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Chapter 6

{Adrian P.O.V}

Well halfway back to my mentors office I remembered that I owned a backpack and it's not with me.

"Alec I forgot my backpack, help me get back to Carter's room," Angel is beginning to grow on me he's adorable. He's so troubled though, I wish he would open up to me or at least talk some. I wonder what's hidden behind those clear blue eyes.

"Mister Adriannnnn," Alec whined.

"Alllleeeeeecccccc I'm sorrrrryyy,"

He heaved a small sigh and grabbed my hand and started retracing our steps. Awe he's such a sweet little kid.

"I'm bringing you ice cream tomorrow for this bro," That lightened his mood and he smiled brightly. Well note to self if I want to improve his mood bribe him with Ice cream. Although I think he's going to kill me one day if I have to keep asking him for directions and making him lead me around. Eh oh well. The bright side is I get to see Carter again.

We walked through the winding white hallways for what seemed like forever.

"Victor says he thinks you like Carter," Did I just get called out by an imaginary friend? This fake kid has balls.

"Well I do like him,"

"Are you gay?"

"I didn't even know that word when I was four,"

"Well Carter told me what it means. He said it means when a boy likes another boy or a girl likes another girl. Do you like him like that?"

"I don't feel like I should be talking to you and victor about this stuff,"

"Why?"

"Because you two are only four,"

"That's a dumb reason,"

"Nuh uh," I snorted and he giggled. GAWD this kids parents are the crazy ones, why would anyone leave this kid here just because he has some imagination? Well they are stupid faces and should kicked in the asshole.

"You need to learn how to get through this hospital by yourself mister,"

"Now why is that? Tiring of my company already?"

"Noooo I'm just sayin',"

"Hey Alec, how often do people visit you?"

"Like what people?"

"Like your family,"

He looked at the ground and his pace slowed, "Well never, my mommy calls me sometimes but nobody visits me," Awe poor kid, some people don't deserve to have children.

Alec rubbed at his eyes with the back of his arm and sniffled. Did I just make him cry? I'm a terrible person!

I kneeled down beside him and hugged him tightly. "Hey buddy don't cry, I'm sorry," I'm not shocked that he has abandonment issues his parents practically abandoned him here. He had to have been scared, a four year old who was one day seen talking to himself just gets dumped off to "get better" with a bunch of people he doesn't know.

His small frame quivered softly as he cried against my shoulder. There is really nothing I can do right now besides comfort the little guy. Alec sniffled softly his fingers digging into the back of my shirt as if I might be ripped away if he doesn't.

"I didn't mean to make you cry Alec, we can talk about it if you wanna ok?" He withdrew from my hug and nodded.

He sniffled and rubbed at his eyes again. The tears made red tracks down his face and turned his previously happy look to one of despair.

"My birthday is next week," His voice changed to a soft warble and he still sniffled on occasion.

"Well then we are going to have to throw you a party aren't we?"

A small smile quirked at his lips, I wiped the remainder of his tears away and stood up.

"I'm taking that as a yes," I tapped his nose with my forefinger and smiled encouragingly.

"You're really gonna throw me a party?"

"Even if I can't actually throw you a party I will get you presents and cake," No doubt I'm definitely getting him cake and ice cream. He wrapped his small arms around my abdomen catching me off guard. "Thank you Adrian, you're really nice,"

"You're welcome buddy. I don't mind at all." I hugged him back tightly. Is there anyway of me adopting this little ball of cuteness? If I could I would.

"Victor thinks your nice too and he reminded me I was walking you to Carter's room,"

"That sounds good Alec," We started walking again and I felt that weird feeling in the pit of my stomach the closer we got to Carter's room. That weird and fluttery feeling you get when nervous or overly excited. Am I really that excited to see him again I've been gone what half an hour? My thoughts were so far gone Alec had to practically drag me around again. I space out a lot when I think about Carter.

We stopped suddenly and I nearly knocked him over and kept walking. Would've been easy too he's like four foot tall wisp of a boy.

"Wanna wait out here for me? We can walk back together.......again,"

"Hmm how about if you find me I'll show you how to get back to Dr. Thuddy's office," He grinned and dashed off. God damnit, well if I want to find him I'll walk without looking. That's how I always find him anyway.

I grabbed the cool bronze colored door handle. Is his visitor still here? I'd hate to interrupt them, I wonder what they're doing. A new feeling rose in my throat, jealousy. That familiar biting and overtaking emotion. What are they doing??

I turned the knob slowly and stepped and my eyes widened in shock, "Angel?"

Carter broke his kiss with the guy I seen come in earlier. He looked over at me his gaze lost and his thoughts clearly elsewhere. His rosy lips were slightly parted and his cheeks flushed. The guy didn't look very amused his gaze was harsh and unforgiving, probably wants me to leave them alone. If that's how it's going to be then fine.

"I forgot my bookbag," I didn't know he had a boyfriend. If course I have to like the emotionally damaged guy that has a boyfriend. Somebody kicked my damn backpack, I bet it was the prick eating Carter's face......asshole.

Carter seemed to snap back into reality from his dazed state and looked away from me and blushed softly. He's probably embarrassed I interrupted his boyfriend and him. Why do I have to be so stupid sometimes? Of course he has a boyfriend, anybody with his beauty doesn't stay single. Nobody like him would want to be with me anyway.

My gaze drifted to the floor and I snatched my bag. Carter say something, I don't want to just leave. Tell me to stay or that it's not what it looks like. Tell me a lie if that's all you have. Just don't let me leave with this heavy heart. I dared glance up at him, he looked away, his emotions went unreadable. Talk to me Carter, I might have only met you today but how I feel is so irrational and odd. It only takes a fifth of a second to fall in love. Surely I haven't fallen for him, but my feet feel heavy and my head light. It's like he cheated on me. No of course he didn't really cheat on me but I feel like he did, as selfish as that may sound. He has his own life an apparently a boyfriend.

"Well I'll see you tomorrow Carter, sorry for interrupting," My voice tried betraying me but I refused, this is just a little crush it will go away right? I hope so my heart can't take much abuse.

Offering a fake smile I stepped into the hallway. Where is Alec I don't have time for this I'm tired and sad, I just want to go home.

I walked down the hall the white blinding and the quiet freaky. My shoes resounded rhythmically with every step. The hallway seemed to go on and on. I felt like I was walking in place with leaden shoes. I came upon a nurses station and I could see them dragging Alec to his room, him pouting and complaining. I guess they tired of his hide and seek game.

A pair of elevators dinged from beside me and I stepped in the nearest one. I pushed the lobby button and waited for the doors to close. Unbeknownst to myself I sighed heavily.

"Tough day?" I spun to look at the source of the voice. A man probably in his early twenties leaned against the railing, I never noticed him in here. His brown eyes reflected a great deal of sadness and emptiness. I wonder why he's here. He wore the same clothes as Alec and Carter, white pajama looking pants and a white shirt. So I would have to assume he is admitted here or steals patients clothes. The look in his eyes answered my question, he looks depressed so he may be admitted for that. Or he could be good at covering up crazy.

"Yea it's just been one of those days, what's your name?"

"I'm Abraham,"

"Oh yea Carter and Alec's friend?"

"Yep that's me,"

"I'm Adrian, I just started an internship here, I'm Carter's psychologist,"

"Good luck getting anything outta him. The kid is like a steel trap," The elevator dinged and the doors slid open sedately calmly urging us to get the hell out.

"Well Abraham we should continue this discussion tomorrow, I havta go though,"

"That's cool, if you still want to talk tomorrow just ask the nurses I guess,"

"Will do and it was nice meeting you," I stepped out and walked to Dr. Thuddy's office. God it's been an awful and great first day all at once. I hope I survive tomorrow.

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A/N: aannnndddd scene

Hey babes I updated like the awesome person I be, I know I know hold ur applause X3

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