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Flashback - one month ago

Venue: Bighit Company

"I'm hungry..." V pouted.

The Bangtan boys had been in the meeting for three hours, discussing their concept for their next comeback. 

"Ne me too," J-hope added in, "and we can't be creative with an empty stomach."

Everybody looked the at the leader, who had the say in releasing him for a break. 

"Erm...okay, let's go eat!!" RM announced, followed by the cheers from the other members. 

However, when they were about to dash out of the company, troubled Suga was spotted. 

RM: Wae yo hyung? 

Suga: Errrr...

Jin: Yoongi, do you want to say something? 

Suga: Erm...I...need to stay back in the company to do something. 

RM: What is it?

Suga: I need to discuss some songs with Jimin. 

Jin: Now? 

Suga: Ne, you know...I don't like to leave this undone. 

RM: Okay...Jimin!! You're wanted! 

Jimin: Ne hyung? 

RM: Yoongi hyung wants you to stay back to talk about our new songs.

Jimin: Me?!?

Suga: Yeah you! The main vocalist...your idea is important. 

And so, the duo proceeded to the recording studio while the others went out to eat. Suga was nervous as hell, as seen from his shaky hands but it was well hidden in his pocket. On the other hand, Jimin wasn't suspicious about anything, just feeling curious as to what awesome song had his hyung make again. 

"I need you to sing the song and give me feedback as to how to improve," Suga explained as he turned on the equipment to get ready. 

"Okay...where is the lyrics?"

"It's inside the recording room."

As instructed, Jimin walked in to the recording room, still unable to understand what is happening exactly. It was weird for his hyung to ask him to sing a song that he had never had before. How is he suppose to know the pitch? And how to enter? 

Jimin's POV

Despite multiple question marks forming above my head, I still went into the room and stood there awkwardly.

"Put on the headphone while I go out to take something" was Suga hyung's last instruction before seeing him running out of the studio. 

As told, I put on the headphone. Indeed, there was a voice coming out - it was Suga hyung's voice.

"Jimin ah, I know I'm being very random here, but that's because I have something to confess. You know hyung seldom ask you for a favour, but this particular thing is seriously driving me crazy, and you are the only one who can help. Can you...stop being so close with the other members? Everytime, everywhere, whenever I try to close my eyes to sleep, I could always hear you playing with the other members. I know you are very close to Hoseok, Taehyung and Jungkook...that's why you like playing with them...but I don't feel good when you do it often. I know...I'm being very selfish here...but this jealousy I'm experiencing is seriously driving me crazy. And magically, you, Park Jimin, only you can make me so jealous. I had been finding the reason why only you have the ability to make my heart skip a beat when talking to you, being so damn flustered when you lift up your shirt casually during practice, and being so damn jealous when you just simply smile at other people. And I think now, I know the reason why....because....I had fallen in love with you. 

As days past, I know clearly that my feelings for you isn't just pure friends; because I want us to be more than friends, adding a 'boy' in front of it probably makes it sound better. Okay, I know this sounds crazy, falling in love with your bandmate, same gender even - but Jin hyung and Namjoon had proved that boyxboy relationship do exist. When they announced they were together, I had mixed feelings, shocked as to how brave they are to admit their feelings; and sad because I want to be like them too. 

Can you give me a chance to bring our relationship to another stage? I may not be the most romantic guy, this may not be the most touching confession, but I swear my love for you is definitely much much more. Now, open the folder in front of you."

Indeed, there was a blue folder lying nicely in front of me. I opened it up. The first page was empty, except a bold phrase "101 reasons why I love you". 

My heart was beating fast and my hands were feeling weak. But still, I managed to turn the page. 

#1 - Your eye smile

#2 - Your lame jokes

#3 - You always annoy me

#4 - But still, that made my day

#5 - Your obsession with Kookie, I'm jealous

#6 - Your love for hiphop and music, just like me

#7 - Your fashion sense, some are nice, some are 'can be improved'

#8- Sometime cute as hell, sometime you sexy stare which can kill 

Okay that's it for now, but I'm sure I will find the rest of it. And so...time for the truth, walk out of the studio. If you wanna reject me, turn left. And if you feel the same for me, turn right. Don't take too long to decide as I may fall asleep. So, see you there ;) 

I put down the headphone and went out. I turned my head to the left, there was just a white wall; and when I turned right, I saw rose petals aligning on the floor, directing me to another place. I followed that row of flowers, and...found myself in the pantry. 

Suga hyung was standing in front of me, with his hands behind his back. It was then I realised the need to make a decision immediately. Everything just now was so drama, I was touched, definitely, but now, how am I gonna react? 

Both of us made eye contact, an awkward "hi" escaped out of my mouth. He was obviously nervous, so am I. It's the first time someone confessed to me after so many years. Okay...calm down Park Jimin, think clearly, how do those main characters react? If they reject them, they slapped, ouch! If they accept them, they kissed, too fast isn't it? 

Everything was flashing through my mind. 

Suga: Errr so how was the song? 

Jimin: Nice...it was a great song. 

Suga: So you accept it?

Jimin: Erm I was told to turn right if I like it. 

Suga: And you did. 

Jimin: That's because turning left was a dead end. 

Suga: Seems like its fated for you to turn right. 

Jimin: Yeah I guess so. I followed my heart here and my heart tells me that I should say yes. Hyung isn't the type that would do so many things for someone and for that, I can see that you're very serious in this confession. I was touched by your 101 reasons. Because...reason #101 is...my love for Yoongi hyung. I like you too hyung, a lot a lot. 

Suga: Really? 

Jimin: I played with Kookie and Taehyung very often because we're very close; but what I wanna do more...is to be with you hyung. But somehow, like what you experienced, I don't have the courage to approach you easily. I do experience the same thing, the rapid increase in heartbeat, my eyes would uncontrollably go to you every single time, and just you sitting there quietly writing lyrics...it's very attractive. And that's why...I think also uncontrollably fell in love with you too hyung. 

Suga: It feels so surreal, and I hope when I pinch myself, I can feel pain.

Jimin: Want me to do the honor? 

Suga: Ani, I just want to call you 'mine' now. 

-End of flashback-

Jimin: Do you know how random you was that time hyung? Depriving me of my lunch time :(

Suga: Yah I told you I don't want to leave things undone. I planned to confess to you few days ago but I didn't had the chance. And I don't know where the hell did that idea came to my mind to use our lunch time to confess. 

Jimin: But that was a nice move. 

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