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Pic is of Reggie. (Played by Michael B. Jordan)

Song is for later I'll let you know when to play.

R E G G I E

"Ooh baby you're so big!" I hear Alonzo moan while riding on top of me. I groan and moan as I enjoy the feel of being inside him. I was so glad to be in it after so long of just imagining and dreaming, here I was, enjoying him riding me and moaning my name.

"Wake up! Wake up! Wake up big brudda!" I hear my little sister, Nyla yell while bouncing on top of me. My eyes widen and I instantly panic. I start squirming around crazily until I fall and face plant onto the floor.

The room erupted in her giggles and I can't help but to smile at hearing her laugh. It seems like it's been forever since I heard it.

I get up off the floor and pick her up before spinning around and tickling her until she can't breathe.

"Where you been princess?" I ask while kneeling down to her level to get eye to eye.

"Daddy bring me back from his house! We play sleepover!" She yells while jumping in place in excitement. I walk to the bathroom as she follows and rambles on to all the other things she did at her dad's house. Nyla and I had different dad's which is why she goes to visit occasionally to see him.

I brush my teeth while she continues rambling on and I just nod and say mhmmm the whole time until she stops talking and I turn around to see what happened. She was holding a picture and staring confused. She eventually turned it towards me and asks,"who dis?" I laugh at the way she asks and play it off quickly. It was a picture of Alonzo I had took and snuck into my wallet. She's always going in there looking for a dollar so I know how she found it. Alonzo was in the studio singing a new song he was working on and I took a picture in the middle of him singing. It was so good I printed it out and put it in my wallet for....inspiration. Yea let's go with that. I was looking at his picture at night to inspire me.

*Flashback*

"Hey Reggie thanks for coming I really wanted to play this new song for you. I wrote it and want to know what you think." He says excitedly with a big smile.

"Ok. What inspired this sudden song that you so eagerly want to play for me?" I ask smiling at his excitement towards just some song. He just stared at me smiling for for what feels like forever before finally answering my question.

"It's for a certain someone that came into my life suddenly." He says while keeping his eyes intent on me. If I didn't know better I'd assume he was trying to say he wrote the song for me without actually saying it.

I later ask him, "So who's the special girl?" His smile wipes off his face completely before he clears his throat and averts his eyes.

"Ray I'm uhh, well I'm gay." He blurts out and I attempt but fail at trying to manage an unfazed look. All I do is stare and I know my facial expression is nothing but shock. Even though he just admitted something so serious, all I manage to comprehend is what he called me.

"R-ray?" I say confused. "Where'd that come from?" I elaborate what I mean even though it's nowhere near as important. He doesn't seem to let him faze him though and he answers my question.

"It's your nickname, I'm pretty sure everyone calls you Reg or something so why not do something different?" He says and goes back to his cheery self. "Why do you not like it?!" He says panicked and I just put my hand over his and smile.

"It's fine. I like it." I assure and then notice what I had just done. I snatch my hand back and scratch my head.

"So uhmm yea, that song?" Is all I manage to say before looking all over the studio.

"Yea, so I wrote the song and I hope he likes it. I think he will it's just I want your input." He rambles and I just chuckle before walking him to the booth and closing the door. I go to the window and give him the thumbs up before pressing play on his music.

*Play Song*

"Wanna be yo baby, wanna be yo love, wanna be yo everything please don't tell me no. Wanna be yo baby, wanna be yo love." He began singing and I was practically mesmerized by his voice. It was only the beginning of the song and I couldn't wait to hear more.

He looked through the glass and stared at me the whole song and I just looked right back at him with a big smile on my face and he smiled back. In that booth he looked so happy and free. Like he was speaking his truth and at peace. I was listening to every word he was speaking and couldn't help but smile. Whoever this person is I couldn't help but feel so much envy towards that person. They were probably the luckiest ever to be able to see that big, pretty smile everyday and look onto his sexy, light brown eyes. They got to caress that sexy caramel skin run their hands through his sexy, black, curly hair. I got to gaze from afar, which I was grateful for. Even if there was a chance I wouldn't snatche him from his happy state and into the streets where no smiles are ever as bright as that. I couldn't dare dim his shine, all I had to offer was darkness and violence. Never would I bring him that. If anything I'd make it my mission to protect him from all that.

After he finished the song, he did this weird little dance where he was humping the air and all I could do was laugh at it before walking to the door. I could hear him laughing as well and I opened the door only for him to fall through causing me to catch him in my arms effortlessly. It got instantly quiet as we all stopped laughing and my hands rested around his waist and he looked up in my eyes. The whole world stopped, his breath was lightly blowing in my face and it smelled so good I almost wanted to...do unholy deeds.

We stared in each others eyes for what seemed like hours before he started to stand on his toes to reach me and I was planning on meeting him there until his phone went off.

I didn't know whether to he relieved or sad at the situation. I had never kissed a man before so I had to admit I was nervous to see if I was good at it even though the same rules probably applied to kissing girls as it did to guys. I apologized and removed my hands from around his waist before putting a distance between us as he answered his phone.

He had to leave after that, something about his friends needing something but it didn't matter, I needed to think things over anyways or think about him more or less so we departed and that was the day.

"is he your booyyyfrrieenndd?" Nyla ask, snapping me from my thoughts and I laugh at her boldness.

"Where'd you learn that word? You got a boyfriend I should know about?" I say faking anger and she just laughs before shivering and saying, " ewww herpes!!"

I was at a lost for words at that point. I'd heard kids say cooties but herpes? Never.

"Ma! You been talking bout herpes round Nyla?!" I shout from the bathroom and pick her up while walking to the front room.

"Herpes? The fuck I look like talking bout herpes for? You got something you needa tell me boy?" She questions while glaring at me and I just chuckle at her comment.

"No I don't. But Nyla thinks boy's have herpes and I don't think she should be thinking about STDs." I say walking to the fridge and opening it and staring at what to eat.

I hear her talking to Nyla saying, "all boy's have herpes except your brother and daddy, those are the only boy's you're allowed to talk to."

I roll my eyes and go back to staring at something to eat in the fridge. A smack to the head catches my attention and I turn around to look at my mama glaring like I'm commiting a crime or something.

"You gon get something out the fridge or run up my light bill?" She sasses and I close the door before walking away smiling.

"Ma what you cooking today?" I ask while sitting down on the couch and turning on the TV.

"Ma this, ma that, ma when we gon eat that's all yall say. No thank you mama or good morning mama." She mutters from the kitchen and I just smile knowing she just grumpy today like she is every other day.

"Thanks ma I really appreciate you. Oh and good morning how was your sleep?" I tease and laugh out loud when she tells me to "suck her dick."

"Oh ma I'm going to the studio since it's Friday I'll be back before your cookout." I say while heading to the door. I was a bit excited that I got to see him again so I was basically running to the door.

"Take yo sista with you!" She yells from the kitchen making me groan. I attempt to act like I didn't hear her before Nyla comes running to the door.

"Mama said to take me with you or you can't go." She said with big eyes and her bottom lip sticking out.

"Ok fine let's go." I say mentally throwing a tantrum. So looks like my little sister is gonna be my chaperone.

Great.

Hope you all enjoy sorry for not really updating I was caking up on kik... jk no one kiks me.

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