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*cries* I am a bad author. :)))

~Ren's POV~

Third week of summer. And I will be off to London. . .

for College.

I didnt want to leave. But I have to.

Tonight I am off to the airport and I am gone to London with Gab, Lorenze and Angelie.

They say we are lucky to be chosen for that university. But I dont want to leave. I want to live here. And get back with Dan.

"Tell him", Gab sat on the edge of my bed with her arms crossed.

" He wouldn't care, he hates me", I whined and sat on the other side. I layed on my back and had my hands behind my head.

"Call him", she suggested

"He wouldn't answer it", I hissed as I turned to face her.

"Have you tried?", she raised a brow.

"No", I said immediately

"Try", she handed me my phone.

"I ran out of load", I said seriously.

"Fuck it! Talk to him!", she got pissed.

"Chill!", I joked "I dont know how to talk to him...remember something?...

he hates me."

My heart fell. He hates me. He regrets the 'us' that there was. I loved him so bad that I didn't see a break up coming. But he broke up with me, yet...I still love him.

"Just head to his room and talk to him", Gab suggested again.

"I wont", I stood and fixed my shirt.

"Yes you will", she gave me an evil look.

"huh?!", I muttered

She stood up and started to tickle me.

"Stop!", I laughed.

So painful! So ticklish! My stomach hurts because of the laughter.

"Okey, okey! I will talk to Dan!",

"Good, now go talk to him. NOW,"

"Nah. Maybe later", I half shut my eyes and gave her an I-dont-want-to-talk look.

She slapped me hard. "NOW!"

"Okey okey. Gosh. Harsh much?"

"Go before I slap you again."

I ran to my door and got out.

When I stepped at the hall way of the dorm building, I leaned on the wall in relief.

I walked to Dan's room. How will I do this?!

I stood in front for his door. And stared at it. What to do???

I knocked. And the door squeeked immediately.

"Why are you here?!", the door widened its opening and showed his entire shirtless body.

"I am here to talk to you", I look at him, straight into his eyes.

"Talk", he ordered.

"So? I am not welcome in anymore?", I looked down to the floor.

"Oh, get in", he took a step aside and gestured his bands for me to enter.

I walked in and his room was messy. There were broken glass pieces on the kitchen and the couch was messed up.

"What happened here?", I asked.

"None of your business", he said emotionlessly, I shrugged and walked deeper into his room.

"What is it that you want to talk about?", Dan crossed his arms and sounded so impatient.

"About college", I frowned.

"What about college?", he was still impatient.

"I am off to London for college, Dan", I raised my voice a bit and I saw shock in his eyes.

He looked away and his forehead wrinkled.

His mad.

"What does it have to do with me?", he yelled and I felt down again

"I just wanted you to know", I sighed

"And what?!",He shouted

"And I want to tell you that I am still in love with you!", I yelled.

He rolled is eyes. "Shut your fuck up!", he yelled at me.

"No!", I felt a tear there. "I wont! Dan I love you!"

"If you wont shut up, you should better leave my room!"

"Wont you say a simple 'GoodBye' to me?", I asked as I sobbed.

"Good bye, now leave", He said emotionlessly.

I went near him and hugged him.

His warmth I miss it so much. I miss being this close to him. I feel all good like this.

I felt a tear fall to my forehead.

Dan pushed me away a little gently and turned his back at me.

"Leave now, please", he sniffed bd sighed.

"Dan dont cry",I tried to cheer him up by tapping his shoulder.

He shrugged my hand off. "Leave now!"

"Dan I love you"

"I said LEAVE!!"

Tear fell from my eyes.

I turned to my back and started to walk to the room door.

"Good-bye Dan", I whispered as I left the room.

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~Dan's POV~

"What happened here?", he asked

"None of your business", I said without any emotions.

"What is it that you want to talk about?", I crossed my arms and stood there.

"About college", he shot frowned.

"What about college?", I got shocked

"I am off to London for college, Dan", he said and I felt my heart creep down

I looked away and I thought of how can I act not to care.

I will show that I am mad or angry.

"What does it have to do with me?", I yelled and I felt down again. I care so much! I dont want him to leave.

"I just wanted you to know", he sighed.

"And what?!", I did the angry acting again. I hope I dont hurt him even if I know that I actually am.

"And I want to tell you that I am still in love with you!", he does? Does he still feel it for me? He still loves me? I love him too. But I dont know how to show it after what happened.

I rolled my eyes. "Shut the fuck up!", I yelled at him.

"No!", he started crying again. "I wont! Even if you don't want me to, I still love you!" He cried, tears leaking from his eyes.

"If you wont shut up, you should better leave my room!"

"Wont you say a simple 'GoodBye' to me?", he sobbed.

"Good bye, now leave", I said emotionlessly.

He went near me and hugged me tight.

I miss it when we were this close to each other. I miss it so much.

I felt a tear flow down my cheek. I was already crying.

I pushed him away a little gently and I turned my back at him.

"Leave now, please", I sobbed.

"Dan dont cry", he touched my shoulder and rubbed it.

I shrugged his hand off. "Leave now!"

"Dan I love you!"

"I said LEAVE!!"

Tear fell from my eyes.

I heard his steps walking to the door

"Good-bye Dan", he whispered but I heard it.

I crashed into my bed and cried all the emotions out.

Ren was going to London? Why did he just tell me now?

Maybe because of me hurting him as the memory hurts me.

I shut my stinging eyes. Tears made it stingy.

And I realized I am in the middle of no where. I was in total darkness. In a dream?

"Dan", I heard a familiar voice, "Dan i love you"

Was he crying? Why?

Was that Ren? Why is he here?

"Dan please", it cried harder "Dont break us up please!"

"Dan, please talk to me", he sniffed.

Where is he? I cant see anything?!

"Dan, listen to me", it whispered.

"Dan please", it whispered again

"Im off to London for College, Dan", it cried.

"LEAVE!", I heard an echoe of my words and the ground started shaking.

The ground is shaking! What the fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck?!

"Fuuuuuuck!", I screamed as I sat straight on my bed.

What kind of dream was that?! That was stupid! As in too stupid!

I felt my bed vibrate softly.

My phone.

Where's my phone?!

I threw away my covers and pillows. God, where is it?!

I looked at the desk next to the bed and there it was.

It had an unread message. From Angelie.

I tapped the envelope icon on the screen and read it.

It read:

Life was all about Hi's and Hello's but now its time to say GoodBye to you old fellows! :)

#Keep that Smile

# Here At The Airport With Lorenze , Ren and Gab

#London :3

"What?!", I gasped.

I should run to Ren and tell him what I still truely feel.

I ran to the closet and grabbed a pair of pants and a random shirt.

I threw in the shirt and slipped into my pants. I grabbed my phone from my bed and dialed Ren's number.

*Ring.Ring.Ring.Ring.Ring.Ring.*

SHIT! No response.

*Ring.Ring.Ring.Ring.Ring.Ring*

Ren please pick it up....Please..

I ran down the stairs, to my motorbike.

I rode on it and drove straight to the airport.

On the way there I kept dialing Ren. It kept ringing but he still didnt pick it up.

I drove as fast as I could. But fuck! Traffic sucks!

Ren answer it!

I dialed over and over again. Still, he didn't answer.

*Ring.Ring.Ring.Ring..*

"Hello?",

A female voice picked it up.

"Gab, let me talk to Ren", I demanded

"He wants to talk to you", she was probably talking to Ren.

"What for?", I heard Ren's voice at the background.

"He's asking 'Why?' ", Gab said like she wasnt serious about this.

"Just hand him the phone!", I shouted.

Damn Traffic.

"Hello?", an angel's voice came on the line

"Ren, please stay", I went straight to my points.

"Huh?", he sounded confused.

"Dont leave me please...", I felt a tear crawl down to my chin.

"Dan, what are you talking about?", he asked with no expression.

"I love... you", I said what I wanted to say all along.

"Dan. . . I- I'm", he sobbed. He felt me. I know he does.

"Ren please. Dont leave me"

I was almost at the airport. But I got into a dumb traffic again.

"Dan, I dont want to but. . .I have to", he sniffed over the line.

"Please... dont... I love you.... dont leave me", I was shaking. I was nervous to lose him forever.

"I am sorry", he said.

"Please. . .dont", I sobbed. God I turned so emotional for this angel. For Ren.

"Dan, before I leave, please remember that you will always be my Danny Embers, forever.", that kinda calmed my heart a little bit. "I love you Dan"

"As much as I dont want you to leave, but if you really will. Please remember that I will never ever...replace you for another. And that you will always be my Ren Chester Radds. Now, forever and always", more tears fell from my eyes. "And I love you too, I really do..."

"Dan, please keep the necklace I gave to you and never lose it. And dont worry, I will wear the bracelet with your name on it,

always", he assured me.

"I wear the necklace everyday and everynight. Ever since our first date, I never took it off."

"Dan,"

"Ren?"

"I guess I will talk to you sometime next time."

"Huh?!, why?"

"Good-bye, for now", he slowly said and sniffed

"Ren, please... Dont go. I LOVE YOU!" I sounded like a retard, shouting and crying. I even caught curious eyes staring at me but I don't care. I love him so much!

"And I love you too, I have to go. I am in the plane..."

My heart stopped. He was already in the plane.

I stopped the motorbike in front of some random coffee shoppe.

"Bye Dan...", and then he hung up.

~Ren's POV~

"Bye Dan...", then I hung it up.

A tear escaped my eye and I allowed it to flow down my cheeks. But it didnt stop there. It crept all the way to my chest. My heart. My beating heart.

I placed my phone on my lap when I felt the plane move.

My phone vibrated in my lap. It received a message.

From Dan.

It read:

The wind that blows my Love

Will Hopely find its way to you. . .

. . .WhereEver You Are. . .

*I Love You Ren!*

#I will see you soon...I know I will.

~RenChester~

Danny Embers, the only guy of my life.

The superman of my fantasy.

The protagonist of my love story.

The cause of my realization.

My life's reccomendation.

The day we knew each other and met.

Was the day I knew I wasn't Never Juliet.

~Danny~

Ren Chester Radds, the guy of my Mind, Heart and Body.

The conclusion of my study.

The letters to my Alphabet

The elements to my set

The stars to my universe

The Star to my Converse

My mind is all ready and set,

For him to be my Juliet.

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"I love you", a quote that runs in my mind, that flows through my veins and beats in.my heart.

"NeverJuliet", I dont see it in me, not in him and never in our eternity.

"I love you", it will always be. Love is what I hope you see in me.

Thanks for Reading :)

From: Ren Chester and Danny :)

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I am still thinking about what will really be the sequel to this story.

But what do you think of the Ending?

Boring Huh?! IKR ;)

#I am so sorry if I disapointed you or anything.

(Vote if you love Dan and Ren) :/

Sequel will be out sooner or later.

But please be in watch for my other story that I am too working with.

Its entitled. . . Take Me Back :)

#Support it too please :)

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