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I woke up super exited, my boys were coming back today, I jumped out of bed and went through my morning routines with a huge smile.

I wondered who would see me first, Simon or Tim? I'd put my money on Simon.

I looked at myself in the mirror, I had a bit more color today, I smiled and my tanning skin.

A tan in winter, won't everyone be jealous, I grinned and kissed my reflection.

My head felt so clear, in fact I haven't even been craving blood and my hunger was normal.

I decided to hop downstairs and make a sandwich for lunch, I tried to open the pickle jar.

It wouldn't budge, I tried with all my might, I sighed, I had taken for granted my strength before.

I was totally weak, I was back to a weak human, like a broken vampire, and I was actually cold.

I put on a winter jacket and walked into the flurry of snow, my face felt like it was getting stabbed.

"Oh hell no" I said finally as I turned around and walked back inside, I wasn't used to winter.

"Ughhh" I moaned after an hour of impatient boredom, I finally got up and attempted it again.

The frosty blasts had gotten worst and I found myself getting really irritated really fast.

I wished for the cold to go away with al my heart, it was like a chord snapped in my head.

The wind calmed and the sun peaked through the clouds and warmed my face slightly.

It was now like a cold autumns day, the beam of sunlight seemed to follow me as I walked.

It was like god was watching me with his personal spotlight, I smiled and walked quickly to the cafe.

It came as a surprise to me to find that my mom wasn't working, the woman said she was taking today off and going on a date.

I smiled as I felt excited for my mom, she must be so happy, I waved bye and walked out.

I bumped into someone, the ice on the floor made me slip, I tried to push myself off the floor but I slipped again.

I probably should have worn gloves, the guy who had accidentally knocked me over reached out his hands.

I looked into his brown eyes and smiled embarrassed, I took his hand and his face completely changed.

He looked like he was in shock and then like he was in complete love, my starbursts expanded a little more making my eyes half gold.

He pulled me up and dragged me into the alley way, "woah what are you doing?" I asked in shock, he pushed me against the wall hard.

"I don't know" he panted, his mouth pressed against mine and my fists clenched as I tried to push him off me.

"Stop it" I said in disgust, what was he doing!?, He pushed my face against the wall again, I whimpered in pain.

"I'm going to fuck you so hard" he said, oh my god I though, I started to panic and fight him off me.

I punched him across the face with all my might, it wasn't that effective but it shocked him.

I attempted to run but his hand gripped my wrist too hard, he through me on the floor.

I couldn't get up, fear had made me freeze, I screamed but he covered my mouth.

His hand gripped my pants and he pulled them down, tears began to stream down my face.

I thought it was funny that the only person I could think about was Eric, he would save me, but here I was alone.

He kissed the back of my neck, I felt like throwing up, I pleaded for him to stop and he punched me to make me shut up.

But I was stubborn, I kept screaming as i felt his bulge against my butt, he unzipped his pants and took them off.

Something in me snapped and my feelings completely shut off, I went through everyone in my head, praying that someone would save me, that this wasn't happening.

I even prayed for Calvin, the mysterious boy with pink eyes, to save me, but no one would

This was really happening, I kept crying but I wasn't scared, I didn't feel anything, my brain completely shut down.

He pulled his underwear down and I shut my eyes waiting for the pain, his hands gripped my waist.

He was thrown off me, I laid there starring at the dead end of the alley.

He pulled up his pants and looked behind me angrily, his eyes held a golden ring around the pupil.

Did I do that to him? I did, I made him almost rape me, it wasn't his fault, Tim grabbed him by the neck and began throwing punches.

The guy starred at me in amazement while Tim unleashed his fury, "stop" my voice broke.

Tim looked at me with anger, as he dropped him on the floor, he sat there and continued starring at me in awe.

"Why didn't you fight him off Abel, why ?" he asked me in disbelief, he didn't know I lost my strength.

He noticed the blood trickling down my face, "what's wrong with you?" he asked worriedly, he must have put two and two together.

Instead of helping me he turned around and began kicking the guy.

"It was my fault!" I yelled, he stopped and shook his head in denial, and looked at me.

"I made him do it" I cried, Tim but his lip and shook his head he opened his mouth to say something but the words were lost.

"No" he cried, he kept repeating himself as he put his hands behind his head.

"You cheated on me" he said, he gripped his hair tightly and fell to his knees in complete defeat.

"No it was an accident I don't know what happened, he just touched me and he lost his mind" I said quickly.

He shook his head and laughed, he didn't believe me, my eyes began to glow golden.

"I swear" I cried, he still didn't believe me, oh god this was it, I knew it was coming.

"We're done Abel, I can't even look at you" he said softly, his heart must've broken but that broke mine even more.

He walked past me, I tried to stop him but I was in too much shock, please don't walk away.

(Tim's POV)

I felt like throwing up, the guy I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, the one who I would have given anything for cheated on me.

In an alley, and all he did was ramble in defense, finally I did it, I cut him out of my life so I wouldn't hurt anymore.

I began to walk past him, "no" he whispered as he grabbed my leg, I tore it from his grip.

I sort of knew he almost got raped but I was so mad, and he wouldn't give me a clear reason why he'd let it happen.

"No!" he yelled, as I took three steps away from him, a huge gust picked up, he began to sob.

I turned my head as snow started to glide towards him, he knelt there but he kept shaking his head and he covered his ears.

He looked like a child throwing a tantrum, his eyes glowed yellow, but that wasn't what scared me.

His body slowly lifted off the ground as he levitated in the air, he tilted his head back and yelled but all that was heard was thunder ripping through the atmosphere.

Hail began to fall, Jesus Christ what was he, the guy who almost raped him began to clap and smile in awe.

His hands reached for Abel's foot, he gripped it, Abel's hands dropped to his side and he looked at the man.

A good energy flowed into Abel from the man who dropped, immediately Abel's cuts began to heal.

"Abel!" I yelled, but he was too far gone, this was horrifying, he looked like a completely different person.

"Narcissus" he said softly, a beam of sunlight pierced the clouds and Abel dropped to the ground.

He had passed out, I ran to him, the violent winds that swirled around him died down and everything returned to normal.

I took my jacket off and put it around him, I picked him up and put him over my shoulder.

The guy was only unconscious, immediately I knew this had to do with that pink eyed Calvin.

I put him in my car and drove, we needed to figure this out soon, his body lifted up.

I looked in my rearview to watch him, he stretched and yawned, his body cracked.

"Abel?" I said, he grinned and grabbed the sides of his face and cracked his neck.

"Not really" he purred, that didn't sound like Abel at all, his eyes opened to reveal red eyes.

"Who are you" I asked quickly, Abel had told me that his vampire had a mind of it's own.

"Where are we going Timmy?" he asked playfully, his fangs elongated as he rubbed them against my neck.

"To my house" I whispered, I was at a loss of words as his venom touched my skin.

"Gee I haven't seen you since the school dance" he said, so now what? was Abel gone.

"Yeah but I'd rather see Abel" I said with a crooked smile, he laughed.

I pulled over to the side of the road, this was far too dangerous, like what is going in right now.

I hadn't even been back for two hours, "are you sure you want me to leave" he said seductively.

I swallowed hard as he continued to brush his fangs against my neck, I longed for them to pierce my skin and let his venom take me to heaven.

"Y-yeah" I stammered, I felt a sweat break on my forehead, in a blink he was on top of me.

This vampire represented the physical strength of Abel where as the Golden eyes unknown species was his mental strength.

Either way both were horrifying, did I really want to deal with all this? I didn't need this danger.

"But I'm so hungry and I can tell you want me to bite you" he said as he pressed his lips against mine.

I pushed his cold body off me, his eyes squinted in anger as he pushed me down on the seat.

It clicked as it fell backward so that I was laying down, "seriously I haven't eaten in soooo long Timmy" he said playfully.

He was like a child trapped in a teenagers body, maybe it was because he was a monster.

"When will Abel comeback?" I asked nervously, he rolled his eyes and sat in the passengers seat.

"Honestly when he wakes up, using that power would have left him exhausted" he said.

I can't believe he just answered me, I thought he would've put up a fight, but he looked bored.

"So why not let him sleep?" I asked as I began to drive again, I put my chair back into place.

"Someone has to watch our body while he's unconscious" he said, so Abel was right it was two different people in one body.

A little too confusing to me but it sounded like multiple personality disorder, could that happen to vampires?

"So you know about this unknown power" I asked him, I was trying to sponge as much details out of him as I could.

"I know as much as Abel does" he said, I sighed, so this was still a huge mystery.

"I do know he's very powerful, as is Calvin and the others" he said, my eyebrows raised.

"How much others are we talking about?" I asked quickly, he thought hard.

"Seven, seven days of creation, seven colors of the rainbow" he said reciting something.

"Well that just made things ten times more confusing" I said, he laughed and looked out the window.

"You're telling me" he said softly, he looked like something was bothering him.

As much as I despised him I felt obliged to ask him, "what's wrong?" I asked softly.

"It's just that when this is all figured out I might disappear forever" he said scared.

Where do vampires go when they die? hell is assume, but the good news was this monster would be gone.

"So Abel will be human again?" I asked with excitement, I liked feeling stronger than Abel.

"Oh Abel is not human, never has been" he said, my head started to hurt, this was too much.

"So what is he? a witch? an angel? a god?" I asked, he thought hard again, blood dripped from his nose.

He gasped, "none of those" he panted, I began to ask him what was wrong, but he cut me off.

"You need to find Calvin, he's the only one who can save Eric and Abel" he said as if he'd seen the future.

My eyes widened, what was wrong with Eric!? "wait!" I yelled, he looked as though he was out of energy and he collapsed in my seat.

Great now I had a million more questions and no means of answers, all that was left was to wait for Abel to wake up.

But could I forgive him after all this? now that I was calm I could see this wasn't his fault, and I felt kind of guilty.

And let's be honest what would I do without him?

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