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Jimin inhaled a deep breath and walked towards the track mill with firm steps. I pressed the 'stop' button and turned to Suga with a serious look, "We need to talk hyung."

Standing in the middle of the garden in the hotel, Jimin could feel his heart racing, yet, he was trying hard not to show his nervousness. He was meticulously phrasing his question inside his heart, deeply knowing that any wrong word used might just cost him this relationship.

"You're not gonna come here and admire the flowers in silence are you?" Suga stated coldly.

"Of course not hyung."

"Then why aren't you talking?"

"I should be the one asking you hyung," Jimin pouted, hoping that this might earn him forgiveness, "why didn't you talk to me in the morning?"

Suga's expression did not change even after seeing that rare aeygo, his face remained straight and so was his tone, "You know I'm not a morning person."

"But you rolled your eyes at me. That hurt me a little..."

"I'm just tired...of this..." His last two words were the main point, and Jimin caught it.

With a sense of foreboding, Jimin bit his lips and dare not think of the worst scenario. Should I just admit and ask for forgiveness or just act dumb?

He chose the latter one. "What do you mean hyung?" he asked.

"Nothing."

"No! I know there's something wrong. Please...tell me..."

"Fine," Suga inhaled a deep breath and continued, "It was nice sharing a room with Kookie yesterday. We talked a lot...mainly about you..."

"Me?"

"Ne, you seemed to be the most important guy in both of our hearts."

"You're in my heart too hyung."

"But am I the only one?"

Jimin went mute. Oh no, this is the worst scenario for him. He knew one day this would happen but little did he expect for this day to be today. He wasn't prepared for this. He wasn't prepared to make a choice. He wasn't...

"I still love you hyung..."

"But not like before."

"What's the difference? You're still my love, my boyfriend, the one that's in my heart."

"But not the only one, Jimin. And we both know who the other one is."

"Don't drag him in, he got nothing to do with it."

"Not when he's the one who has stolen my boyfriend."

"What are you saying hyung? I'm still here, I'm still yours."

"No Jimin, you don't understand. Sometimes I feel that although you are physically with me, your mind isn't. Is it my fault? Am I the one stopping you from being with who you truly love?"

"No hyung, you are my true love."

Suga shook his head. His face with filled with disappointment and saddness. "Should we...should we just-?"

"No hyung! Don't! Don't say it. Please hyung, don't...I can't live without you."

"Neither can I."

"I'll change," Jimin begged as a drop of tears rolled down his eyes, "I choose you hyung. I'm at fault, it's all my fault. I cannot lose you hyung, I need u."

"Are you sure Jimin? I can't force you to love me when you already don't."

"I do!! I love you hyung. I know my feelings very well and I know you are the one for me. Please...forgive me hyung, and give me another chance."

Suga looked straight into the Jimin's eyes. It was filled with certainty and determination. He saw hope and he knows his feelings too - he can't bear to leave Jimin too.

He nodded his head slightly. Jimin saw it and let out a sigh of relief. Showing his eye smile, Jimin asked softly, "Promise me you won't ignore me again hyung."

"Don't make me angry then," the corners of Suga's lips went up.

"Yes sir! It's good to see you smile again!!"

"Ignoring you wasn't easy as you thought okayyyy!"

"I'm too cute to be ignored??" Jimin blinked his eyes and pouted.

"Yeah sure..."

Seeing the wide grin on his hyung's face, Jimin took the opportunity to interlock their fingers as they made their way back to the gym area.

"Hyung, you should probably make a song about our relationship..."

"Hmmm...I already did."

"Jinja?!?"

"Ne."

"A love song? Saying how loving and inseparable a couple is?"

"Erm...probably."

"Omo let me hear it!!"

"Someday...it's called Let Me Know."

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