looks at me again with that stern look. "Do you realize how much pain you put me in?" He asks.

"You're just mad" I mumble.

"Yeah, you're right. I am mad. I'm mad at myself because I let my stupid feelings get the better of me" he snaps.

"If this is such a problem for you then why don't you move out?!" I snap.

What he next did surprised the hell out of me. He kissed me with such great force and anger that my head leaned back against the head rest.

He placed his hand on the sides of my face.

He pulls away from me with furrowed eyebrows.

"You know that I can't do that" he whispers.

I sigh and lean back in my seat. "I know" I grumble.

This was the third time that James kissed me, well except when I kissed him.

He started the car and back up and pulled back onto the road.

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We were now in the grocery store and James was taking forever to decide what he wanted.

I grabbed his hand as he was looking and he looked back at me and shrugged.

I had some weird feeling that he was mad at me.

I glanced down the aisle and then back at James, but I took a double take.

I pull at James's coat. He looks at me with an irritated look, "Can't you see that I was trying to make a life decision right now?" He snaps.

I roll my eyes and nod down about ten feet from us.

"Why the hell is he here?" He asks.

I shrug, "I don't know. The idiot must have gotten lost" I grumble.

He groans, "Do you just want to go the other way" he nods behind us.

I quick shake my head, "No! I'm going to take advantage of this" I tell him.

He raises an eyebrow at me, "What are you talking about?".

I smile, "Follow my lead" I tell him.

He groans and nods anyways.

I pull on his hand, "Babe, you're so slow" I groan.

He smiles and nods, "Hold your horses" he laughs.

Zeke whips his head around and looks at James and I.

"Oh hi Vena, What are you doing in Maine?" He asks friendlily.

He some nerve to act like we are all fine. He was my cheating ex boyfriend for Gods sake!

"I could ask you the same thing" I snap back.

"No need to be so offensive. Anyways, is. this your new boyfriend?" He smirks.

I nod and James hooks his arm around my waist.

"We're very happy. I'm so happy to have her" James smiles down at me.

"You better take care of her because I obviously couldn't" Zeke glances down.

James smirks, "That has been made quite clear to me" he says smugly.

Zeke crosses his arms across his chest.

"At least I have something you can never have" Zeke narrows his eyes at James.

James raises an eyebrow at him.

"And what would that be?" He asks.

"Your girlfriends virginity"

That little asshole. Did he really have to throw that out there?

James doesn't frown, or look mad at all.

He smirks instead. Ooh what is going on in that head of his...

"At least I have something you can never get again, ever" James turns us around and walks around Zeke out of his view.

We were on our way to the checkout when I felt James's arm move down from my hip.

What he next did made me want to slap him right across the face.

He squeezed my ass. Yeah, he did that.

I glare at him, "What makes you think that you can do that?" I ask.

He shrugs, "As of right now, you are still my fake girlfriend" he whispers in my ear,

I roll my eyes and start putting James's items on the counter.

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"I see you took the Corvette" Grant smirks as soon as James walk inside the house.

James smiles, "Absolutely, that one is my favourite" he sets the bag down in the coffee table.

I take off my coat and James whips off his too.

He throws it on the coat hanger and grabs my hand, not even letting me hang mine up.

He drags me upstairs.

"Don't eat all my snacks and I'm going to go make out with Vena so don't bother us" he asks halfway up the stairs.

Laughter rumbles throughout the downstairs.

"No! We most certainly are not!" I shout back.

James laughs loudly, throwing his head back.

"Face the truth, Vena" Grant shouts up at us.

I roll my eyes as we continue up the stairs.

We got up to our bedroom and James shuts the door behind us.

I plopped down on the bed and James soon joined me.

He tried to kiss me but I pulled back.

I press my hand on his chest, holding him back.

"You do know that we are not actually going to make out right? I came up to talk with you" I tell him.

He pouts, "I know" he sat back down.

I smile, "So do you-"

"I'll start" he cuts me off.

I nod and lean back against the head board.

"As you know, I like you Vena, a lot" he starts, "I see all these others guys look at you and it makes me want you all to myself" he smiles.

"I know you have feelings for me, so don't even try denying it" he moves to the spot beside me, turning so he can see my face.

"James-" I start.

"No, I'm not finished. As I said before: I know you like me and I like you and I don't appreciate it how you keep on dragging me on" he grabs my hand.

"Be my girlfriend, Vena." He laces his fingers through mine.

"But you're my roommate" I argue.

He runs his hand through his hair, "You that that doesn't matter. I won't have to call you before I come over" he smirks.

I shake my head, laughing. He is a funny guy.

"Can I have time?" I ask.

"For what?" He asks.

I shrug, "To figure out what I what" I look into his big blue eyes.

He smirks and was on top of me in one swift movement, "I can show you what you want" he hovers above me.

I gulp.

He leaned down and kissed my neck, slowly nibbling and sucking.

I hit his shoulder, "Don't you dare leave any marks" I threaten.

His raise an eyebrow at me, "So you're actually going to let me make out with you?" He asks.

I shrug, "I never said I didn't want to" I trail off.

He leans in and kisses my lips softly.

I kissed him back and wrap my arms around his back, pulling myself closer to him.

I honestly never thought of myself to be in this situation.

He runs his tongue along my lip and I let him in.

He slips his tongue into my mouth and our mouths fought for dominance. I, of course won.

I turn him over so I'm sitting on top of him, straddling his hips.

I sit there for a second catching my breath.

"Damn" he breathes.

I smile and lean down and kiss his neck. I bite on the sensitive flesh, sucking it a bit.

He groans grabs a hold of my waist.

I move and lay on my side, kissing his neck. I placed my hand on the other side of his neck.

He groans and moves his head, letting me have access to his neck.

He turns his head to me, so I kiss his lips.

I gently peck his lips and he kisses me back.

"I could get used to this" he whispers.

There was a loud bang on the door and James and I sprang apart.

James hops up to open the door, but I stop him.

"What?" He asks.

I turn his head and wipe off some of my lip gloss that had rubbed on to his lips.

I smirk when I see his neck. There was a hickey right there, slowly forming.

"And let's keep this whole this a secret" I whisper in his ear.

He smiles and open the door.

"Well well James, you look a little flustered and a little red" Leah's voice was full of humour.

James rubs the side of his neck, "No, no I'm not" he says awkwardly.

I smirk. Good luck getting out of this one.

"Whatever. I'm not going to get involved" she grumbles.

"Okay then what do you need?" James stands there impatiently.

She shrugs, "Just wanted to check on you guys, make you sure you are alive".

"Well we are, so bye" he shuts the door.

He turns around to face me, "This is going to be a lot harder than I thought it was going to be" he groans.

I lock my arms around his neck and smile, "But is it worth it?" I ask.

He laces his arms around my waist and pulls me closer to him. "Of course" he tells me.

We just stood there staring into each other's eyes.

My lips still hurt from all that kissing.

"How are we going to keep this a secret?" He asks.

I shrug, "Keep your mouth shut and your hands to yourself and I will too" I tell him.

He smiles, "I don't know if I'm going to be able to keep my hands off of you" his smile turns into a smirk.

"And since I have this" he points to his neck, "I don't think you will either" rubs the side of his neck.

I smiles. He was probably right, but we had to at least try.

"Well try at least" I tell him.

There was a long silence between us until someone said anything.

"Why'd you yell at me in the car after I yelled at you?" He whispers.

I shrug a bit, "You yelled at me for no reason so I thought it would only be fair if I yelled back" I answer.

"Why did you yell at me?" I ask.

James rocks us slightly on our feet.

"I told you that it was because I was trying to get your attention and I was still quite worked up about my past, so I yelled when I shouldn't have, especially at you" he smiles and leans down and pecks my nose.

"I am sorry for yelling at you, my Darling" he sets his chin on top of my head.

"Me too, James" I whisper.

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"Come on, we should probably go see what the others are up to" I try to pull James off the bed.

"Ugh. Why are you so fat?" I groan.

He smirks and pulls his shirt up, just enough so I can see his abs.

I roll my eyes and pull him up.

"Let's go" I tell him.

I wasn't holding his hand now because I didn't want them to suspect anything, although I don't think the hickey of James's neck is going to help.

"Wait" he stops me right before I open the door.

"What?" I question him.

He takes me in his arms and kisses my swollen lips, hard. I wrap my arms around his neck.

This whole thing is going to be risky, but it's worth the risk.

I don't want to lose something that isn't even quite mine.

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So it's the end of spring break. This has been a lot of work. I've wrote something like 12,000 words. I updated everyday except for yesterday because I went on a road trip.

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