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-Raquel-

" damn. Damn. Damn! " Trey barked happily as we all 3 stepped out of the car. " the shorties is out today! "

I laughed uneasily , spootting everything he was talking about.

When I say I want to run back to the car that's exactly what I mean. All my eyes can do are stray from one body to the next, one booty to the next.

It supposed to be college!

I mean, a little part of me expected it to be this way but I didn't want to believe it. The bigger part of me way hoping it wouldn't be. I need to keep my sanity, and my hands to myself.

Dante is more than enough for me , I know that. But I also know that if the lower part of my body is leading me, I'll end up screwed.

I took a deep breath, trying to keep my eyes forward but failing miserably

A girl about 5"4 with a light brown skin complexion and a body thick as all get out that she has barely covered in a light brown tank top and a blue jean mini skirt , began to eyes me.

She was standing a few feet away, talking and laughing with a group of girls but every few seconds she'd change the direction of her eyes to me.

She gave me a small smile and flipped her hair over her shoulder.

I watched her lips move .

Everything is looking so fresh and seductive to me.

Garret caught me staring at said in a joking manner" yeah, I don't think you getting out of here a faithful man. "

I shrugged that off as we headed to the front office.

we are going to be apart of a group of 15 that's set to tour the college today. We called and had it set up that way.

When we got there, I saaw the tour guide is this odd looking white lady with a bit too much engergy.

" okay! " she bounced upp and down, practically beaming. " I'll be your guide today. we're waiting on 4 more and we'll get going. "

While we waited , we joked around about how it will be at college.

Trey smiled " bitches everynight is what im thinking! New bitches too. All the ones in the hood all ran through. "

" word. " Garret said" im tryna party hard but moms is paying so im keeping my grades up too. "

" nigga you sound-" Trey paused for a second like he was thinking over what Garret had Said " - Smart. "

We llaughed for a second and I chipped i my opinion .

" ima focus on my grades and basketball , man. I can't afford another slip up like the one with Yvonne."

" word, man. Yo' girl must have yo ass on lock down or something because I never seen you like this. Don't tell me you in love. " Trey mocked.

" man- "

" hi. " a sweet voice of a female floated over my shoulder. " im India. "

I turned slowly .

Shorty in the brown tank top had her hand planted firmly on her hip as she smiled up at me.

" Raquel. " I said skeptically.

" come on now, " she gave a small laugh" you're not scared of a pretty girl , are you?"

" more like pretty girls should be scared of me. "

" oh really? Well that's how I know you haven't met me then. "

I gave her a smile, wanting nothing more than to back out of the conversation.

Dante, Dante, Dante, I mumbled to myself trying to get my mind clear.

The quicker I get out of here ,the better.

Garret leaned on my shoulder" nigga , I told you."

-Dante-

I sighed. For the past about 4 hours all me and Raven have done is her text on her phone and me watch her skeptically.

She has barely said any words to me.

It goes like this : we'll be watching tv quietly and her phone will ring. Then she'll look at it and smile this big kool-aid smile and I'll ask her who is she texting . She'll say nobody and that's what's been repeating constantly.

I sighed.

I wish Raquel was with me. He'd be able to keep my mind and body occupied.

I blushed at my own thought.

Raquel is definitely something in bed. I know he was my first and all and I don't have much experience but i still know that Raquel is packing something pretty sweet. and its not just sexual between us. The feeling I get when he is filling me completly is not just how great it feels to my body, but iget this swelling in my heart.

I know what I feel, even if our relationship may not be permanent . But if these feelings I have last forever, I want us to last forever.

I just wish that I can know how Raquel feels. I know he says he loves me but I can't help but to question that a little.

I just want it all to work out.

Love. . .

Being in love. . .

Being in a relationship. . .

Keys turning in the front door immediately caught my attention. The beating in my heart proves how overly excited I am to be close to Raquel again.

Speaking of him being close again, ill have to ask him where it was he disappeared to for almost - I glanced at the clock on the corner of the tv- 5 hours.

-Raquel-

I got through it. . Im noot sure how but I did. I made it through the flirty India was throwing my way and through the constant timess she would rubbed against me and claaim it was an accident. The winks she gave me though, proved otherwise.

I shook off all her comments as best I could thinking about the wonderrful person in my life. And then she got a little too cloose to me, touching me a little too muchh. I tried to play it off with a little laugh and joke as I constantly pushed her away .

and what makes it so bad is Garret and Trey didn't even attempt to help me. They said something about testing the waters.

Yeah right.

College girls will probably prove to be too much for me in the near future .

I unlocked the door to the house aafter surveying my surroundings. I hate that this neighborhood is so different from what I picture myself in.

18 years is time enough to get used to a certain place but I still haven't.

When im stable and a few years older I want me a little house in the country. I can just imagine it ; 2 stories with green shudders, a saafe front and back yard for my children as well.

A few miles into the country will do.

Some people might think im crazy for wanting to live so far from anyone else or what im used to . They see it as" un safe". But I dont see it that way. I see it as peacful and beautiful . Its better than having my childreen plaay in a yard where they could be shot of run over. And if anybody should so happen to wonder to my property and take my family, I would handle that.

I shook my head and opened the door.

I swear sometimess I can be absent minded, thinking about any and eveerything .

I should get that checked out. . . . .?

Once I removed my shoes by the door I turned around aand Raven jumped into my arms, wrapping her legs around my hips and arms around my neck.

I laughed at her and swung her around a little untile I was dizzy.

She giggled in my ear and asked in a low whisper" how was the college? "

" work. "

She jumped off of me . " uhoh. Whaat happened? "

" girls is what happened, Ray. That shit was tougher than I thought it would be ."

" well, as long as you don't -"

I cut her off" yeah, yeah, I know. "

She rolled her eyes and began up the steps toward her room" Dante is in the living room. "

" alright. "

I walked into the living room.

Dante saat quietly on the couch with his eyes glued to the tv. He looked nervous, biting on his name continuously.

I smiled .

My baby.

He's so cute. I love that even though we've been together for almost 3 months I caan still make him nervous. I find it interesting.

I sat next to him and pulled him gently onto my lap . He burried his face in the crook of my neck, nuzzling it softly.

I held in a groan as he brought his hand upp to stroke the other side of my neck.

My neck has always been a soft spot for me and to have him know that is something else.

We sat quietly for a while , him sending me small signals that he was very aware of my manhood pressed against him.

I pushed away the sexual feeling trying to over take me. I just want to enjoy the moment of him being in my arms.

But he began to squirm against me, aarousing my hunger from once again. .

I groaned as he turned to straddle me, one of his legs on each side of my hips. " is he always about sex with you? " I asked playfully as I ran my hands gentl6y up and down his spine.

He smiled at me, blushing a deep red" only when you're around." He mumbled.

If he wasnt so close I wouldn't have heard him at all.

I kissed him, slowly at first, savoring the sweet taste of his mouth. I deecided not to waste any longer than i already have. I want to be burried inside him, inside my own personal happpiness ; him.

I got so lost in the kiss, I almost ripped his shirt from his body but I tried to regain the control that i lost this morning in the kitchen.

I raked my eyes over his now bare chest.

How can it be so sexy to me.

I leaned forward and caught one of his brown orbs between my teeth and nibbling on it gently.

He moanedd out my name and ran his hands over the back of my head to keep my close.

He began to gring his hips into mine so our body were pressed as close as possible.

I want to please him so bad but im getting a little more thaan impatient. I kissed my way across his chest to the other nipple and began to suck sweetly on it.

His back arched toward me and he panted.

" take these off. " I leaned backk and tugged on his belt loop.

" not in here. "He mumbled again as our lips found eachothers again.

" what you mean not in here? You started it. "

" I know , but- "

" so finish it. "

That night, I made sweet love Dante right theree with him ontop of me riding me like it meant the world to him.

-Raven-

The moaning comes from the living room is enough to scare even the biggest and baddest person away.

It would be so hot if it wasn't my brother and bestfriend. . .

I took a quick shower anyway to get readyy for my visitor. He should be here any minute.

I oiled my body reaally good.

Believe it or not, Dante's words a few months back actually effected me in a big way . He saaid I needed to get a relationship of my own so, i did . Well, i wouldn't call it a relationship. We're more of just friends with a major connection. I know he's not boyfriend material and he knows that we havethe same feelings for eachother so why not explore a bit.

And maybe, one day, we'll become a couple. . . Or more.

I dressed in just a pair of sweat pants and a tank top.

I was finished putting my hair into a ponytail when I got a text message thhat read 'im at the back door'.

I smiled a little, the nerves immediatly getting to me.

I love to spend time with him but sometimes im just nervous.

Nervous we'll get caught and Raquel with raise all kinds of hell then.

I walked to the baack door.

Our house is made funny.

The back door if at the end of the hall upstairs, oposite the steps that lead downstairs. There are steps outside that lead up to the door and second floor.

Its always been an easy way for Raquel to sneak out.

I pulled back the curtain on the window to see his smiling face and almost melted.

I openedd the door and he came in, wrapping his arms around me, catching me in a bear hug .

I laughed and grabbed his hand to take him to my room as quieet as possible.

He closed and locked the door behind us.

" so, " he said slowly " how was yo day girl? "

" fine. How was yours? "

" it was okay. "

We both sat down on my bed, with me more ontop of him than beside him.

" did you have fun with my brother? " I asked.

" yeah, the college tour was cool. I just hate having to hide our relationship from him. That's not me, Raven, at all . You know that. "

" whaat relationship exactly are we hidingg from him? Its not like you're my boyfriend. And its not like im your girlfriend. So whaat exactly is being hid? " I glanced up at him from where my face was laying on his chest.

He shrugged, and changed the subject.

Okay, so maybe he does want to come clean with my brother about us" messing around" . But im not ready to do that .

I know it'll cause some shit that wont be fixed easily.

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