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~Harry's POV~

Everyone knows the feeling of love, and everyone knows the feeling if this love isn't answered.

It's horrible.

I know this feeling very well and found a way to get rid of it. The solution is called drugs.

Yup, I'm addicted to drugs.I started because the feeling of unanswered love became too much for me. Looking at him every day and pretending that he's just my best friend. It broke my heart so started to take drugs. They put me in a daze and I can forget everything. The lads don't know I'm an addict and I'm planning on keeping it that way.

Especially Liam can't know.

***

Today we have an interview, national radio or something like that, I think. I walk into the studio and plump down in the chair next to Louis. On the other side of Louis is Zayn, then Niall and finally Liam. I sit on purpose as far away from Liam as possible. I don't think I would be able to sit next to him without staring at him, touching him...

I sigh.

"So, this was 'Lawson' with 'when she was mine', but now in the studio, One direction!' The presenter says cheerfully. All of us yell our greetings in the microphones. Well, I'm not so enthusiastic as the others, but nobody seems to notice.

Before I know it the interview is almost finished. Probably because I was lost in my own thoughts.

Suddenly I feel a push against my shoulder. I look up and see that Louis had pushed me.

"What?" I ask and Louis points to the presenter."Ohw, I'm sorry. What's the question? I zoned out."

"I asked: Is there something that nobody knows about you? Not even your bandmates?" the presenter asked and I laugh a humourless laugh before I can stop it. Of course, they don't know everything about me. If they knew I wouldn't be in One direction anymore.

Meanwhile, everyone in the studio is staring at me curiously.

"So, there is something! Tell us!" the presenter encourages me, but I won't tell them so I quickly make something up.

"Well, actually... last week... I ate Kevin." I say and look innocent at Louis. His mouth falls open and then he breaks down in fake sobs while he hides his face in Zayn's shirt.

"He ate my Kevin!" Louis cries."I can't believe it! I thought Niall did it!"

The presenter laughs amused while Niall holds up his hands as a sign he didn't do anything.

"Okay, Louis, I'm sorry for your lost, but I have many questions and just a little time." The presenter says, still laughing. Everybody is immediately serious again.

"The next question is from the fans. They could vote for one question and this one is the winner: Is Niam real?"

Instantly, I'm paying attention and look at Liam, who has a smile on his face.

"Of course is Niam real!" he says and hugs Niall. Then he kisses him on the corner of his mouth, but I can't see that from the angle I'm in. For me, it's a kiss full on the mouth and I lost it.

My heart breaks and my eyes are full of tears. Liam's voice had sounded so honest when he had answered the question. 

Before anyone can see the tears, I stand up and walk out of the studio.

***

The hotel where we stay isn't far from the studio, so I decide to run. The tears are spilling out know and I don't do anything to stop them.

Three minutes later I lock myself up in my room. I grab my suitcase with the drugs in it. I need them now and I don't hesitate to use them.

Another three minutes later I'm in my own world where no problems exist.

~Liam's POV~

Everybody is staring in shock to the door where Harry has stormed out. I just sit frozen, not able to do anything.

After a while, I look questioningly to Louis. I mean, he is Harry's best friend, if someone knows what's wrong, then he knows. But he shrugs.

"I'm sorry, but we have to go." I tell the presenter, who hasn't spoken since Harry left.

"Eh... yes, I'm sorry dear listeners, but our time with One direction is up." He says and makes a gesture with his hand that we can leave.

Outside the studio, we stand in a circle.

"Does anyone know what happened with Harry?" Zayn asks.

"No, but whatever it is, I know who's fault it is." Louis says and I give him a look that says, go on.

"Well two weeks ago I woke up and heard Harry scream, so I went to his room. He was still asleep and was screaming and mumbling. It wasn't very clear, but I'm sure that I heard him say this: 'Don't kill him, I love him.' And just in the studio, when you," Louis points to me. " kissed Niall, I saw nothing than hurt in Harry's eyes. When I put the pieces together I figured out that he's in love with Liam or Niall."

Everyone thinks for a moment

"Well, that makes sense."Niall says."But where did he go?"

"Let's split up." I say and they nod. "Okay, Niall and Zayn, you look in the city and Louis and I look in the hotel. If you find him, call me." 

We all go in another direction.

***

Five minutes later, we arrive at the hotel. Louis runs directly to Harry's room and I look in the living room and the kitchen.

"LIAM!" I hear Louis scream and as fast as I can I run to Harry's room. When I enter, Louis stands motionless in the room, staring at the bed.

Harry sits half upright against the headrest of the bed. His eyes are closed and there's a smile on his face. He isn't dead because his chest is rising and falling.

"Liam." I turn around and look at Louis, who's pointing to something at the bedside. A syringe with a translucent liquid inside.

"Drugs." I whisper and pick up the syringe.

Why would Harry do something like that? And how long is he doing this for?

I can feel the silent tears running down my face.

Suddenly I hear a dry laugh from next to me. I turn around and see Harry, who has opened his eyes and is looking at Louis.

"Hahaha, Louis! Since when do you have your hair in a pink afro hairstyle? It's hilarious!" Harry laughs.

Louis looks shocked and walks out of the room crying. To call Niall and Zayn I hope. 

Then Harry looks at me. "OOOOOH! Now there are two of you? Is there a chance that one of you loves me back? You maybe?" he says and points to a spot next to me. I sigh and leave the room.

***

Five minutes later I had calmed Louis down, called Niall and Zayn to say we found Harry, decided that I wouldn't call the hospital, because then Harry would be in trouble, changed into my sleeping clothes, lie down next to Harry, who is fast asleep by now and I have realised that I love him back.

With that in mind, I fall asleep, cuddling with Harry.

~Harry's POV~

The next morning I wake up with the feeling of arms wrapped around me.

"Liam?" I shout shocked. I can't remember what happened last night after I took the drugs. And now I woke Liam.

"Harry, I want to ask you something," he says wide awake by now. I nod and look at the ground. I know what's coming.

"Why?" is all he says, but I know what he means. The drugs.

"Because you don't love me." I whisper barely audible.

I feel his fingers under my chin, forcing me to look at him.

"You never asked, Harry. If you had asked, you wouldn't be in so much trouble now, because I do love you." With that, his lips locked with mine.

First I am a bit shocked, but after a moment I kiss him back. I lay all my emotions in the kiss but mostly love.

After a while, he pulls back, but our foreheads are still touching.

"Promise me one thing, Harry." he says and I nod.

"Everything for you."

"Promise me you'll never touch drugs again." He looks me in my eyes with a plaiding look. I nod again.

"I promise. You're now my new addiction." I say and crash our lips together once again.

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Voila, here's another one!

now I'm out of inspiration, please help me? I have enough to 1 request?

Anyway, did you like it? Maybe vote? comment?

(would mean a lot to me)

Bye for now

Lisa xx

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