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-BWS

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After that long walk and talking about my brother all I really wanted to do was get inside.

I am inches away from turning the door handle to go back inside when James grabs my wrist.

"Are you okay?" He looks at me seriously you.

I shrug, "As okay as I can be during a time like this".

James and I had a long chat about my dream last night. He wanted to know. He has told me so much about him that I think it was time that it was my turn.

He removes his warm fingers from mine up to my cheek bones.

"Your face is so cold" he comments, holding my head.

I shrug, "Its fall, it gets chilly" I say plainly.

He gives me a half smile while looking into my eyes.

I am looking too. His eyes were one of the great things about him. The shade of blue they are make me think how they got that blue. I know that it happens through genes, but I've heard that as you grow older your eyes can change to a different colour.

He leans forward and rest his head against mine. My eyes shut and so does his. He gently moves his hands from my face to my shoulders and skims his fingers down my arms to my finger tips.

I open my eyes and see James already looking at me with his bright blue eyes.

I smile and reach up to his face and bring his lips to mine. He reacts immediately by kissing my lips with great delicacy; as if he is going to break my lips if he presses them too much.

I pull back and smile and returns it. He grabs my hand laces his finger through mine just like he always does.

A door slams just as James opens one.

"What the hell is wrong with you?!" Leah's loud angry voice yells from the upstairs.

"Shut up! I'm not the only one guilty!" Grayson shouts, stomping down the stairs.

His eyes widen when he sees James and I standing there.

"I see you guys finally made it back. its been awhile" he mumbles as he enters the living room.

I shrug off my coat and hang it on the stand. "I guess we just got caught up with the nature" James leisurely comments.

"Yeah, or Vena's ass" Ryder comments form the kitchen.

I ignore him, but James has other ideas. He slaps my ass making Ryder laugh loudly from the kitchen.

I turn and glare at him, but he smiles.

I slide off my shoes and slide into the seat beside Grayson.

"What happened?" I tilt my head at him.

He shrugs, "Things, things that I don't want to talk about" he doesn't look at me.

I shrug and stand up and jog up the stairs to Leah and Grayson's room.

I knock loudly and I hear mad footsteps, "Leave me alone, Grayson!" She shouts.

"Leah, it's me" I tell her through the door.

She groans and opens the door, "Yes?" She asks with no expression.

"Can I come in?" I ask, glancing inside the room. It was pretty clean for two teenagers.

She steps aside, letting me in. She shuts the door as soon as I'm in. I glance around but Leah's voice interrupts me.

"Do you and James fight?" She asks bluntly.

I sit down in the bed, patting the spot beside me. She drags her feet and plops down beside me. She was so much like Grayson like that.

"Sometimes, why?" I ask.

She glances at the door, "It's just that you two always look happy together" she tells me.

I chuckle, "Yeah well looks can be deceiving" I glance around the room.

The bed wasn't made and the pillows were scattered around the bed.

"You two are perfect for each other" she whispers, looking down.

I give her a half smile, "What happened between you two?" I ask her.

She shrugs, "We were just talking and I apparently said something that pissed him off so that's how it started" she looks down at her hands.

His sister? His family? An old girlfriend?

"What did you say?" I ask her.

She shrugs, "We were talking about us and when I brought up that my relationships don't usually last long and he got mad" she murmurs like it was nothing at all.

I run my hand down my face. Once Grayson gets close to a person here is no turning back. That's why Skyla dying hurt him so hurt much. There's a reason why I'm his best friend. He needs me and I need him.

Suddenly the door swings open. James burst through the doorway and strides over to me.

He grabs my hips and lifts me up off the bed over his shoulder.

"James I'm trying to have a chat with Leah" I bang on his back.

He chuckles, "No can do. Grayson and Leah are going to have a chat" he turns me so I can see Leah. I give her a apologetic look as James bring me out of the room.

I see Grayson slip in and shut the door on my face. Literally.

"Ow!" I shout, bringing my hand up to the side of my face.

James brings me to our room and sets me down on the bed, hovering above me. "Are you going to be okay?" He asks with a smile.

I shrug, "Maybe you should kiss it better?" I smile.

He chuckles and leans forward and kisses the see of my head.

He pulls away and looks at me smiling.

He reaches up and brushes a lock away from my eyes. I noticed that he did that a lot.

He leans down and gently pecks my lips. I smile against his lips and place my hand on the side of his face.

He looks at me with his caring eyes and they look down my body. They return to mine and they are filled with lust.

He suddenly presses his lips to my mine roughly, making me open my mouth up for him.

He tried to fight dominance but we all know that he'll never win. Not with me anyways.

He tugs at my lip with his teeth, gently pulling.

I groan and roll over so I'm on top of him. I lean down and kiss his neck, biting the skin like I always do when I want to leave a mark.

He places his hand on my ass, grabbing.

I pull away and sit up looking at him.

He groans and turns me so I'm now on my back and he's hovering above me.

"See when you do that it turns me on and makes me want you so much more" he looks down at me lips.

I haven't realized that I was biting my lip. It was a nervous habit that I have no control over.

He licks his lips and leans down, kissing my neck for a change. He moves his other hand from hip to my shirt and slides his fingers under the fabric.

It was a mixture of all the kissing and him inching towards my breast that made me moan out loud.

He grasps my left breast, making me arch my back.

In a swift movement he had my shirt off and I was laying there in my bra and jeans.

He smiles at me goes back to kissing my neck and down to my collarbone.

I pull at the hem of his shirt and pulls away for a second, taking it off.

Honest to god, he is a very sexy man.

I run my hand down his abs up his upper half of his chest.

I shut my eyes and take in what was happening all in this moment.

My eyes snap open at the sound of a phone ringing and that pissed me off to the raging extent.

James growls and picks up his phone, glancing at the front of it. He growls again and stands up.

"I'll be one second. Don't move" he tells me and answers his phone.

"Hello" he answers as he opens the balcony door.

I sit up on my arms and huff.

Maybe we're moving too fast. I mean we're not even in a relationship. We should at the least talk about it first.

I can't just do this. I mean when I was with Zeke the first time we had sex we talked about it a lot. There were some good things in our relationship too. He didn't want to rush me into something that I didn't want.

I heard to the door open and close. "Alright that's fine. I'm kind of on vacation right now and I have business to attend to" he says into the phone, looking at me he whole time.

He clips the End Call button and tosses his phone on top of his suitcase.

He climbs back on the bed and immediately kisses my lips, making me fall back on my back.

I kiss him for a moment and then press my hand to his chest, pushing him away.

He removes his lips from mine and gives me a confused look.

"I'm sorry. Did I do something wrong" he asks with sadness in his eyes.

I shake my head, "No James. You were just fine. It's just that I think that we should talk about this first instead of rushing into it" I tell him.

He nods and gets off of me. He has a sad look on his face but he didn't understand that you can't just rush into these things.

He grabs his shirt and pulls it over his head. He goes to leave the room but I grab his wrist.

"You understand right?" I look at him with all seriousness.

He smiles and nods, "Yes, Darling. We'll talk tonight. Put your shirt back on and meet me downstairs" he slips out he door and quietly shuts it.

As soon as he left I felt this pit in the bottom of my stomach, the painful kind. You feeling where you know you've been hurt but you don't know how to react.

I slid my shirt back on and fixed my hair so I looked like I didn't just have a steamy make out session with my room mate.

I make damn sure that he didn't leave any marks on my neck and he didn't. Smart Boy.

I trump down the stairs with my phone in my hand. When I reach the bottom I glance over at the couch an see them all sitting there.

Just as I suspecting; Leah and Grayson were cuddled up on the end on the couch. I smile and glance around see Ryder and Grant lounging but I didn't see James there.

"Have any of you guys seen James?" I ask.

Grant jerks his head to the kitchen and I got the idea.

I hop on into the kitchen and see him getting ingredients for dinner.

I cross my arms across my chest as I wait for him to shut the fridge door. When he does he smiles at me.

He sets the milk and butter down approaches me and wraps his arms around me. "I'm sorry for leaving like that" he whispers to me.

I shrug, "It's okay" I wrap my arms around his back.

"No it's not. I was just mad because I didn't get what I wanted and I was being selfish" he pulls away from me and pecks my forehead. "I promise that we will talk about this tonight" he promises.

I smile and nod, "Sounds good to me" I smile.

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At this very moment I was on the couch with James cuddling with him. He has such a comforting body. After we had dinner, I helped James clean up and then as a group we all watched a movie. It was kinda funny because there was James and I and then there was Grayson and Leah, but there was also Grant and Ryder.

It was funny because they ended up falling asleep leaning on each other. They aren't going to hear the end of it in the morning. Serves him right for teasing James and I.

James and I were the only ones up beside Grayson who was running his hand through Leah's long blonde locks.

I look up at James and he nods to upstairs and I agree silently by nodding.

I get out of James's lap and kiss the side of Grayson's head and whisper good night to him.

James follows me upstairs to our room and shuts the door.

"Get changed into some pyjamas and then we'll talk" he tell he in a hushed tone.

I quickly strip out of my shirt and jeans, leaving me rummaging through my suitcase for something to wear. I was just standing there in nothing but my bra and underwear. I could have found something first and then got out of my clothes but what's the fun I that? You can't see his reaction at all.

"We really need to talk about this" he groans from a few feet behind me.

I turn around and see him standing there with nothing but a pair of boxers on.

Yes, yes we do.

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