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[Phoenix's POV]

It's been three days since I had my emotional breakdown. Hannah was such a sweet friend. She even cried; my poor baby. I didn't want her to see like that but I couldn't help it. I think I cried more that day than any other time in my life. I didn't know I would get so emotional. I don't know what I would do if she wasn't in my life. She has such a beautiful heart.

Hannah: "Feenie Bear! Where are you?"

"In the bathroom. I'm washing my face. I'll be out in a minute."

Hannah: "Okay because breakfast is ready!"

"Okay! Thanks."

I head over to the table and guess who's there. Nick. I haven't spoken to him in nearly a week. I feel bad but really, what does he expect. Well, he doesn't know what's wrong with me so he can't expect anything.

Nick: "Hey Phoenix. You having a good morning mate?"

"Yeah."

I sat down awkwardly. Ugh How does he look so damn good, this early in the morning? It's 7 AM for geesh sakes. I tried to fix myself as best as possible, but there is so much I can do.

Nick: "Hungry?"

"Not really."

Hannah: "Here's breakfast boys. Enjoy, complements of the chef. Meaning Moi!" (she smiles)

"Thanks babe."

Nick: "Thank you Hannah. It looks delicious."

Hannah: "Well thank you. I hope you like it."

Hannah is being too sweet. This is so not like her. She barely ever cooks, like ever! Hmm.. She finally sits down and starts eating. 

"Wow Hannah. You cooked..." (smirks)

Hannah: "Shut up... I cook. Sometimes... Leave me alone" (whines)

Nick: "I think it tastes wonderful. You should definitely cook more often." (Smiles)

Hannah: "Thank you. At least someone appreciates me." (She looks at me with a glare)

Silly little girl; she knows her glares have no affect on me. She can't make me feel guilty. 

"Your glares don't affect me darling."

Hannah: "Whatever ,you know they do." (Smiles)

Hannah: "So where are we going today?"

"Nick and I are going to class while you either go sight seeing or stay here by yourself."

Hannah: "Humph... I'm going out. You know I can't be in one place for too long."

"Okay. I'm done here. I'm going for my things. Try to be good for once."

Hannah: "I'll try boo."

"Aha.."

I go to grab my things and head towards first period Calculus. Grr... It gets more boring as the weeks pass. Thank goodness I have Kaj there. He's good company. I'm in class now and I take my seat.

Kaj: "Hey mate, good morning?"

"Yeah. Same old same old."

Kaj: "Well that's good. I hear you been avoiding my best mate."

"I've been busy that's all."

Kaj: "I see; if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here mate."

"Thanks."

Class goes by slowly as usual. Teacher is still boring. Why is the time going by so slowly?

After Class..

Kaj: "Hey mate. I'm throwing a party this Friday. Would be nice to see you there."

"Thanks."

Kaj: "See you later mate."

"Later."

He's a nice guy. I shouldn't be so cold but I can't be that friendly until I patch things up with my Nicky. I'm sorry I've been so rude Nicky. Wish I could tell you that and that I miss hanging out with you.

Already 3rd period. Few more classes to go. I wonder what Hannah's doing, probably shopping or eating or both. Haha I should text her.

Texting Conversation...

To: Hannah Bear

"Where are you hoe?"

From: Hannah Bear

"Just here shopping in Topshop. Great clothes; reminds me of Forever 21 and Urban Outfitters."

To: Hannah Bear

"That's nice Hun. (; Have you ate anything?"

From: Hannah Bear

"Of course Feenie Bear. Indian Food for me."

To: Hannah Bear

"You suck. Well, talk to you later. Making sure you're alive and out of trouble."

From: Hannah Bear

"Of course my love. Love you. Xoxo"

Finally it's the end of the school day. I need a good shower and lots of food! 

My dorm never looked so dreamy. Haha It's very well decorated; that's a plus. I grabbed some clothes for my shower. 

I'm heading towards the kitchen. Let's see what I can cook up. Hmm... There's ham, cheese, bread, tomatoes. Ooo... I'm making myself a sandwich. Yum! 

After eating my sandwich, I decided to start dinner. Nicky does most of the cooking. It's not fair that he does mostly everything around here. Well, it's not my fault he's so good at everything. 

Hannah: "Feenie Bear!!!!!!!"

Hannah: "Come look at the clothes I bought!"

"In a bit Hun. Let me finish cooking first."

"Okay! I'll take a shower then."

Yay! Hannah's back; I wonder what she bought me. I always tell her I don't need more clothes but she never listens. Girls... (shakes head while laughing)

Nick: "What's so funny?"

"Just Hannah. Always buys too much clothes. She doesn't even wear half of it." (smiles)

Nick: "My sister's the same way. Always shopping for things she doesn't need."

My Nicky is talking to me after I've ignored him for nearly a week. He's so sweet. I need to put my problems and insecurities aside and pay more attention to Nicky.

Nick: "Smells delicious mate. What are you cooking?"

"Well, I'm making fried fish, a green salad and white rice."

Nick: "Sounds good. I'll put my things away and help you set the table."

I thank him and he is back within minutes. He's humming some song but I can't remember what it's called. I like the way he hums songs instead of singing them. Makes things less annoying. 

"Nick, what song are you humming?"

Nick: "It's Drunk by Ed Sheeran."

"Oh yeah. I love that song." (smiles)

Nick: "Well, do you want me to sing a bit of it?"

"Can you sing? Kidding." (laughs)

Nick: "Everyone seems to think so."

Nick: "But a house gets cold when you cut the heating

Without you to hold I'll be freezing

Can't rely on my heart to beat in

'Cause you take parts of it every evening

Take words out of my mouth just from breathing

Replace with phrases like when you're leaving me.

Should I, should I?

Maybe I'll get drunk again

I'll be drunk again

I'll be drunk again

To feel a little love"

"Very nice. I'm impressed. Haha"

Nick: "You should be." (Cocky smirk)

"Ah, how modest."

Nicky starts to laugh hysterically. Aww... that laugh is beautiful. How can someone so beautiful have an even more beautiful laugh. He'll be the death of me. I'm kidding ,but yeah. He's wonderful. 

Hannah finally gets out of the shower and asks for her dinner. Typical spoiled ,little girl. Haha Nicky and Hannah Bear exchange jokes and laughs. Ugh. He must think she's really cute. Well, everyone does. I'm not loosing Nicky to Hannah right? She wouldn't betray me like this would she? No. No and no. Hannah would never date someone that I like.

"Hannah can you pass the salad ,please?"

Hannah: "Of course my love. Anything for my Feenie Bear."

"Thank you Hun." (shoots Hannah a jealous glare)

"Are you enjoying dinner Hannah."

Hannah: "Of course honey. It's delicious and you made it." (smiles kindly)

Hannah I promise if you get in the way of Nicky and I, I'll strangle you. I'm totally not kidding. I'm getting sleepy. I'm going to head for bed.

"Hannah Bear, can you clear the dishes Hun?"

Hannah: "Of course babe. Nick, will you help me with the dishes?"

Nick: "With pleasure." (smiles)

"Night."

Both Nick and Hannah: "Night."

I'm definitely having a serious conversation with Hannah tomorrow. Humph.

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