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Story plot: After months, Wooyoung finally forced himself to come out to the group. Now he's facing new problems. He still wants to come out to his Atiny AND he has grown really strong feeling for one specific guy, Yunho. He talked to the others and they picked a fan meeting to come out, because Wooyoung said he always felt safe there. He's talked to Yeosang about his feelings for Yunho. Now everything just needs to come together somehow.

How do you tell a friend you're in love with him without ruining the friendship you have?

Wooyoung is really starting to struggle with the feelings he developed for Yunho. Sure he always thought he was really beautiful and absolute boyfriend material, but he never expected to actually fall in love with him.

Wooyoung came out to the group a couple of months ago and it was frightening to say the least. He remembers sitting in front of them with a letter in his hands, shaking like a leaf. He thought it preparing a letter would make it easier but it didn't help much. He took a deep breath before he started to read his letter:

"Dear Hongjoong, Seonghwa, Yeosang, Yunho, Jongho, Mingi and San,

I've finally pulled myself together and found a moment to tell you guys something I've been meaning to tell you for quite some time now. I wrote this letter to make it easier to form the right words, but as I'm writing this, I'm shaking and crying."

Wooyoung paused and swallowed his tears away. He just wanted to run away and never come back, but he knew he needed to do this right now so he continued.

"I'm scared. I'm scared that what I'm about to say is going to change everything between us. My biggest fear is losing you all and I don't want that to happen. I know I'm rambling by now, but I'm scared to actually say it. I don't want to disappoint you guys. I don't want you to look at me in a different way. Please know that I will always love you guys no matter what happens after this. Okay. I'm going to say it. I have to say it."

Wooyoung looks up at everyone, his vision is blurred because of the tears that are about to roll down his cheeks. They're all staring at him, none of saying anything.

"I'm gay."

It was quiet. You could hear a pin drop. Wooyoung was about to jump up and run away before he felts two arms wrap around him. It was Yeosang. "We don't see you in a different way. You're still our Wooyoung and nothing is going to change that" "Exactly!" Yunho said as he moved closer and wrapped his arms around Wooyoung as well. They were so kind, every single of them. Before Wooyoung could have said anything else, he was wrapped up in the arms of every single member. 

But now, Wooyoung is facing a different problem. One that could actually change everything and he has no idea what to do. He is actually in love with Yunho. One of the main problems is that he's pretty sure Yunho is straight. How wonderful is this. I'm in love with a straight guy. Could life get any worse?!

On the other hand, Wooyoung also still wants to do a coming out to his Atiny, but he has no idea where, when or how. Vlive has crossed his mind, but he just feels like that's not as personal as he would like it to be. He needs to talk to the others about it who can hopefully help him out on this part.

Practice was over as they're all sitting down on the floor drinking water and catching their breaths. "Guys I need your help" Wooyoung says as he rests against the wall. "What can we help you with Woo?" Seonghwa asks as he moves closer to the boy.

"Well.. I'm still thinking about my coming out to Atiny but I just don't know how to make it personal you know. VLive has crossed my mind, but it feels so far away through a screen and just not really personal you know" he looks around as the others nod and understand him.

"What about a fan meeting? We have one in about three weeks. We could have one of the staff members broadcast it on VLive or we can film it and make a video about it for YouTube?" San suggests. "I haven't even thought of that!" Wooyoung shouts and smiles brightly. "So fan meeting it is. Now do you want to broadcast it live? Or turn it into a YouTube video or something?" Hongjoong asks. "I think a live broadcast would be amazing. Everyone can watch it live or later if they're asleep. Yeah let's do that! Thank you so much guys!" Wooyoung laughs and smiles.

As they make their way back to the dorms, Wooyoung feels relieved. At least this problem is now solved and covered. He's confident enough that he won't be writing a letter for the fan meeting. He'll figure it out right then and there. Now there is one issue he still hasn't talked to about anyone. His feelings for Yunho.

To who could he possibly turn to and talk about this. Coming out is one thing, but telling a member of the group that he's in love with another member is something else. He slips into his room and changes into his pyjamas before snuggling into the comfort of his bed.

Who will remain quiet and not accidentally spill the secret? Hongjoong is a great leader, but I know he can get really excited so he might spill it. Same goes for San and Mingi. They're all too excited. Seonghwa is amazing, but he's really busy with a sleeping schedule and I don't want this to cause him to sleep bad again. Jongho is great but I'm not sure if I should put this problem on our maknae. Yeosang! Yeosang is a living angel and he's not as loud and overly-excited as the others! I need to talk to him tomorrow!

As they all finished breakfast, Wooyoung walks over to Yeosang. "Sangie can we talk for a moment?" "Yeah of course, come" Yeosang smiles and walks upstairs to his room. He shuts the door behind them and they settle on the bed. "What do you want to talk about?"

Wooyoung takes a deep breath and places a pillow on his lap to fiddle with. It makes him feel safe and it distracts him a little bit. He takes another deep breath "Okay so I didn't know who to turn to honestly. And you're just a little more quiet and reserved so I figured you wouldn't accidentally spill this secret" causing Yeosang to chuckle softly. "I'm glad you came to me Woo" and Wooyoung smiled feeling more at ease. "I'm just going to say it because I can ramble for hours. I'm in love with Yunho. I know it's stupid. He's straight and it's just dumb. I just can't help it. Everytime he looks at me I just melt and I feel so many butterflies in my stomach. Yeosang what do I do?!" "Okay first of all you need to calm down and not get yourself all worked up" Yeosang smiles softly and pulls Wooyoung in for a close hug "It's not the end of the world baby. I know it feels like it because it's complicated" Wooyoung sighed and snuggles into Yeosangs arms. "Why do these things always happen to me" "Everything happens for a reason" Yeosang says as he rubs Wooyoungs back softly.

As the weeks pass by they finally had another fanmeeting again. Wooyoung feels nervous but excited at the same time. He'll finally come out to everyone. He knows there will be hate coming along with this, but it feels like a weight will be lifted off this shoulders.

"Stop pacing back and forth, it's going to be okay" Seonghwa says as he pulls Wooyoung into his arms. "I know I know, I'm excited to finally come out to everyone. It's just that I'm getting a bit nervous now we're going on stage in 3 minutes" "You got this Woo!" Mingi shouts from the other side of the room causing him to laugh and relax. "Yeah you got this" Seonghwa says and smiles. "Let's go!" Hongjoong says and they all make their way to the stage.

As the formal meeting part was over, Wooyoung takes the microphone and walks in front of the table. The other members smile and Yeosang glances over at Yunho. The staff starts the VLive to make sure everyone can see it.

"Well first I want to thank all Atiny who came out today to see us! We're all so thankful that we're able to have these meetings with you guys, it's truly amazing."

Wooyoung looks around the room and back at the other members who smile supportively and give him a big thumbs up. It's reassuring that they will always be there for him, no matter what happens.

"But there is something I want and need to tell you, all of you. There is this huge weight on my shoulders and I hope by telling this it will finally come off. Some of you might be surprise, others might already suspect it. Some of you might hate me or dislike me and some of you may not. I don't know what will happen, all I know is that I got Hongjoong, Seonghwa, Jongho, Yeosang, Mingi, San and Yunho who got my back. So uhm, what this is all about is.. Is that uhm.. I'm gay.."

Wooyoung looks down at the ground, not wanting to see all the disappointed faces. Tears burn in his eyes. The silence in the room is killing him. Before he knows it, two arms wrap around him from behind. He immediately recognizes the hands he sees. He looks up and turns around.

"Wooyoungie. I'm so proud of what you did tonight. I know it was a really difficult journey for you. First you came out to us a couple of months ago and you were so scared. Now you were so brave to come out to the whole entire world. But there is still one part you're forgetting about" Yunho says.

Wooyoung looks at him, confusion written all over his face. He's pretty sure he's covered it all. "W- what?"

"This." Yunho says and before Wooyoung can do anything, two soft and warm lips are pressed against his own. For seconds he feels completely paralyzed. Is this actually happening? Finally he gives in and kisses Yunho with all the love and passion that is rushing through his body. 

After a minute he realizes they're still on stage, with everyone else and he pulls away, a pink blush covering his cheeks. "B- but how did you know?" Wooyoung stutters as Yunho points at Yeosang. "I talked to him right after your coming out that I loved you. And apparently you told him you loved me. So we set this up for you Woo. The staff knew about this, all the Atiny here knew about this." Wooyoung doesn't know what to say but the brightest smile ever on his face is speaking for him. "Wooyoungie, will you be my boyfriend?" "YES!" Wooyoung screams and jumps up wrapping his arms around Yunhos waist holding him tightly. "I love you Woo" "I love you so much more Yunho, you have no idea" Wooyoung says as he snuggles into the crook of Yunhos neck.

A/N: So this was meant to go up hours ago, but somehow my draft got deleted and I had to rewrite the whole thing urgh. I'm sorry. I hope you guys enjoyed this one though! 

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