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Jimin was waiting outside his apartment, it was windy and the night was cold, he wore Jungkook's hoodie to keep him warm. He was currently waiting for Jungkook to pick him up for their 5th date. They didn't have any labels, but Jimin wished he could call Kook his boyfriend at this point. They had been seeing each other for the past month.

When he heard Jungkook's car pull up his heart rate immediately quickened.

"Hey you." Jungkook smiles as Jimin jumps into the car.

"Hey." Jimin smiles and kisses Jungkook on the cheek as they pull out on to the road.

"You're wearing my hoodie." Jungkook states.

"I am." Jimin smiles and looks out the window of the moving car.

They drive in silence for a while after that until they finally reach the restaurant. It's kinda fancy, Jimin wonders if he'll even be able to afford this place.

"C'mon." Jungkook smiles and grabs Jimins hand before pulling him inside.

They sit at the table and look at all the food options on the menu. Jimin's nearly struggling to read the rediculously fancy cursive font.

They order shortly after, Jimin picks something cheap so he doesn't need to take out another damn student loan just because of the price of dinner.

"So, how was that exam yesterday?" Jungkook asks and Jimin sighs.

"Mm, well...Not great. I think I got a lot of the stuff wrong. It asked about some really complicated chemical bonding questions." Jimin pouted.

"I bet you did fine." Jungkook waves him off.

"How was the showcase? Yesterday was the last day right?" Jimin asks playing with his fork that's on the table.

"Yeah, it went really well, except for the lead sprained his ankel so we had to replace him which was a nightmare with the clothes because the sizes were all different. But it worked out in the end and it was a successful show." Jungkook shrugs and smiles.

After a while they get their food and the conversation died down, they're just eating in silence and enjoying the meal. Admittedly the food was definitely worth the price. It was delicious, and Jimin wouldn't have changed anything on that plate.

When they're both done they pay and leave. Jimin was a little disappointed that the date ended so quickly. Everything seemed to go by in a blur.

Jungkook stops the car outside Jimins apartment and Jungkook gets out to open Jimins door. He gets out and Jungkook insists on walking Jimin to his apartment door. And Jimin definitely has no objections.

Once Jimin stops outside his door he turns to face Jungkook and the atmosphere seems somewhat tense as they stare at each other. Jimin would like to think that it's lust he sees in Jungkooks eyes, because he knows Jungkook can probably see it in his own.

Jungkook leans down slowly and presses his lips to Jimins plump ones. They seem to slot together so perfectly no matter how many times they kiss. Jungkook pulls Jimin towards him lightly and wraps his arms around his waist, leaning more into the kiss. Jungkook swipes his tongue across Jimins lips silently asking permission and Jimin slowly opens up his mouth for their tongues to explore eachother.

Jimin lets out an accidental moan and pulls away shyly. He thanks God that it's dark and Jungkook can't see his blush.

"Do you, um, do you wanna come inside?" Jimin asks biting his lip and Jungkook smirks.

Jimin quickly unlocks his door and grabs Jungkook's hand leading him straight to his bedroom.

Jungkook pushes Jimin down on the bed, lowering himself so hes inches away. Their bodies pleading for contact as Jungkook teases him.

Jungkook eventually does let their bodies touch, immediately making both theur skin heat up as they kiss passionately, moving against each other in the most pleasurable ways.

Jungkook's tongue explores Jimin's mouth as he tastes strawberry and mint. Jimin is a mess underneath him as he wriggles and pants. Jungkooks hands travel up and down Jimins thighs and he begins to kiss down his neck. Jimin arches his back and cranes his neck to give Jungkook better access. Jimin is in so much pleasure, the tingles and jolts of pleasure being sent through his body are really a sign of what he's been missing out on. He knew getting a boyfriend again would have at least some benefits. And this is definitely one of them.

Jungkook is amazed at how easy it is to get Jimin going, he must have a type, because Taehyung is exactly the same.

Jungkook bites and sucks on Jimins neck leaving dark colours he'll probably have to hide with a scarf, thank god it's winter.

"Let's take these off, shall we?" Jungkook tugs on Jimin's jeans and Jimin can only moan in response.

***

Jimin wakes up naked and he panics for a minute when he realises there's someone else in the bed. He relaxes when he remembers the last nights events though. He rolls closer to Jungkook and wraps his arms around him. Jungkook groans and wraps on of his arms around Jimin too.

"Morning, Kook-ah." Jimin says as he stares adoringly at the others half asleep face.

"Morning." Jungkook yawns kissing Jimins forehead.

"Last night was fun, huh?" Jimin asks and kisses Jungkook's collarbone.

"Mm, definitely." Jungkook hums.

They're silent for a while after that, Jimin keeps his arms wrapped around Jungkook's naked torso and Jungkook keeps his nose in Jimin's hair breathing in the smell of strawberry shampoo. He must like strawberrys, Jungkook thinks.

But of course all good things can't last forever. Jungkook gets up lazily and asks if he can use his shower.

"Of course." Jimin smiles and Jungkook leans down kissing Jimin sweetly, making Jimin a blushing mess all over again.

"I won't be long. Don't miss me too much." Jungkook smirks and heads out the bedroom to find the shower, giving Jimin a great view of his ass.

Jimin takes out his phone and texts Hoseok while he waits for Jungkook to get out the shower.

To Hoseok:

Oh my god! You would not believe what happened last night!!!

He gets a response from his best friend almost immediately.

From Hoseok:

What??? Omg did ants take over the world in my sleep like I said they would? Oh god have they taken Girls generation? Not my girls! Please! anyone but them!

Jimin laughs at his friends stupidity and types back a reply.

To Hoseok:

What? No. But I DID bring Jungkook home last night ;)

From Hoseok:

oH MY GODDDD, YOUR'E KIDDING??? REALLY? FOR REAL??? How was he?? Was he big? ;)

Jimin laughs and cringes at Hoseoks message.

To Hoseok:

Yeah! For real! And there is no way in hell I'm tellling you about the size of Jungkook's dick.

Before Jimin can wait for a reply he hears Jungkook's ringtone go off and looks around for his phone. He eventually finds it in Jungkook's jeans. He figures they're practically dating so surely Jungkook wouldn't mind if Jimin answers his phone right?

He sees the screen and the caller ID says "Tae" with a heart next to it. It's probably just one of Jungkook's good friends.

He picks up the phone quickly before the call and go to voicemail.

"Hel-" He started but was immediately interrupted by the person on the other line.

"Kookie! Sorry I can't talk long right now because my exams about to start in a few minutes! I called you last night tons of times but you didn't answer. I wanted you to wish me luck but it's fine because you finally picked up! Also before I go, I wanna say I'm super excited for dinner tonight, I can't believe it's our one year already! I'll make sure to make it extra romantic. I love you so much! Wish me luck!" The person on the other line chatters away and Jimin feels as if he's frozen. 'Dinner'? 'One year'? 'I love you'? He doesn't know what to say or what to do, he feels so shocked he doesn't even have time to react.

"Kookie?" 'Tae' asks, "aren't you going to wish me luck?" Jimin pulls the phone away from his ear and presses the end call button. He feels too dizzy and upset all of a sudden, his mouth is suddenly too dry and his hearts pounding at an alarming rate.

And it finally settles in like a thick fog, it hits him. Jungkook has a boyfriend. He's been dating a cheater. He slept with a cheater! That's why Jungkook never gave them a label. Everything begins to piece together in his head, the constant busyness and excuses as to why he can't meet Jimin, the slow replies to texts and calls. Everything adds up.

He grabs Jungkook's phone and presses on to his texts with 'Tae'. He sees multiple 'I love you's' and cute messages including dirty ones and pictures. Jimin feels sick seeing a picture of Jungkook's farmiliar body being sent to another man. He really thought he and Jungkook had something, something special. They had an amazing connnection, emotionally and physically. He could even go as far as to say he was beginning to fall in love with him. His heart was aching and tears welled in his eyes, threatening to spill. He immediately gets dressed and picks up Jungkook's things, putting them on the bed.

When he hears the shower turn off he feels relieved and terrified. He has to confront him and he's scared of Jungkook not caring, he's scared he's going to walk out as if it was nothing. He's scared that Jimin never meant anything to him. That he's only a toy to fool around with behind his boyfriends back.

When he hears light foot steps coming down the hallway he takes a deep breath. He can do this, he's still angry, he needs to do this. Jungkook doesn't deserve to get away with this.

Once he sees Jungkook come in with damp hair and a towel around his waist his words seems caught in his throat.

"You're dressed already? No shower or anything?" He chuckles.

Jimin stares him dead in the eyes and gives the dirtiest look he can.

"What's wrong?" Jungkook asks surprised by Jimins sudden coldness.

Jimin walked towards him and put Jungkooks phone into Jungkooks hand and then hands him his stuff from the bed. Jungkook looks confused and frowns.

"You got a call." Jimin started, stepping away from Jungkook, "It was your boyfriend." Jimin crosses his arms over his chest and glares.

"Oh.." Jungkook freezes for a moment, holding his things in his hands.

"You need to leave." Jimin says codly keeping his arms crossed.

"Please let me explain." Jungkook says beginning to put down his things already.

"I don't want to hear it." Jimin shakes his head, but he knows he's lying. Of course he wants an explanation, he's just pissed and wants Jungkook out.

"Look, me and Taehyung, we're- we're not serious. It's just-"

"Not serious?" Jimin interrupts, "Isn't it your anniversary tonight? Don't try bullshit me, I know what you two are." Jimin growls.

"Okay. Fine. The truth is...When I first met you, you just, I don't know. You stood out so much and you were so bright and pretty, Not only did you have a great personality but you're hot, god Jimin have you seen yourself?" Jimin blushes a little but tries to keep his expression angry.

"And.. I guess it was just refreshing. Of course Taehyung is great but, it's been a year. And you're just so fresh and vibrant and I shouldn't have carried it this far. But I couldn't let you go." Jungkook rubs his temples and sighs.

Jimin feels his heart ache at the mention of Jungkooks boyfriend, a title Jimin can never have.

"I'm sorry." Jungkook looks down. He looks to be in shame.

"I thought we had something, Jungkook." Jimin sighs, he can feel tears welling up in his eyes.

"I know...We did, for a brief moment." Jungkook sighs sadly and steps towards Jimin to wipe his fallen tears.

"Don't you care about me?" Jimin sobs lightly.

"Of course, of course I do, Jimin." Jungkook pulls Jimin into his chest.

"Then why let me get hurt like this? Why use me?" Jimin hits Jungkooks chest with his fist as Jungkook continues to hug him tightly.

"Greed." Jungkook whispers barely audible.

Jimin sobs and sobs into Jungkooks shirt. How could Jungkook claim to care about him and still hurt him like this? And to do something like this behind his boyfriends back. The arms around him suddenly feel a lot more dirty, these arms, they've been around another man, the lips Jimin can feel on his head, they've been all over someone else's body. Jimin feels dirty and unclean, he wants to rewind everything so that he never found out about this other guy. He just wants Jungkook to be his and only his. His sobs get louder and louder as his heart aches in his chest. It's as if he could feel it cracking and becoming weaker.

They stay that way for a while and Jimin realises he can't lose Jungkook. Jungkook has feelings for him too. Maybe he doesn't even love this Taehyung guy anymore, maybe all the texts were lies. Could they make it work? Of course he was still angry, but he can learn to forgive and forget. Because this is Jungkook. He's already half in love with the guy, Jimin thinks. He immediately curses himself for thinking like that. It's still not right. Of course Jungkook didn't have true feelings for him if he's willing to hurt him like this. Of course he doesn't give a single damn about Jimin or whatever they had. But he can't help still want him. He can't help wanting Jungkook's lips all over his body and his hands all over him. He can't help wanting to be cuddled by those strong arms and feel protected. He can't help but want Jungkook all to himself.

Jimin pulls away from Jungkooks chest and looks up at Jungkook through tear soaked lashes. Jungkook's eyes are red too, but no tears have escaped them yet.

"I care about you too much, I wish I didn't. I should be kicking you out right now." Jimin laughs bitterly and pulls away wiping his eyes.

"I care about you too. I wish it hadn't turned out like this." Jungkook sighs.

"How much do you care about me?" Jimin asks suddenly feeling brave and ready to ask a question anyone in their right mind would slap him for after what Jungkook's done to him.

"Are you willing to chose me over him?" Jimin asks trying to talk as steadily as possible.

"Jimin, I..." Jungkook looks shocked and Jimin looks down to the floor, the eyes burning into his own creating too much anxiety in his head.

"Jimin...Taehyung is... He's my boyfriend." Jungkook says softly. And Jimin feels his heart crack again, another large crack running down his already fragile heart.

"I can't just...I've been with him for so long. He's important to me too." Jungkook tries but Jimins heart just keeps cracking.

"I love him." And Jimin feels his heart crack again, he's afraid if Jungkook says anything else his heart wont be able to handle the pressure and will crumble into shards.

"I'm sorry." Jimin begins to cry when he hears those words, too overwhelmed with everything. He's shocked that Jungkook feels that strongly about his boyfriend and still went after Jimin. He's shocked that Jungkook turned him down even after Jimin was willing to give him a chance. He's shocked that he's second best.

Jimin looks up with tear filled eyes, biting his lip so that sobs can't escape them.

"What does he have that I don't?"

"My heart."

And just like that Jimin's heart cracks and crumbles into tiny pieces. He can almost physically feel it. It hurts. Everything hurts. But Jungkook doesn't, because his heart is with someone else.

A/N:

Hello, so my previous update got to 10 votes, so as promised, heres a part two. This is probably going to be the last angsty oneshot I write for a while and I'm probably going to write more fluff etc (I'm working on some Namjin fluff right now). I think people genrally prefer fluff a lot more. If you prefer angst then leave a comment and I might consider doing more angsty fics in the future. Anyway, thank you for reading, I just finished this so I'm sorry for any spelling/grammar mistakes.

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