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Story plot: Having Mingi by his side, Yeosang is feeling more confident than ever. He used to be really shy, but Mingi does something to him. Mingi makes him feel good, confident and sexy. Sometimes Yeosang is caught off guard by his own confidence. He used to be so shy. Mingi will do whatever it takes to make Yeosang feel confident because that's what he deserves. 

Yeosang sighs as he's standing in front of his closet again not knowing what to wear.

Mingi can say whatever he wants but I'm not that good looking. I can't wear tight fitting sweaters like Seonghwa or tank tops like San. Maybe I should just wear a sweater and simple jeans again. At least that's something I feel comfortable in.

So he does. He grabs a plain soft pink sweater and black jeans. As he looks in the mirror he groans when Mingi walks in. "Whats up baby?" He asks as he wraps his arms around his boyfriend. "This!" Yeosang points at his outfit. "You can say whatever you want, but I'm not as pretty as everyone else Mingi. I can't wear tight clothes and leather jackets.I can't have everyone looking at me." "Sangie you are gorgeous. I would never force you to wear any of that, I just want you to know that it would look amazing on you. But damn, you're looking really cute in his soft pink sweater and your black skinny jeans."

Yeosang feels a blush creep up on his face. He doesn't understand what Mingi does to him, but he can make him feel okay again in a matter of seconds. "So you're not mad at me for not wearing that leather jacket you bought me?" "No of course not! I never want you to feel uncomfortable baby. Maybe you can put it on top of this sweater?" "Maybe.." Mingi walks over to Yeosang's closet and takes the black leather jacket he bought him. "Here try it on."

Yeosang takes the jacket from Mingi and slides it on on top of his soft pink sweater. He looks at himself in the mirror and he's actually impressed. "M- maybe it's not that bad actually.." "I told you so! You don't have to wear a tight fitting shirt underneath it if you don't want to. I think this is a really great look!" "Yeah.. I actually think it's quite cool as well" Yeosang smiles and blushes.

They make their way downstairs and the others look up. "What do we have here?? Yeosangie wearing a leather jacket?!" "Oh my goodness it looks so good on you! It goes really well with the soft pink sweater!" "I absolutely love this look on you! It's like soft and cute but sexy and cool at the same time!"

"Guys stop it!" Yeosang blushes hard and grabs a small bowl of noodles from the kitchen counter. They were planning to do a VLive today with everyone so that's why Yeosang decided to dress up a little. Mingi chuckles and pulls Yeosang on his lap. "I told you that it's a great outfit angel."

After the VLive Yeosang takes off the leather jacket and snuggles into the corner of the couch. "All those compliment still make you feel uneasy don't they?" "Yeah I mean.. I was never really the centre of attention. I'm the kind of guy that's fine with being in the back and not getting all the attention. So when even all Atiny on VLive went on about the jacket I honestly wanted to take it off right then and there.." "But why? Because it's a good thing Sangie. I think it will take some time for you get used to being okay with changing up your style and getting compliments about it." "Mhm I think you're right. Thank you babe." Mingi smiles and places his lips softly on Yeosang's. Yeosang smiles into the kiss and their lips move perfectly in sync.

As time passed by, Yeosang's confidence was growing day by day and week by week. He was wearing the leather jacket more often, he even bought ripped skinny jeans and a tight black blouse.

They would go out for dinner together and watch a movie afterwards. Yeosang decided he'll dare to be different. He takes out his classy black skinny jeans, tucks in the slim fit black blouse he bought and finishes the look with his leather jacket. He slides on some silver bracelets and puts on a slight bit of makeup. He walks out of the bedroom and he swears he can see Mingi's mouth nearly hit the floor.

"I swear if we had more time I'd rip it all off your body. Damn babe you're looking so good! I'm not going to be able to keep my eyes off you this entire night. I think I'll be watching you instead of the movie!" Yeosang chuckles adorably and smiles. "I would have never worn this if I didn't have your support babe.. Having you by my side is really starting to boost my confidence." Mingi smiles as he walks over to his boyfriend and pulls him into a passionate kiss. He slides his hands smoothly into the back pockets of Yeosang's jeans.

"Hmm we have to go my love.." Yeosang mumbles and Mingi pouts "I really don't want to anymore." "We have to handsome come on!" Yeosang laughs as he slides on his black leather boots. "Hmmm all black, I really like that on you baby. It's sexy and mysterious at the same time." "I love how you're wearing a billion colors, we're like complete opposites right now." They both laugh as they make their way downstairs.

"Damn Sangie all black?! What has gotten into you?" Wooyoung asks as Yeosang looks over at Mingi. "Wait no never mind! That was a dumb question!" They all laugh loudly at Wooyoung's small mistake in forming his questions. "What I mean is-" Everyone is still laughing and Wooyoung pouts. "I know what you mean Woo I know what you mean. Mingi is just being really supportive about me trying new things and I'm actually starting to love the change in my style."

As they all settle down in the restaurant it's Mingi who speaks up first. "I just want to toast on my boyfriend Yeosang. My baby is getting so confident and I'm just beyond proud. I'm so glad you're starting to love yourself more and more every day, because you deserve that Yeosangie. You're always putting yourself in the back and on the last place. I'm so happy to see you grow like this."

Yeosang quickly looks away as he feels tears of happiness prickling in his eyes. "I- I don't know what to say. Thank you.. I couldn't have done it without you Mingi or without any of you honestly. I never expected to be wearing an outfit like this or to feel like this. So I think I should really thank you guys." They all smile brightly. "We're so happy that you love yourself and feel confident."

As they're walking back after watching a movie together, Yeosang takes Mingi's hand in his, intertwining their fingers. Mingi lifts up their hands and places a soft kiss on Yeosang's hand. Holding hands in public like this is something Yeosang refused to do. Even though they were out, he was always too shy to make a move like that.

The more time he spends with Mingi, the more at ease he feels. Holding hands is the first step for him to show his confidence in public.

I can't believe I'm actually holding my boyfriends hand in public. I never thought Mingi could pull this side out of me. I never expected to change as a person, but I do feel like it's a positive change. I feel like I can speak up now. I feel heard and seen by the others. I never dared to give my opinion and I always said yes. It's not just my outfits that change. It's not about showing that I feel good about myself. For the first time I feel like I actually exist.

As they get back to the dorm, Yeosang walks straight up to their dorm room and changes into a cute pair of pyjamas. Mingi walks in and laughs. "The duality you got going babe. You literally went from straight up sexy bad boy to my cute cuddly angel!" Yeosang chuckles and walks over to his boyfriend, snuggling into his arms. "It's because I would really love some cuddles right now." "Then you are getting some cuddles." Mingi places a kiss on Yeosang's head and changes into his pyjamas as well.

They jump straight in bed and Yeosang quickly snuggles into the arms of his taller boyfriend. "It still shocks me sometimes.. You know.." Yeosang points to his outfit that has been placed on a chair. Mingi nods understanding. "I can't believe I've reached a point in my life where I feel this good about myself. I can't believe I actually buy clothes like that and feel good in them. Sometimes I feel like it's all a dream and I'll wake up feeling just as shy and insecure as I did a couple weeks ago.." "I can understand that precious. It's like you're slowly finding out who you are and you're not afraid anymore to be yourself. That's a big change and I understand it that cuddles like this make you feel safe and comfortable again. Because it's something you've always done and loved. It gives you a safe and familiar feeling."

Yeosang sighs and smiles slightly, feeling so happy that his boyfriend really understands him and doesn't judge him for that. "Exactly. This does make me feel really safe. That familiar feelings. I'm just scared that I won't be able to wear my big sweaters and hoodies anymore, because everyone changed their expectations about me.." "Stop right there Sangie babe."

Mingi places his finger underneath Yeosang's chin, slightly tilting his head upwards. "Do not ever feel like you have to live up to people's expectations okay? If you want to wear a giant soft purple hoodie with white jeans, you can do that babe. If you want to wear ripped jeans with a sick band shirt, you can do that. You can't please everyone, so always please yourself." Mingi smiles and Yeosang's smile grows wider. He leans up and places a light kiss on Mingi's lips. "Thank you baby.. That's probably one of the most important lessons in life.. I can't please everyone, so I should always try to please myself."

"I love you so much Mingi."

"Oh I love you so much more Yeosangie."

A/N: I had a huge writers block while writing this oneshot. I'm so sorry if it sucked (because I kinda know it does).

I won't be uploading a oneshot tomorrow because I won't be home. I'll post a oneshot again on sunday!

This is my last ATEEZ ship and then I've shipped them all! After this I'll write 8 oneshots where one of the members is dating all of the others (jskjsksjs so nervous to write  these omg). And after that I'll be starting over again with random ships.

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