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Niall's P.O.V

    I had to ride back to the flat we share but I decided to demand I go home by myself no matter what. I didn't want them seeing me cry especially not Louis. Oh why did Louis have to be so damn cute.

   I began to listen to music. Music was my one escape. But every song was to happy for me. It wasn't my idea of music. It's not like every love story is Gum drops and Rainbows. Mine sure as hell ain't.

   I had finally made it to the flat. I knew I was going to be the first one home. It looked like Louis had left a note. He was the last one out so he probably left it right before he left. I began to read it.

   "Hey Guys. I won't be coming home til late tonight. I am taking Eleanor on a dinner date until 9:00. I probably going to come back with big news. So remember don't have crazy fun without me. Yours Truly, Louis."

   Big news. So he was definitely popping the question tonight. The more I thought about it the more I wanted to cry. I then went upstairs. Not to my room but to Louis's.

   I looked at the things inside his room. Well somethings must be Harry's to but only because they sleep in a room together. Even if Louis was gay it would be for Harry. No doubt about it.

   I mean look at me. I am a ugly, short and stupid Leprechaun. I don't deserve to be in the band. I suck compared to the others. My hair is never how I want it to be. I have ugly teeth. The list goes on. I mean a guy like Louis would never like a guy like me. Hell Louis would never like a guy. Period. Louis is purely straight.

   I then had to get out of his room because of the tears that were beginning to roll down my face again. I then stepped into my room. I began to play my guitar but as I did realized I should get my mind off of Louis....

   Oh who the hell am I kidding. He is all I ever think about lately. I mean he is always on my mind. He is to me like I am to Hundreds and thousand of girls. I needed to remember the good times.

   Without much thought I decided to pull out my journal. Yeah I know, Journals are a little... Gay but really? What am I? I then read the posts on Louis. Most of them were about him. Like past things he did and cutesy things I wrote down that I love about him. Every fun time was written. Memory after memory flooding in.

   Maybe this wasn't such a good idea. Then I read a post on when we played truth or dare and Louis kissed Harry. I couldn't take it anymore.

   I ran right into my bathroom. Tears rolling down my face yet again. I looked in the cupboard for a razor. I found the sharpest one and began to use it. I cut 3 lines down my wrist. Watching as the blood flowed down my wrist. I then cut 4 consecutive times on the other wrist. I began to think of Louis. Oh how I want him.

   But as I wrapped the razor up and threw it away I began to feel woozy. Everything began to blur out, I could feel myself breathing heavy. I then fell over on my side. feeling a sudden rush of pain and then a calm feeling it was more or less a tired feeling.

   I knew I needed to stay awake but it was getting harder and harder It had felt like ten minutes since I had fallen over when a figure appeared in front of me. I couldn't get the strength to get up but I had just enough strength to say a simple "Help me." Before everything went blank...

Louis P.O.V

   "Hey Ellie." I said while kissing Eleanor forehead and pulling a chair out for her. She sat down smiling. We talked for at least one hour before I decided it was time.

   "Eleanor, You know I love you right?" I said. She smiled at me and nodded. I then got down on one knee and began to speak again. "

   And Eleanor I want to be with you forever so... will you Marry me?" I asked holding out the ring. She looked with a surprised look on her face. "Ah... I... I ...Uh...

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So I Finally Uploaded It. Happy Days! So You Like? I Really Hope You Do. Thanks To The People Who Commented. The Next Person To Comment On THIS Chapter About What You Think Gets Next Ones Dedication. Well I'll Try To Update More Often So Yeah. Love Ya Guys. Oh And Go Read My New One Direction Fanfic. It's Not BoyxBoy But I Still Would Love Some Reads. ~Haley xXx

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