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~Dan's POV~

Ren broke me. He cheated on me. . .with that Nicholas.

I love Ren. But what happened was unforgivable. Everytime I see him cry, I want to wipe away his tears or hug him. But I was much too hurting. It really hurts.

I was brought out of the hospital three days ago. And Ren remained silent.

Ren's silence is killing me. But I will be back to school tomorrow. Since the doctor told me to drop school to rest for awhile.

I reached out for my phone which was on the desk beside my bed.

I checked the notification box. It was empty. Nothing from Ren. Nothing.

I jumped out of my bed and headed to the bathroom. I felt so alone.

By this time of the night, Ren used to be in my arms. Wrapped around it. And he blushes and tells me he loves me.

I stared into the mirror. And looked at my chest, the necklace Ren gave to me. It was still around my neck. It's safe

I walked slowly to my bed and covered myself with the comforters.

I felt a tear crept down my cheeks. I am hurting. I miss Ren. But I still dont want to forgive him just yet.

As I close my eyes, trying to sleep, a picture of Ren comfortable in Nick's arms flashed in.

Damn him. Damn Nick. I will get rid of you. And I will do anything to revenge.

And Ren, I dont know what to do with him yet. But I dont want to hurt him.

I soon felt happy in darkness. Dizzy yet beautiful. I was at peace for a little while.

'til I wake! Good night.

[Tomorrow, Monday]

RIIIIIIIIIIIING! The bell rung signaling the end of fifth period. Lunch.

I stayed in the classroom until everyone was gone. I dont want to be part of the stompede.

Everyone left except me and Ren. Ren sat to the seat available as far away as me. Is he avoiding me now?

Ren was writing on his journal that he used to share with me. Now, I cant know what is he writing on this. It could be about me!!!!

Ren stood up and closed his notebook, shoved it in to his bag and left.

He didnt even notice my presence until he came back to his seat and took a bookmark that he left on the arm of the seat.

He stopped at stared for a little but he left wiping his eyes. I heard running footsteps. Ren was really avoiding me now.

I then stood up and took my bag. I ran to the door and walked to my locker.

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I arrived at my locker which is all the away to an edge of the school building.

I heard sobbing. Who was it?

I followed the sound of sobbing and as I reached to the corner of the building there I saw a beautiful crying little guy, he was writing on a notebook and sobbed.

It was Ren Chester.

I went in front of him and bent my knees. I patted his shoulder and rubbed it with my.hand.

"Get off", he shrugged my hand off.

"Why are you crying?", I asked and then he stood up and walked away.

I stood up myself and reached for his hands.

"I said get off, Mr. Embers!", he yelled and I heard a crack over there.

He called me by my family name. Why?

"Come on! Talk to me", I tried to keep it all cool and held my anger in.

"There is nothing left to be talked about", he shrugged again but I held his arm tighter "Danny Embers you are hurting my arm!"

"Tell me, why are you crying? Is it about me or wha-", I was cut off when I was pushed aside by some jerk.

"Dont you dare hurt Ren, you idiot!", Nicholas yelled at me.

I immediately stood for myself and punched him right on the face. "No 'Nick' is telling me what to do!"

"Why you little", Nicholas stood up and got ready for a punch. But as he was about to swing his arm, I hit him hard on the face and he fell flat on the floor.

Ren ran to planking Nicholas and yelled "Dan stop it!"

"And you are defending him?!", I yelled.

"I am not in anyone's damn fucking side! I am not defending anyone of you!", he yelled and he pushed me gently backward and he begun crying again.

"You were asking why I was crying Dan?!", he raised a brow and crossed his arms. "Its because of you two! You got me depressed and all screwed up!"

Those words. It seemed powerful. He meant it, didnt he?

Nicholas got up and stared at Ren.

"What?!", Nicholas hissed.

"You heard it! You two caused my life to be like this!", Ren yelled. Pissed.

"Fuck this", Nick fixed the sling of his bag and flinched. Then he just walked away.

Ren fell on his knees and bursted out tears again.

And the guilt creeps into me.

"Ren...", I tried to comfort Ren by tapping his shoulder.

"Dont touch me!", he screamed. "Back at the hospital you told me to 'Go Out' or 'Leave', you dont want me in your presence anymore. But now, you want to talk to me! The fuck?!"

"Ren please",

"Please what?! You doubted my love for you. If you, seeing me with Nick, especially on that bed was painful; the way you acted to me was much more painful than what you saw!"

I slapped him ob the face. And he cried even more.

"Dan whatever you thought that happened between me and Nick, you are wrong!Nothing happened! Why do you always have to be stupid?!"

I slapped him harder.

"No one calls me stupid", I hissed. I probably even twitched.

He just sighed.

"You know what Ren?! Maybe being concern to you isnt gonna work. I was trying to befriend you but yoy acted so. . . dumb", I stood up and sighed too. "Fuck you, and all that you are! I regret having us, and the things that happened between us. If 'stupid' is what i am, then so are you! I feel stupid for everything I done to you! Even making love to you feels stupid to think about. Fuck you Ren. Fuck you."

Ren looked down. And he wiped his tears. "You regret having us?"

". . . Something like that!", I muttered out.

Ren caressed his chest and a tear escaped his eyes.

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~Ren's POV~

"You were just a waste of air, Ren!", he shouted to me.

My heart was sinking and beating hard against whatever it was against on.

Tears kept escaping my eyes and I couldnt stop 'em.

"I hate you", Dan said which really sunk my heart. It was as deep was wear Atlantis would be.

"Dont say that", I warned but slowly.

"And what? You'll rape me like what you always do?!", Ouch. I rape people? Since when?!

My heart was already probably right above my pelvis bone. It really is sinking. It hurts to be said like this. It really does.

I just sat here and kept sobbing. I am weak. I cant fight back anymore.

Dan turned his back and walked slowly away. He is probably pissed again and probably very mad.

"Dan...", I called.

"What???", he sounded so mad and pissed at angry.

"You left you bag", I pointed over to his JanSport.

"Yeah. Whatever!", He took his bag and left.

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Three months of continuous ignoring. No talking. No looking at each other. No messaging. No emailing. No Skyping. Nothing.We were really ignoring each other. But I didnt try to avoid him. He keeps avoiding me.

"In life, success isnt a factor of happiness. But Life is a factor you achieve success and true happiness. We all face problems in life. Problems that are easy to solve, problems that werr difficult to solve and there are problems that couldnt be solved. But I believe that there is no problem that could be solved if we allow Pride and most especially our Emotions conquer us while we take this roadless travel. Life is a ladder. A ladder, that in every achievement we make or even if we do failure, we take in a step to reach the top very soon. Highschool is a step in tye academic ladder teaching us more as possible, in preparation for College. Now, we are about to step out of this 'High School' and turn to College men. Friends, my dear ladies and gentlemen, may we take our highschool past with us to the journey through College and let us make our dreams, COME TRUE!", Jimmy

that was one of the best speeches I've heard. And with Jimmy, it was perfect.

Everynbody applauded and howled.

Graduation Day. Suppose to be happy. But why am I not? Is it Dan???

...I hope not...

"I declare you, 160 students as the latest batch of graduates. Congratulations.", a host said and it caused the whole hall to be at noise.

minutes later...

"Everyone! Let us end this program with the graduates' Final Exit! The Processional!", all of us Seniors stood us, with smiles and tears on our faces.

We graduated. I am so proud of myself.

"Graduates, please change into your formal attires for us to start with your Graduation prom."

All of us rushed to all the empty corners and changed.

I was in a black grittery suit over a blue longsleeve and bottomed by a match black glittery slacks.

And yes....Converse :)

more minutes later...

Everyone seemed to be in the GraduationHall already. We all look stunning and beautiful. No one went Out Of Place.

"Graduates, grab your partners or date and let us start the prom.", I grabbed Kay, in a blue night gown and perfect make up. We were the singers of the night. We held on to the microphones and the person people to walk through the aisle.

We started walking down the aisle when the music started.

Forevermore - David Archuleta.

When we reached the middle circle we did some walts and

"You were just a dream that I once knew", Kay sung.

"I never thought I would be right for you", I sung

"I just cant compare you with anything in this world. You're all I need to be with FOREVERMORE", we sung together as we climbed the stage.

The others we already dancing on the middle circle.

Filrose with Louie

Jade with Harvey

June and Clifford

Angelie and Lorenze

and the rest of the people....

Dan was just autting on a chair of table number twenty-three.

"You were just a dream that I once knew", I sung

"I never thought I would be right for you", Kay sung

"I just compare you with", I cut it.

"Anything in this world", Kay continued

"You are all I need to be with For-e-e-evermore!", we did the part together.

"You are all I need to be with forevermore...", we did the fade.

There was an applaude. I didnt expect that.

I climbed down the stairs and went to the table where I was assigned to be sitting in. Table 21. In front of 23.

I looked at Dan. He just looked away. And rolled his eyes.

I wish I could talk to him. But I remember the last time I tried to talk to him was when he almost pushed me down the stairs and that was when he...

(flashback)

"Dan", I called Dan.

"What do you want?!", he got pissed immediately.

"Can I talk to you?", I said, emotionlessly.

"No...", he pushed me away. But I didnt give up

"Please, just let me tell you something, please please please", I followed him to the stairs and he pushed me again making me almost fall. I just stumbled. Luckily Lorenze and Angelie were there.

"Will you not talk to me anymore? You are a waste of air."

"What?", I felt my heart sink.

"Nothing you little faggot."

(pesent time)

...he called me a FAGGOT ...

"Welcome to The Graduation Prom of today! We themed this prom as.......

....Never Juliet.... and we already explained it on the programme. Please do enjoy your night. Thank You", Gab and Nick announced and then a noise roamed the hall.

This is the WORST day of my life...

Dan hates me... and he doesnt know where I will be for College...but I guess he wouldnt care anymore.

Worst Prom Ever....

Never Juliet... thats ME! I cant believe I lost my Romeos that fast.

I miss Dan. So badly...

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