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OMG I am soo sorry for the delay on being online and updating. Before I explain why and let you guys read the story, I just wanted to say that the entry date for the writers to write a sequel ended last week. So I apologized if you didn't enter and didn't make it to the list. On the side note, the dead date for the voting is finished on October 21st. Remember that. Now since that's off of my chest, I just wanted to say that I've been busy this pass week, with dance practice, school, tech and finding a job XD. Also, I might not be online that much, the reason being is that I'm going to be hella busy with my schedule. But I'll try to update when I can. But hopefully, HOPEFULLY the future writer will be ready for the sequel. Because, I am planning to finish this book soon, like really soon, hopefully, so I could start on Pathway to My Heart, and have some time as well. So hopefully you guys are reading this announcement and I am sorry but this chapter might be short. Enjoy!!!! <3
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Kyo's POV
I can feel my heart dropped. Right in front of my gaze was Ki, sitting on top of Jun's lap. Ki is all over Jun. Her hand was on his cheek/neck and the other hand was on his waist.
I yelled.
"WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON!? JUN!!!"
Ki got up from Jun, and Jun slowly walked up to me. In a very ice cold tone, he spoke.
"Who do you love?"
The heartbroken, tormenting thing I have ever heard. Even worse coming from my lover.
"YOU OF COURSE!!!"
He then slapped me. Not in a kinky way, but in a way that I would never forget.
"THEN WHY DOES THIS SHIT KEEPS HAPPENING?!?!? WHY CAN'T YOU TELL MIKI THAT I AM YOURS!? WHY IS IT HARD FOR YOU TO CONFRONT HER? IF YOU LOVE ME, YOU WOULD TELL HER THE TRUTH INSTEAD OF HIDING IT AND BEING MYSTERIOUS!!! I BECAME BLUNT ON WHO I AM BECAUSE OF YOU! BUT YOU CAN'T DO THAT FOR ME??"
Then my sister started to blurt something out.
"What kind of a boyfriend are you Kyo?"
I then snapped.
"KI! NO ONE LOVES YOU! NOW GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE!!!!"
The moment I said that to her, made me regret everything. I looked behind me and I remembered that Miki was still there. Standing, tears coming down her pale cheek.
"So, you two are dating."
Ki then rushed out of the apartment crying in tears. The most heartbreaking sound, even coming from my step-sister. Who loved me more than a step-brother. Things started to break down. The tension was getting too much. My love for Jun was starting to fade but gain at the same time. But, Jun might feel it differently. I do love Jun. I really do! But am I showing it wrong? I've never knew what love was like until I met Jun. Now, I messing it up. More than my dad. I'm so sorry.
I then rushed out of my apartment and left Jun and Miki alone.
I ran to the park where I would go when I was little, and where me and Jun would go when we were heading home back in Junior High.
I sat behind the tree onto the grass. I sob my heart out. Bursting into tears. I've never cried this much since my mom had died and my dad left us. I never really mention about my family to anyone, especially Jun. I usually lie to him about my family. I fucked things up. I really did. Jun would never love me again. Ki wouldn't go back to the way she was. I didn't know what to do.
As I was crying, my eyes were getting heavy from each tears I burst. More tears that comes, the heavier my eyes were. My eyes were heavy enough to make me fall asleep. I ended up sleeping in the park. All alone, in the mid darkness.
The very next morning, I woke up in my room. I rubbed my eyes too hard that it started to make weird shapes when its open. I looked around and it was dark. I rolled to the side to my bedside window to check if its morning and it is. I then looked at the clocked and it's 10:30am. I then got up from my bed and stepped onto the floor. I then felt and smooth touch underneath my foot. I looked down and its a card. It's from Jun. I picked it up and my stomach dropped:
"Kyo,
How can I put this, I'm living with my sister and her fiance. I am sorry, but I can't handle anymore drama. I love you too much, but its hurting me at the same time. I'm sorry for this lateness...please forgive me. I love you and I will miss you, but I hope you do understand that this may or may not be over between us, if it is, please find someone who's better than me. I'm not worth you're time anymore..
-Jun"
I then fell to my knees and cried in more tears. My heart was aching. I really did fucked up 100x more. I disappointed my love. I'm disappointed in myself as well. Just then I heard a knock on my door. I wiped my tears and got up. Hoping it could be Jun. But I was wrong. Its the cops. I wondered what had happen? Did they got the wrong address?
I opened the door and spooked with a shaky voice.
"Yes officer?"
"Do you know Ki"
"Ki Chi?"
"Yes"
"Yes, I'm her step-sister. Why what happened?"
He then gave me a sour look on his face and spoke
"She's dead"
My heart dropped even more.
"Dead..? How??"
"We found her body in the train tracks last night"
I then feel to my knees. How could this be happening to me???? I didn't care that much about my step-sister, but this is hurting me more than ever.
"I am sorry son."
He then walked away and closed the door. I'm still on my knees, in shocked. I can never look at myself the way do anymore.
I am so sorry.
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That's chapter 26. Sorry if its not what you guys expected. No questions for you guys tonight.
I love you fam!!!!!!!!
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