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There is a chapter after this, feel free to skip this note.

Okay guys sorry but this is not an update. I have to put this up properly before people start gathering and chasing after me with guns,( because apparently pitchforks won't do enough damage)

I am not abandoning this book.

I am so sorry for that last part in the previous chapter, I really didn't mean to scare you guys it was really shitty on my part to leave it hanging like that.

( lol Leave it hanging: I'm such a perv)

Sorry back to point. I was just having one of those ugh! moments with this book and I was in a hurry to go out which is why I just left it like that and I didn't even realise it until later and I actually face palmed myself.

The thing is that in this part of the book you're supposed to feel absolutely frustrated to the point where you want to be like I can't read this anymore and along the terms of what is wrong with her?

I always planned it to be like this, the first part focusing on the other characters AKA Jake and Alec, and Clara's personality being there to support their personalities more than hers and then towards the end It becomes more about her character development.

And unfortunately she's frustrating as eff because she kinda for the time being has to be, otherwise a lot of things won't make sense.

All of you are like go for Jake and (some of you are still TEAM Alec , yes!) stuff but you have to understand at this point it's not an option.

At all. (See how I mentioned at this point though?)

I mean literally guys there is no way in hell no matter how they feel about each other, that they can be together, because Jake is leaving her because of how he feels about her and him staying and being with her literally renders his feeling moot towards her. He wouldn't go if.....

You guys can fill in the blanks.

That doesn't mean there isn't a solution to the problem though. Basically what what mean to say that all of you guys want this happy ending now when right now at chapter 55 there is no hope either way neither Alec nor Jake.

That doesn't mean that it's not possible because because this because this book isnt over. 

Clara on the other hand is stuck in this place where she can't differentiate between wether she actually loves Alec or wether she's way too scared to let him go because he's been this constant in her life that she doesn't have worth anyone except her grandmother.

At the same time like Rebecca said she's feeling helpless because she's just letting Jake go and doing nothing about it because she really can't.

And Alec he's going through his on stuff but more on that later.

I know a lot of you just want to skip to the happy ending but then it won't makes sense.

But this story is dragging way too much and it needs to end soon. Developing into this phase of hers means a lot more frustrating I can't read this book anymore just make them kiss and get it over with moments.

Sooo I've come up with an idea.

I'll be giving you guys two options but please remember that the ending for both options are the same and you guys may get what you want and you guys may not.

The first option.

1)I'm going to shorten it up but some characters introduced before and certain events aren't going to make sense. The main problem is that the time line will get screwed up pretty badly and certain things may make you go, wait how did that happen all of a sudden? Also you guys are going to get this fast forward version to the ending which will leave some of the character development out.

I'll try to fix all the plot holes this will leave but not much can be done about it since I'm going to have to stuff out. But on the bright side it will drag much lesser and you'll get your ending ASAP and you're phones will survive through this ordeal more or less intact.

Basically it won't drag as much.

I'm not going to tell you if the ending is necessarily happy though (yes, I know I'm evil)

2)This is going to go the way I planned previously but that means at least another ten ish chapters (I can't give you a guarantee that it won't be more because I have really crappy habit of getting carried away but the way it's planned it should be around that many)

It will have a lot of God Clara I just feel like killing you, Jake is such a noob, Alec needs to die and dammit I wish I had insurance on my phone because I kinda broke it when I chucked it on the wall, type of moments which will frustrate the hell out of you.

This option is all angst, drama, angst more drama as compared to the other one which is clipped up but it will be a fuller and better plot hopefully you'll understand the characters especially Clara better (lol I don't know how much better you guys can take) and won't leave you like huh how did that happen all of a sudden? It will have more "moments" but this will drag with her current I can't do anything so I'm just going to sit around wait for everything to get screwed even further.

There is a very clear defining break point to Clara's character that all of this will make sense and I feel this will describe it better but you guys are going to have bare through this Clara and ninety percent of the time you will be like what the eff are you doing with your life?

So it's all up to you guys.

In both options I cannot promise that it will end the way all you guys want, it just might though.

I can't promise I won't accidentally kill Clara like oops sorry the machete just slipped from Michella's hand.

Clara:*glares* Jeez thanks.

Author: I try my best.

Clara: well it's not my fault that you've made me so whiny. I'm totally awesome in real life.

Author: Whatever helps you sleep at night.

Rebecca: That would probably be a boy whose name coincidently happens to be Jake Henderson.

Author:*high fives* I see what you did there

Jake: I'm more like the kind who keeps you awake at night.

Author:*face palms* I really don't know why everyone is so crazy over you, honestly.

Rebecca:*clears throat and takes out a list*

Author:Holy crap how long is that? And how did you manage to fit that in your pocket?

Rebecca: I have my ways. Okay I'm starting from the bottom, Reason 10,123: He's-"

Author: Lol you should make Clara hear this, not me.

Rebecca:*whines* But she's still going to be totally dumb!

Clara: I'm right here you know?

Author:Nobody cares!

Anyway thank you guys so much for all the messages you sent, I was so moved! Again I'm so sorry for being such a bitch and not clearing things up!

You guys are the best 4 million reads, 10,000 followers and #2 on the What's Hot Romance list. And because of that here is a tiny Sneak Peek of the next chapter which will remain the same regardless of what you choose

Sorry though it's very short.

"I should get drunk more often." I say,"Because I literally become an absolute goddess when it comes to my comebacks."

Michella mutters something underneath her breath and shoves me into the cat making me tumble into the passenger seat.

"Ooh. Shotgun." I say as she sits down next to me.

"Put the seat belt on." She commands and then starts to back.

"Why you're not drinking and driving are you?" I slur,"Because that's bad so very very bad."

"Absolutely nothing is worth this." She says as the car starts ahead and I'm shoved slightly forward.

"Why are you doing this?" I ask,"Wouldn't you rather see my lying dead on the side of a road. To be honest as of now I'm not sure who wouldn't prefer that."

"I'm driving you home because I made a deal with Jake." She says,"You know the boy who you've somehow got wrapped around your little finger?"

I hold both my hands in front of me and scan them,"Nope I'm sorry nothing wrapped around any of my fingers."

"I don't know how you managed to keep my fooled for so long." She says and then I realise something.

Michella is not drunk

This is how Newton must have felt when he discovered gravity.

"Why aren't you drunk?" I ask,"I remember how you used to get smashed in these parties. And your bitchy moods afterwards used to defy laws."

"Why thank you." Michella says.

I frown,"I don't think that was a compliment but then again you're probably not used to hearing people say nice things about you too often so I understand the confusion."

"God you're a real bitch aren't you?" She snaps.

"I've learnt from the best." I say grinning,"Anyways blondes vs gingers what's your opinion? I'm thinking of turning my hair red and-"

"You're a real sharer aren't you?" She snaps,"Considering no one asked."

"Sharer. I'm literally lying to everyone." I say blowing on a lock of hair that had fallen on my hair,"I'm very very good at keeping secrets."

"You didn't keep mine." She mutters,"You told grandma."

"Oh my god." I say,"Is that why you arent drunk because you got pregnant again? Is that why you came back so that mom doesn't find out?"

"I didn't get drunk because I learn from my mistakes." She states.

I stare at my palm keenly and she sighs,"What are you doing?"

"Nope. Nope." I say and then put my palm forward,"I checked my receipt, I didn't buy any of your bullshit."

And Lol that's it. I can't give you guys a peek in to the main thing because.... Spoilers.

Next Update: Depends on whichever choice you guys pick but hopefully Sunday or Monday.

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