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Jimin's POV

By the road side, I hopped onto a taxi. "Hongdae please," I told the driver, "ppali juseyo."

Looking outside the window did I finally had time to sort out my feelings once again. I recalled that evening, how I was walking aimlessly on the streets with my mind thinking of that one question 'Yoongi hyung or Jungkook?' At that moment, I saw a brown hair figure walking out of the store and a smile just appeared on my face.

Getting closer did I managed to see his outfit - red hoodie with skinny jeans - it was indeed Kookie. I quickened my pace and continued to follow him behind.

"Is he really my Mr Right?" I kept asking myself that but still, my legs still chose to follow his path. I wanted to call him, only to see how he was actually walking towards Yoongi hyung.

I paused there as I saw how they begin with a conversation. At that moment, I finally realise who I love... It was Jungkook who made me want to go up to him and just grab onto his wrist and say "Be mine", I would also be the one who refuse to let him go and insisted, "I'll never give up on loving you. I'll make you mine, definitely."

And that's when I decided to go missing, to plan this break up with Yoongi hyung...to be as peaceful and as harmless as possible...

But...how stupid am I to think that by giving Suga hyung gifts can ease the guilt in me...but...that's the least I can do isn't it? 

I saw how unwilling he was to let me go, and that kiss...it's probably our last but it will stay in my memory forever. He deserve someone better than me, right, Yoongi hyung will meet someone better than me. As for me...I'll go and win back the guy who got repeatedly hurt by me and yet, never fail to stop loving me. 

Looking up in the sky, I mumbled, "Jeon Jungkook, wait for me, this one last time, I'll never let you go..."

I walked briskly to the usual room, before opening the door with much force. There, in the middle of the room, initially pacing back and forth, stood Jungkook. His body turned to face me too, together with a shock expression painted on his face.

"Hyung..." he uttered.

Closing the door behind me, I made small steps towards him. My heart was beating hella fast, almost audible. My body was shivering, and I hope it wasn't too obvious.

"Jungkook ah..." I mouthed before holding onto his hands.

"Hyung..." Still, he stared at me in disbelief, "You're here..."

"Ne."

"Oh wait," he pushed my hands away gently before searching for his mobile phone, "I need to tell Yoongi hyung that I found you."

"Aniyo!" I stopped him, "I...I went to see him already."

"Oh, jinja?" his voice became softer all of a sudden, "seems like you made a choice already hyung..."

"Ne."

"I get it hyung," he sighed as he lowered his head, "I...I wish you and Yoongi hyung-"

"Aniyo! Aniyo...I...I told him the truth."

"W-what truth?"

"The truth about my feelings. I like you Kookie. Aniyo, I LOVE you Kookie, more than Yoongi hyung."

"Mwo...?" he stared at me with his two dark eyes, before shaking his head, "A-andwae...w-why...?"

"It's true, Kookie, trust me. I did lots of thinking just now. Namjoon hyung once asked me - who was the first one to appear in your mind when I heard about the accident - and it was you Kookie. You're the only one who can make me forget about everything and just worry about your well-being. Do you know how afraid I was when I heard that you two were involved in an accident? Call me smart but I kinda know that the reason for you two to go out alone is partly to talk about me. I blame myself for the accident, and I won't be able to forgive myself if anything happened to the both of you."

"Don't hyung...it's not your fault..."

"Anyway, that's not the main point. The thing is...Kookie, I love you, I cannot live without you. I tried, and tried, so hard I thought I was gonna live my life in regret for not cherishing you, but no, I only live once, and in this lifetime, I want to love you as much as I could Kookie. To protect you from pain, to bring you happiness and laughter every day, to love you like nobody in this world will ever do. I need you in my life Kookie. I told you my feelings for you on that day when you were sick, how hard it was to not love you. I failed, I failed badly, I can't stop myself from loving you."

"Hyung...I...I..." By then, Jungkook already had a hard time concealing his tears. He wasn't the type of maknae that like to cry in front of his hyungs. But because of me, every single time when I hurt his heart, he cried. But I swear to god, today, will be the last time I'll make him cry.

I stretched my hand to the back of his head and brought him down to my shoulders, "울지마 Kookie, it breaks my heart to see you cry."

"I *sniff* I *sniff* I'm just too overwhelmed by all these hyung. I thought you will never come to this karaoke room. I waited for an hour here, I thought I know you not well enough, I thought you left me for Yoongi hyung, again. I thought I need to suffer the same process of forgetting you again hyung."

"No Kookie, you won't have to do that ever again."

"I don't plan to, too. Because now, I want to pursue my love bravely."

"Jaebal Kookie, please, return back to my side." I swallowed my saliva and held onto his face. Using my thumb to wipe away his tears, I whispered, "I'm sorry for falling in love with you Kookie. I really don't deserve to have two awesome guy to love me, I don't deserve it. I'm sorry for making you suffer Kookie, I'm sorry I couldn't figure out my true feelings soon enough, I'm sorry you have to go through so much pain and jealousy. But from now on, I'll take responsibility, for your happiness, your laughter, your joy and your smile. I'll never make you cry ever again. I'll protect you no matter what, I will be your hyung, aniyo, your boyfriend...if you're willing to call me that..."

Jungkook hung his head low and sniffed, he did not dare to look at me, which made me even more nervous. Yes, I'm a jerk, I should be bashed up, but never did I think of the other scenario where Jungkook might choose to dump me, after all, I hurt him the most.

The room went silence for quite a while, both of us did not utter a sound.

Finally, Jungkook lifted up his head. His face had no expression, troubled, might be a more appropriate word. Our eyes met and that made my heart stop once again. His mouth opened up slightly, before saying, "Hyung..."

"Wae?"

"Can we...turn back in time?"

"Mwo?"

"Can we go back to the time when we were still hyung and dongsaeng?"

"Is- is that a rejection?"

"Aniyo! I want to go back in time, for you to love me all over again. To the Jimin who's overly obsessed with me, and I'll be the Jungkook who doesn't show his affection to his hyung easily, especially in front of the camera. I...I want to experience that again. I want you to make me yours once again, make me fall in love with you once again."

I stood there dumbfounded, with my mouth slightly apart. Turning back in time...make me fall in love with you once again...

"Is...is this really possible?"

"Ne hyung, I want to fall in love with you all over again."

Jungkook was being serious. The dongsaeng standing in front of me was serious about what he said. I saw hope and excitement in his eyes, it sparkles, and that's all I need.

I nodded my head, "Hmmm, sounds good," I smiled, "Ne, and if we can really turn back in time, I'll never hurt you two again, never."

"Alright hyung, let's rewrite our love story!"

"With a happy ending."

"Definitely!" Jungkook chuckled and threw himself into my embrace. My head just fit perfectly on his shoulder, and his hands resting on my waist, pulling our bodies closer.

"Can I request something?" I asked.

"Mwo?"

"Can we start it tomorrow?...and let me enjoy these few hours with you."

"Ne hyung!"

Finally, a genuine smile on Kookie's face, and it appeared because of me. I was thrilled, especially when he slowly closes his eyes, giving me an obvious hint. My hands went to the side of his head, bringing our lips closer.

The two just fits so perfectly, like a puzzle piece, the last two puzzle pieces that completes the whole picture. I finally get to see the future I want, the future where Jungkook would be a part of. I want him to be mine, I want to protect him, I want to love him with all my live, I want to be together with him forever...I finally know what I want...

Jungkook smiled in the kiss, and so did I. My heart was still pumping so fast, and this still felt like our first kiss, at this same place too.

We started here...we ended here...because tomorrow, when we wake up, I'll be the Park Jimin who would be crazily obsessed with Jungkook, while Jungkook would continue to be his golden maknae who does everything to avoid me. As for Yoongi hyung, they will still be our hyung, I'll still be his favourite dongsaeng (hopefully) and we'll rewrite our love story. Aniya, it's the Bangtan story. 

-End-

(Stay tuned to Epilogue, I'll post it asap!!)

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