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IMPORTANT ; THERE IS A LOIT OF POSSIBLY OFFENSIVE WORDS IIN THIS CHAPTER?

I OBVIOUSLY DON'T HATE GAYS BECAUSE THIS IS A GAY STORY!

-Raquel-

Dante collapsed ontop of me, both breathing hard and spent. I listened o his breathing as it began to steady . His hands caressed my chest slowly with hiis head laying on my chest. It wasn't a sexual gesture but even just his light touch got me wanting more of his. I gripped his his tightly and sat him up straight .

I was sure he could feel me hardening as I still lay inside of him, him wrapped around me likee a glove.

He smiled down at me and grabbed my hands to lovee our fingers together.

" Raquel? " he asked slowly as hiss hips began to move in a way to where he was squeeezzing me but barely moving.

I shivered and looked up into his eyes" yeah? "

" why am I always the bottom? "

My eyebrows knitted together but I tried to killk anything I was thinking. I want to fuck, why he gotta ask these confusing ass question?

" you on top right now, right? "

" that not what I m-mean ." He groaned as I slammed up into him. " why can't I e-ever. . . . . F-fuck you ?"

That caught me in my tracks.

I stopped abruptly, staring at Dante like he just said the dumbest thing on earth. I looked him dead in his eyea with the best serious look I could conjure up. "its not happening. "

" but- "

I pulledd put of him, completely soft, and sat him on the couch next to me as I searching for my boxers. " no buts. Ain't shit goin' up my ass, period. That shit don't fly with me. "

" why not? "

" because im not a bottom kind of dude. That for fags. Feminine ass shit. " that's what I would say before me and him were together. I didn't even realize I was saying it until it was out of my mouth.

I just got nervous and a little angry. Why would he ask me that in the first place?

It was silent.

He searched around me for his own clothes. Head down.

I sighed and reached for him but he snatched out of my reach like he would rather die than have me touch him. It hurt but I deserve that and much much more for that statement even coming out of my mouth.

" babe- " It came out as more of a whisper than the assured tone I was going for.

" no, its fine. " he pulled his shirt on and bumped right passed me. I followed him, right out the front door and into the front yard until I snatched him by his arm right into my chest. I wrapped my arms tightly around him after turning him to facee me.

" you know I didn't mean it ."

" I said its fine. "

" if its fine kiss me then. "

Both of our gazes were locked , unaware of the approaching group. I just want to prove to him that purposefully I will never hurt him. I love him too much to ever-

I ran my lips across his and that when I heard it ; the screams, the shouting, the insult.

I looked up and hissed under my breath .

Five guys stood before me, all looking at me and Dante like we personally offended theem in some way.

Id forgotten, we haad made our way outside.

I was so focused on-

" look at these fags , man ! " one screamed to the other.

I cautiously pushed Dante behind me" what's up , man.

Im not exactly familiar with any of them but I know what's up . Im not getting out of this without a fight.

That's fine by me.

-Unknown-

Raven smiled up at me before we heard the commotion outside.

She sighed as she got up to look out the window. " let's see the drama of tonight. "

Her face went blank as she backed away from the window . She began to hurriedly stuff her feet into her Nikes.

" what is it? "

" they tryingg to jump my fucking brother. "

I pulled my phone out quickly, making a few calls as Raven quickly tied her hair up.

I ran down the stairs and out of the house, ready.

With Raven right behind me.

-Raquel-

I pushed Dante further behind me as the door opened. I assumed it was Raven when I heard her voice beside me but ill be dammed if im turning my head . I know the game ; if I turn my head that's my ass.

" you not jumping my brother, period. " Raven stoodd in front of me buut I dragged her back behind me.

Ill be dammed if I let her get hit up by some dudes.

" whats up? Let's get this over with. " I stepped up a bit.

I car sped upand screeched to a stopp in front of the house. I felt a bit of relief as a few of my friends jumped out.

Don't get me wrong, I would have fought them niggas regardless but come on ; 5 on 1 would have left me fucked up.

" so wassupp? " I said again.

Trey loud mouth ass stepped forward as well with my firends behind him. " yeah, nigga. Thought y'all was gone get my mans, hell nah. " and he swung on the tallest one, hitting him square in the jaw .

And it was what it was.

I had my eyes on the one who called us fags.

He must have felt it coming too.

When it was all said and done what started as a 5 on 5 fight turned into a 5 on 6 fight. Im proud of my baby sister. She punched some nigga right in his face, mayking his nose crack in a way I know nobodies is supposed to .

I came out with the skin under my eyebrow busted wide open, and a few cuts and bruises along my body .

When them niggas who tried to jump me left we all went into my house. Dante was practically shaking. Despite the looks from my friends I wrapped my arms around him.

Whats the point in pretending anymore? Its out. I might as well embrace it, shit.

I sat on the couch and Dante sat on my lap.

I leaned my head back angrily, closing my eyes.

" Fuck , Fuck, Fuck. " i mumbled to myself. I was partially ready to come out but at the same time I wish I would have been able to say it myself.

" so what's up man. " Anthony asked. " I just got my lip busted so tell me what's up. "

He didn't say it angrily, more amused.

" this, " I opened my eyes as i gripped Dante's waist. " is my boyfriend. "

It was quiet for a second. Everbody processing what I said I guess .

Trey laughed. " so, you the top right? "

Garret shoved him . " of course he is. Look at Dante. You know Dante the bottom."

"Imm saying though, " Drake butted in. " as long as you ain't the bottom, Raquel, its all good. That's just taking away your manhood right there ."

" world though. I mean, if that's what you wanna do then do you, play boy. Im here if you need me. " Ronald spoke as he shook my hand and exited the house. I've know Ronald since I was little. We party together, drink together, fight together, bag bitches together, but we never got closer than that. we still consider eachother friends though. He knows if he really needs me ill be here and vice versa, like he just proved.

Anthony exited next saying he had his doubt and he would catch up with me around the way. Next to leave was Drake.

Drake actually smiled at Dante saying" be good to him, now. "

" I will ." Dante blushed and waited until Drake exited to bury his face in my chest and held it there.

" shy? " Trey asked me.

I smiled " hell yeah, more than you could imagine. "

" so this is the one I've been calling your girlfriend for about 2 months now? "

" Yupp. This is him. I wanted to correct you so many times but I just wasn't sure how to tell you ."

" well this is a good way . "

" im just kind of in shock right now and a bit put off , you know. " Garret said as he stared into space aimlessly. " I never expected it. "

" I know, don't get it twisted though, I still love bitches!"

Trey cracked up and Garret did too.

" I know that's right, my nigga. No wonder you was lookin' at ol' girl like that. "

Dante looked up to glare at me" what girl ?"

" nobody. Trey just playin'. " I laughed a dry laugh" you know. . . . . " he stared at me blankly. " I love you? "

" whatever . Asshole. "

" feisty. " i peckedd his lips and leaned in closer toward his ear. " you look too sexy when you mad. If you dont stop frowning ima just kiss it off yo lips. " I nipped at his earlobe a bit and his hands gripped my shirt.

" don't. " he gasped lowly when my mouth placed kisses across the tender flesh of his neck" your friends. "

" forget them . " I bit into the sensitive spot up under his ear earning a full moan from him.

" you know what , " Trey mumbled" let's get the Fuck out of here before we see a live gay porno ."

Garret laughed" I second that. "

" Ima just go say bye to Raven and ill meet you outside. " Trey said .

The room went quiet.

Dant stood up and pulled me up with him.

I graned a bit, feeling a bit a bit of stiffness and pain in myy chest.

" you okay? " Dante ask concerned.

" if I say no can we still have sex? "

" no! "

" well, in that case, I feel perfect. "

I know im going to regret this in the morning ; over working my already sore body.

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