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I turn and look at James. "James, why are you blabbering to everyone."

He hooks his arm around my shoulders and pulls me into him gently, "Aw, I love you too," he kisses the top of my head.

I pulled away from his arms and looked at him seriously. I don't know what the hell he is doing, but he defiantly shouldn't be doing this.

"James, a word," I jerk my head away from the table.

I heard a series of 'Ooohs'. James just shrugged and followed me. After we were a fair distance away from the table I turned to James.

"What are you doing, James? You can't do that," I cross my arms across my chest.

"Vena, it's just Grant, Clair and Ryder. Who are they going to tell?"

I shake my head, "No, James. This is Grayson's mess and I'm sure that he's going to appriecate everyone knowing what he did."

James nods quickly, "Don't you see Vena? Grayson deserves just a little bit of playback. Plus, it would get out eventually anyways."

I thought about James's words. I mean I guess he's right, but who couldn't we just let karma takes it's toll?

I shake my head, I am really starting to get a headache about this whole thing. He looks down at me and smiles slightly. "I am really sorry about all this, Vena."

I look up at him, "It's not your fault, Grayson has just really stressed me out."

He places his hands on my shoulders, "Vena, listen to me. This isn't your problem, it's his. Please relax a bit okay?"

He's right, I need to stop. This isn't something I should be stressed about; it's Grayson's mistakes not mine. This is why I needed someone like James in my life. He sets my mind straight when no one else can.

I nod to his words. I stepped into his body and wrapped my arms around him. I heard him chuckle, but he hugged my back. I feel as his hand runs down my hair. "I love you," I tell him, looking up at him, resting my chin on his chest.

He smiled down at me, "I love you too." He leaned down adn gently kissed my lips. Within the last five minutes standing here, I had forgotten that we're surrounded by people.

When James pulled away from me and he had a smirk on his face.

"What?" I ask cautionsly.

"Y'know what we were doing before all this?"

I shake my head, I honeslty couldn't remember.

He leans into my ear, "I was so close to going down on you," he whispers in my ear. He abrupted tugged on my ear gently with his teeth. I had to physically stop myself from letting my eyes fall back into my head.

This whole coversation started with me wondering why he is telling people about Grayson to him seducing me.

Although, that did remind me what we were doing before Grayson came into our apartment. Damn Grayson. Now that I think about, I was too caught up in the Grayson stituation that I didn't realize that Grayson actually interupted us, like who does he think he is? Kanye?

James smirked (not that the expression actually ever left his face) and grabbed my hand and lead my back to the table.

"Okay, you guys are going to have to talk to Grayson about the whole situation. He basically cheated on Leah, if you want the whole story, you can go ask him about it."

I try to let the fact that James has me all hot and bothered roll off my back, but it's not as easy as you may think.

I saw Grant nod after a moment, "Okay, fair enough. So Vena, how have you been?"

I glanced at Ryder for a moment before I answer the question. He looked so beyond angry. I know that he has the right to be angry, it is certain that Gryason broke his sister's heart. I have this feeling that Grayson is going to have some brusies soon.

I smile at the question. There are so many possible answers! "I'm alright, Grant," I take the easy way out.

He smiles, "That's great."

"How about your sex life, Vena? Because if you aren't satisfied, I can help you out," Ryder smirks at me, winking. It is clear that he is joking and it's pretty funny, but he really needs to get a girlfriend so all the sexual things that come out of his mouth can be directed at her and not me.

"Very funny," I glare at him jokingly.

"Do you think I'm joking?" he tries to be serious, but his face faulters and breaks into a smile.

He chuckles, "I'm sorry, I haven't slept with anyone in the last month. Every woman I see is attractive."

Grant cackles laughter. "That can't be true! Ryder can you running a fever?" he raises his hand to Ryder's forehead to check his tempreture.

"Nope!" he smiles, "He's just fine," he continues to make fun of Ryder.

Ryder glares at him.

"Well then I must remind you that I had sex last night and the night before and–" Ryder punched his shoulder hard enough to make Grant stop talking.

I sure am glad that James didn't say anything about us, he doesn't know what is going on with Ryder. Actually, I think that I am the only one who knows.

My mind trails back to when Ryder wanted me to call him... Oops. Well I guess if he needs to talk that can happen. That night was pretty crazy.

I don't think that Clair realized that Grant was talking about thier private life considering the fact that she's on her phone.

When I looked back at Ryder, he looked like he is trying to hold back his emotions. I really feel bad for Ryder because he is clearly trying really hard to start a real relationship with someone and now all he is getting is teased for it.

"Anyways, Clair are you going to be here for New Years? Or are you going back before that?" I desperatly try to change the subject.

She immediately turns off her phone, "I'll be here for New Years Eve, but New Years Day I have to get back."

I nod, "That's pretty cool, so have you been to New York before?" I ask.

She nods, "Once in high school, but I didn't get to see much."

I smile, "Has Grant planned to show you around yet?" I ask her.

She shrugs, looking at her boyfriend. "Have you?"

He shrugs, "I will get on that," he smiles brightly.

We talked and talk of what seemed like hours. Grant got us all some coffee, which is definaintly great. As soon as James got it in his hands, he looked so eager to drink this coffee, like as if he hasn't slept at all in the almost twenty four hours.

Thoughout the whole time sitting here, I felt like I had gotton to know Clair a little better. Before today, she was only really seen as Grant's girlfriend, but I can see her as my friend now.

I still haven't gotton the phone call from Grayson yet, so I guess that could be good news.

Let's be real here for one second, there is going to be no good news.

My concious is right, this is all going to up in flames.

I lean into James and he wraps his arm around my waist, holding his coffee witht the other hand. I looked up at him and he smiled. "Are you ready to go back?" he whisper to me.

I shurg, "If you want to. I mean I can walk back if you want to stay."

He shakes his head, "No, I'll come."

Grant and Clair were deep in coversation and Ryder is just on his phone. "Okay, I think we're going now," I annouce.

They all look at us. Grant glanced at his watch, "Yeah, same as well. I have got to get a city tour ready now."

Ryder just nodded. "You can come back to our apartment and hang out for a bit if you want, Ryder," I tell him.

He nods, "Yeah sure," he agrees, clearly not thinking much about it.

After we said our good byes, James led Ryder and I out to his car. The ride back to the apartment is silent and I'm too sure why. Maybe is it because James and Ryder are deep in thought or maybe they are thinking the same I am and just keeping thier mouth shut. I don't know, but the ride isn't long.

James unlocked the door once we got up to our apartment. I set my bag down on the couch and sighed loudly.

The only thing that I am thinking about at this time is how uncomfortable these jeans are.

James yawned and streched his arms up, raising his shirt a bit. As for Ryder, well he already had the television on and a blanket wrapped around his shoulders.

I chuckle. I went to my room to go put on some sweatpants or yoga pants. My God, I haven't slept in here in forever. James's bed was always a lot more comfyer then mine.

I decided on a pair of yoga pants. Right after I had finally got the tight jeans off my legs, I heard the bedroom door open.

I look in the direction of the door and expecting to see James, I did not. I saw wide–eyed Ryder. His jaw dropped just a little bit as he saw me.

"Ryder! What are you doing?!" I ask him. I am still three quarters the way dressed and it didn't bother me that he saw my legs, I am just honeslty wondering what is doing in my room.

"I am so sorry! I thought this was James's room. He wanted me to get something, but this is not his room," he immediately leaves the room, shutting the room behind him.

I chuckled a bit after he left. His cheeks were so red from embaressment. It was hilarious.

When I actually put on some pants, I left the room and James and Ryder were both sitting on the couch now.

As soon as he saw he, Ryder cheeks begand to redden again. I wanted to laugh so hard, but I kept my cool.

James is smiling at me and I haven't got a clue why. "Vena, could you please pass me my computer cord off the floor?"

He's acting weird and I don't know why...

I grab the cord off the floor and pass it to him. He smiles, "Thanks you. Could you please pass me that blanket off the floor?"

As I am picking it off the floor, I hear both boys laugh. Oh, my God! They're playing that... that thing on me!

Y'know the thing where a guy gets a girl to bend over and pick something up for you just so you can get a better view of her ass?

I stand upright and look at them, "Are you kidding me?" I put my hand my hip.

James smiles and sure Ryder has a smile on his face as well. I could give him a break, but James just got laid last night, I don't understand why he is so horny all the time.

James just shurgs and pats the spot beside him. I shake my head and leave the living room. It isn't that I am angry at him, I am just really hungry. Boys will be boys, I'm not going to get mad about something like that.

When I walked into the living room, I heard James and Ryder talking.

"Have you noticed the ass on your girlfriend?," Ryder asks James.

I come to a halt. This should be good.

James scoffs, "Obviously, why do you think I'm with her?" he chuckles after, clarifying to me that it is a joke.

Ryder said something else, but I didn't quite hear it.

"But remember that you are attracted to every female you see," James replies.

I continue walking into the living room, ending their conversation. I don't really appreciate them talking about my ass.

When I sat down in between them, James wrapped his arm around my waist and pulled me into his body, shifting the chips in the bowl a bit.

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Wednesday, April 20th, 2016

I JUST CHECKED TODAY AND I #1 IN TEEN FICTION!! THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE OMG OMG IVE BEEN #2 AND #3 BUT NEVER #1 THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU. THIS IS CRAZY OKAY. WHEN I STARTED THIS BOOK I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD GET SUCH A HIGH RANKING. THANK YOU SO MUCH READERS.

I actually feel like I'm going to cry okay?

Sorry sorry, anyways... Onward with the authors note.

So as it turned out, I am on a role and who knows maybe I'll even update tomorrow. I don't even know.

Maybe I'll write ten thousand total words this week, who knows!

Anyways, bye

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