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"Hello?"

"HEYYYYY" the phone screamed in my eardrum, and I wasn't awake enough for that shit.

"Who the fuck is it?"

"Oh it's Nick!"

"Why are you calling me at three in the morning?"

"Oh the assholes ditched me and I am way too drunk..." he started giggling "...to find my way home alone" He started giggling again "I said home alone...Macaulay Culkin was so cute though"

"What are you even talking about? Where are you?"

"I don't know there are lights around, oh they're so prettyyyy"

"Focus! Where are you? Are you at a club or something?"

"OOOOHH my God you are a geniussss. Yes I'm at a club"

"Which club" I sighed. "Hello?"

"What? Oh sorry someone was shaking the ground"

"Right. Nick listen to me. I want you to tell me at what club you are"

"That new one. Are you shaking the ground?"

"No. Listen I'm gonna come get you okay? You just stay wherever the fuck you are okay?"

"Sure"

"Okay. I'm on my way"

Ten minutes later and he was sleeping on the pavement in front of a club.

I picked him up and put him in the car hoping he hadn't frozen to death and started driving him home, waking him up in the process.

I managed to drive him home before he could fall asleep again.

"Somehow this is all too familiar to me. You know getting drunk, sneaking in the house, going up those endless fucking stairs. I swear this has happened before. Come on only six steps to go, you can do it Nick." I whispered holding on to his waist trying to lead him up the stairs, without his parents hearing of course.

"It has happened before, but the ground wasn't moving that much last time. I swear" Suddenly he was on me holding on tight. I almost couldn't breathe.

"Dude let me go. Come on three more steps and then you can go to bed"

"Will you go to bed with me?" he lifted his head so that our noses were almost touching and looked at me innocently.

My eyes widened and my head started nodding on its own "S-sure"

"Okay" he said going up the last couple of steps to his room and jumping on his bed.

I closed the door behind me and kneeled on the floor in front of his bed catching his attention. "I should get going, you're alright right?"

"Noooo, you said you'd stay with me"

"No, I said I'd go to bed with you"

"Come on please?" He looked at me innocently again. There was no way he didn't know what he was doing to me. The little shit.

"Fine I'll stay. I'm too tired to drive home anyway" I said climbing up the bed.

And the moment I did, he climbed on me. I grabbed his hips feeling a smile form on my face "What are you doing?"

"I'm horny"

I didn't have any time to respond because he kissed me pushing my head into the pillow.

He tasted of vodka and other stuff I didn't even wanna know about. My hands travelled up his body, to his hair pulling on it and making him moan. He then pressed his lower half on mine making me hiss. We started dry humping and I could feel myself getting hard. And that was when I pushed him off.

"Wha- what are you doing?"

"We can't do this right now. You're wasted. You're not even gonna remember this tomorrow"

"Mmmghhh" he started whining like a little kid but he calmed down really fast. I think he was too tired to complain, because soon after he started snoring, making me giggle.

I turned to my side hoping to fall asleep fast, which fortunately, I did.

*

The first thing i got to see that day were the eyelashes on his cheekbones. They were black on cheeks so pale it seemed like a painting, perfectly matching his rosy red parted lips. His hair fell a bit over his eyes, being pushed down by the pillow, which was of no use anyway as it seems that his head had somehow managed to stick itself into the pillow rather than lay on it.

His arms were crossed in front of his chest in an x shape and his legs tangled together close to his stomach.

He looked peaceful. There really isn't any better word for it. Innocent, peaceful and forever lasting.

I got closer in my attempt to hide myself from the cold and snuggle a bit into the pillow that he wouldnt use anyway.

It smelled like him, and I knew that I would have to sleep with that pillow close to me every night.

I tangled my legs together putting one hand on the pillow next to my head, the other somehow ending up underneath my pillow trying to get warm.

I closed my eyes wishing the day wouldn't have to start yet, and that was about the time my head started hurting. It was the kind of pain that would make you wanna pull off your own head and scream until you were louder than the pain itself just to try and get some sort of release from it. And i wasnt up for it.

"mmgh" he rubbed the sleep out of his eyes, opening them for the first time.

when he looked at me being basically a breath away from him he smirked.

"we keep ending up in this position and I'm not sure how to feel about it"

"I don't know about you, but I'm just trying not to freeze to death"

"Right. Is the pain killing you yet?" I snorted

"I wasn't that drunk" I was so drunk I couldn't even remember what had happened the night before or how we had actually ended up there.

"You can't remember anything from last night"

"That's a lie"

"What happened after the blonde girl started flirting with you?"

he looked at me with that fucking look, the you are so fucked, I got you, look.

"I...gave her my number"

That look turned into amusement real fast."You were asleep on the pavement when I found you and then I just drove you home"

"What?You just made that up? You asshole!"

I climbed on him trying to start a fight, despite the smile on my face, buf he was faster holding my wrists tight.

we were both laughing until my phone started ringing. It was Ronnie and I suddenly remembered some stuff I probably didn't wanna remember.

"Hello asshole how's the hangover?"

"Don't speak so fucking loud" I laughed at the idea of causing him pain.I'm nice like that.

"Does it hurt? I hope it does"

"Okay look I'm sorry, but you're always busy and ditching us so we decided to ditch you for a change" Jay started lifting up my shirt and kissing my hips which made me lose focus for a second... or a minute

"Are you still there?"Ronnie shouted throuh the phone

"Y-yes I'm still here, don't fucking scream...Anyway it doesn't matter, I found someone to take home so I don't even care" Jay suddenly stopped and looked up at me raising one eyebrow.

"Right...anyway I gotta go, Jordan's calling"he hung up and so did I.

"Joking about it now are we?"

"Might as well... It's ridiculous"

"Liking a guy is ridiculous?"

I looked at him for quite a while before going with "So you like me"

"What?No I didn't say that"

"But you do"I smirked

I'm not sure if the look on his face was defeat or....hope.

"So what if I do?"

"So maybe I like you too"

"NICK"

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