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Jimin's POV

*Ring ring* I stretched my hand to reach out for me phone which is under my pillow.

"Who is this fella who is disturbing my sleeping time??" I grumbled as I answered the call without seeing who's the caller.

"Yoboseyo?"

"Jiminie!! I need your help, its urgent!" the caller from the other line of the call shouted. I looked at my phone again to check the caller. It was Taehyung.

"What happened?"

"Please come to the usual place now immediately!!" Taehyung begged.

"Alright...but you have not tell me what happened? Shouldn't you be sleeping right now? It's not nice to disturb someone at 2am in the morning-" before I could continue complaining, he hung up the call.

Being a kind and obedient friend, I changed into some presentable clothes and headed out. It was not an easy task to hail a taxi at night but I managed to after waiting for 15 minutes.

At the karaoke shop, I went to the BTS room. It wasn't owned by us, but since we only use that room and use it almost every week, the owner named it as the BTS room.

When I stepped into the room, all I could see was Jungkookie puking into a small plastic bag while Taehyung was patting his back.

Upon hearing footsteps, Jungkookie looked up and greeted me. "Oh Hope hyung, you're here!" he stood up wobbly and hugged me, obviously drunk.

"Kookie, I'm not J-hope hyung, I'm-"

"Don't lie to me hopie hyung, I'm still sober, I can tell who are you!"

Taehyung, who was at a side, gave me that now-you-know-why-did-I-call-you-here look, said to Jungkook, "Kookie, I think you should go visit the bathroom."

Nodding his head, Jungkook stumbled out to the bathroom, while I looked at Taehyung with many question marks on my face.

Jimin: Taehyung, what happened to Kookie?

V: I'm not sure too. He asked me out, claiming to have a catch-up time with me, but ended up glupping down 5 bottle of alcohol straight.

Jimin: Does the other members know about that?

V: No...he does not want the other members to come, but I have something on now so that's why I called you here to take care of Kookie. You know...Jungkook loves your accompany.

Jimin: Alright then, you can leave him to me, I will bring him back to the dorm safely.

Few minutes after Taehyung left, Jungkook, who looked very tired now, came back and laid on my lap. While covering his face with his hands, he let out a big sigh.

"Hope hyung, what should I do??" he asked.

Giving up on convincing him that I'm not J-hope hyung and also wanna know more about what happened, I simply replied, "Wae? What happened?"

Jungkook: Promise me that you won't tell anybody.

Jimin: I promise!

Jungkook : It has been in my heart for many months and I'm going crazy over this thing. I really don't know what to do now.

Jimin: I don't understand.

Jungkook: I like someone.

Jimin: Our Kookie is in love?

Jungkook : I know it's wrong but love can't be controlled, right?

Jimin: Yup, don't control your feelings, just confess confidently.

Jungkook : But the problem is, the person...is not a she.

"I already know that," I whispered, soft enough luckily for him to not hear.

Jungkook : How I wished there's a pill to stop myself from loving him. Everytime I look at him, my face would blush and my legs would turn wobbly. Everytime we touch, my heart would skip a beat, or even stop beating. I should be contented with the current situation as we still get to talk and have fun as friends but the selfish part of me wants more of him. I want him to be my lifelong partner, to be the face I see when I wake up every morning, to be the only one where I can hug, kiss and fuck everyday. But...its...its impossible right? He won't accept me!!

Jimin: How do you know when you never try?

Jungkook : I want to confess to him so badly, but if I did, we can't be friends anymore, and I hate that thought. Plus, what would the fans think about us? What would the company do to us?

Jimin: Who...who is he?

Jungkook : ...............

Jimin: Is he our member?

Jungkook : It's Jiminie hyung.

Jimin: Mwo???

Jungkook : I know it's shocking. Initially I also refuse to accept this fact, but I'm falling for him deeper and deeper each day. I can't stop.

At this moment, Jungkook sit straight up and pulled his hair out of frustration. Then, he suddenly started to cry.

Jungkook : I really love him a lot, really really a lot.

Jimin: Kookie...why didn't you tell me earlier?

Realising that I said something wrong, I quickly covered my mouth but it was too late. Jungkook turned to look at me with a shocking, then gradually changed to embarrassed expression.

Jungkook: You...you are not J-hope hyung?

Jimin: I told you just now but you refuse to believe me...

Jungkook: And you heard the whole thing?

Jimin: Ne.

"Aish!" he yelled as he punched the wall.

Jungkook's POV

Why? Why did I do that? Did I just confessed to Jiminie hyung? Arghhh!!

Embarrassed, I hid my face in between my legs as I squatted down to hug my knee.

"Kookie, it's very late already, let's go home," he patted my back and walked out.

"What is this supposed to mean?" I shouted, not angry at him, but mad at myself for being so dumb.

Jimin hyung stopped, and turned back to look at me. I scanned his face but found no sign of disgust, ashamed or annoyed.

"I don't know," he muttered, looking at the ground, obviously avoiding my eye contact.

Jungkook: I just want to know how you feel...how you feel about me. Do u like me? Do you like me, not as a friend, but as a lover?

Jimin : I...I...I don't know.

Jungkook: Nevermind, I think I know your answer. You wouldn't like me at all. The one you like is Yoongi. I should have known that. In fact, I have been telling myself the entire time - we are impossible. Nevermind hyung, just treat as if nothing happened today. Just take it as I'm spouting nonsense since I'm drunk and from after today, I'll go back to my "golden maknae" identity.

Jimin: Hajima Kookie, I don't want that to happen.

Jungkook: Huh?

Jimin: This confession to me, it's not a dream, right? Although its crazy and I totally didn't expect it, it felt nice...

Jungkook: Nice?

Jimin: Just...don't take back what you say okay? When you said 'you love me'...I like hearing that...

Jimin hyung scratched his head and looked at the bottle of liquor on the table. After much hesitation, he stepped forward and gulped down half a bottle. With a satisfied smile, he wiped his mouth with his hand and smiled, "I'm drunk too!"

Jungkook: Mwo yah!

Jimin: I'm drunk now...I have totally no idea what I'm doing.

Jungkook: So...?

Jimin hyung took a huge step towards me and held my shoulders tightly. Nothing went through my mind, seriously. That dizziness I had few minutes ago; and the urge of vomiting all disappeared. While the usual fast heart rate when Jimin hyung touches me, and now when he's staring seriously at me, I could literally feel butterflies in my stomach.

I blinked my eyes twice, my vision unknowingly reaches his lips. I made eye contact with him again, and now he's biting his lips. Arghh why do you have to be so sexy?!?

Jimin hyung broke the silence by saying, "I don't know how are we supposed to continue after tonight, but I know that this opportunity is now or never."

"What opportunity?"

"The opportunity to kiss you."

"Mwo?"

"At most, I'll say that I'm drunk. So now, can I enjoy this moment with you?"

I closed my eyes, hoping he gets my hint. Indeed, I felt something wet on my lips. I opened my eyes slightly to see the guy I love the most kissing me. Am I dreaming? I hope not. If not, it would be the best dream ever...I don't even wanna wake up ever again.

And when he started moving his lips against mine, I realised that this is really all happening, it's real! I closed my eyes once again and took a deep breath. I could feel his lips curving upwards, into a smile. I stretched my hands behind his back and pulled our body closer.

Probably as the one being inexperienced in kissing, I gave Jimin hyung the full control, when he used his tongue to ask for entrance, leading our heads to move in sync.

Stepping into this karaoke room thinking that probably V hyung would convince me not to like Jimin hyung, unexpectedly turning into a confession session for me. And this kiss...initiated by Jimin hyung has definitely put a tick on my bucket list. I always thought being rejected by Jimin hyung would be hard to cope; but him accepting my confession is even a greater shock.

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