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Hii guys, updating a bit earlier than expected, well thats because i have a long weekend and i was excited that my book got 69 votes, which is now 70 >< doesnt matter reallybut it was coool.

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Chapter 11

Happening Again

It's Monday again, it's been almost a week since the incident with Sophie and Xavier's confession. I haven't been to school and I haven't talked to anyone. The extent of my vocabulary that I've used is one worded replies only when absolutely necessary. My parents are actually coming back this weekend and that's the only thing I'm looking forward to. Sienna has tried multiple times to talk to me, but I just ignored her and kept to myself and stayed in my room all day.

Alex and Amelia have been over a few times too, but I refused to see them and locked my door. Zac even came once but I ignored him, just like everyone else. But, to my absolute delight there was no sign of Xavier. I had stayed in my room basically all week, all I've done is just depressingly go on the internet, eat and sleep.

I have to go to school today though, can't afford to miss any more work then I already have. Well, I guess since I'm not chasing after...him anymore I can focus on my studies. I'm not highly convinced going today would be a good idea, but I might as well, I'm actually getting really bored being home alone.

Sienna like every day asked if I wanted to go to school. She didn't understand what happened but she respected my decisions. "Aiden, are you coming to school today, it's been a week..."

"I'm coming" I replied monotonously. Sighing as I ran around my room trying to find my clothes and school stuff.

"Really?, Omg ok I'll be downstairs" I heard her footsteps leave.

I slowly dressed and put all my school books in my bag. I slung it over my shoulder and had a quick look in the mirror. One look was all it took, I looked like a complete mess. I ran my fingers through my hair trying to give it a natural look. I gave a frustrated grunt, I looked horrible, nowhere near presentable for school. I don't care, no point making an effort anyway.

I had one last look around my room, making sure I didn't forget anything. Giving a slight nod of the head I went downstairs and entered the kitchen. My balance faltered significantly as Sienna attacked me with a hug. I hugged her back awkwardly and removed myself from her. "I haven't seen you in ages!" she shouted then paused, worry etched all over her face, "What happened?"

"Nothing, I'm fine" I said dismissively, I couldn't tell her anything, he was best friends with her.

"Like hell you are, just tell me I thought you trusted me" she said with a concerned look, "Look Aiden, I know something happened and I know its about Xavier" she said with a sad sigh, "Please, talk to me"

"I-I can't Sienna, I'm not ready" I said with a sad tone and walked out of the house at a fast pace. I rested against the car, I couldn't bring myself to relive that heart breaking moment again, it would only bring me to tears. I turned and placed my forehead against the cool glass, I had to calm down. I took a few breaths and slipped into the car. Sienna locked the front door and climbed into the car not long after.

One awkward silent car ride later, we arrived at school. I gave the area the once over and got out of the car. I slammed the door shut and left my sister to lock it. I could feel a few stares as I walked up to my locker. I looked back behind me and saw my sister talk to Zac. Was there something going on between them? Maybe. They walked in through the doors behind me and I turned back around continuing on my way. I shoved all my books in my locker and turned around to face two people. I looked away slightly nervous.

"Hey" I heard Amelia whisper carefully. I turned my head a little and Alex gave me a concerned look mixed in with a few other emotions.

"Um...Hi guys" I said looking around for a way out. I turned my head to the right and I saw him. Coming down the hallway with Sophie in hand, a sad expression broke out on my face. Before he or my friends noticed anything, I ran away, far away.

I ended up in the changing rooms, I sat down onto one of the benches. I put my head in my hands and brought my knees up to my chest. How could I think that I would be able to do this? I could feel the tears brimming, threatening to fall. I rubbed my sleeve across my eyes, hurt flowing through my entire body. I hid in the corner of the room, away from direct view of the door. I took out my phone and stared at the picture of us, his smile in the photo just made me more depressed. I hovered my hand over the delete button and I did it. My only photo of him, I felt somewhat relieved but on the other hand I felt empty inside.

I stood up to leave, wanting to leave school early and go home. As I clumsily grabbed the door handle and opened the gym door, I was stopped. I was grabbed my the wrist and dragged back into the room. My breath came out in gasps and in silent scream. When I saw his face, I relaxed a bit, anger appearing on my face. Alex...

"What the hell, you scared me!" I yelled at him, not caring if anyone heard.

"I just want to talk" he replied, giving me a hand. I easily gave in, I placed my hand in his and he pulled me down next to him along the wall. "Why didn't you want to see us?" he asked bluntly.

"It was just a week, you're seeing me now aren't you?" I countered defensively.

"What happened that day, after I left, something big happened didn't it?"

"How does everyone know?" I mumbled. "Alex, just leave it, I don't want to talk about it"

"It has to do with Xavier doesn't it, I saw you run once he came into view"

" I-I don't want to talk about it, please just forget it, I'm going home"

I picked myself up and turned away facing from him, just barely a minute talking about him and I'm already close to crying again. Haven't I cried enough this past week?

"Aiden, if you aren't going to tell me, I'll have to find out myself" he said with determination, turning me around to look him in the eyes.

"Do what you want, just leave me alone" I growled out, snatching my body away from him and stomped out of the room towards the lockers. I took a few deep breaths and braced myself against the cool metal of the lockers. I lifted my head up, as I pulled my bag out and saw someone to the side. I crept closer and what I saw made my heart clench.

Could it get any worse, I stormed away from the kissing couple and out of the school doors. I guess that stupid dream came true. I clutched my bag to my chest as I rushed home. I slammed the door behind me, finally alone.

I knew I shouldn't have gone back to school today, I wasn't ready and may not be for at least another week, maybe more. I should probably tell Sienna where I was, but I probably won't have to, she will find out soon enough. I cuddled myself and fell asleep.

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I woke up and it was the middle of the night, I could hear hushed voices downstairs. I hid in the shadows and crept along the walls, shielding myself from the light sources. I saw three darkened figures downstairs, as one moved into the light, I recognised the person as my sister. What was she doing at 2 in the morning. I leaned in closer to try and listen in on their conversation.

I still couldn't tell who the other figures were, but by their body shapes they looked to be a guy and a girl. Was she having a threesome? Nah, that's impossible. I chuckled quietly and stopped myself, how can I be laughing at a time like this. I scolded myself and leant on the wall opposite where they were. Sienna went and turned on the light and I froze on the spot. They were going to see me if I didn't move, but it was too late.

The light flickered on and everyone turned to stare at me, "Mum, dad?" I questioned, my eyes locking in on my parents. With guilty faces written all over their faces they picked me up into a tight hug. "You're back early, why?" I asked a little suspicious, making eye contact with each of them.

"Well, Sienna called, so we decided to come home a few days ahead of schedule" my mum said, with a voice that gave me a reason to question her.

"Oh really and what was the reason of your early arrival?" I asked, looking forward to hearing their answer to that.

"Well, she told us you haven't been acting yourself and we got worried, so here we are" my dad matter of factly.

I shot Sienna a sneaky glare, straightening up and looking back to my parents, "I'm completely fine, there is absolutely nothing wrong, so If you'll excuse me I'm going back to bed" I said in the most even tone I could do.

"Wait! You know you can tell us anything right? We can help you Aiden, if you need it..." My mum said in a slightly worryingly tone.

"Yeah I know, but I'm fine, you didn't have to leave early, there's nothing to worry about" I went back upstairs and closed the door behind me. So my parents were back, I guess that's a good thing, but that means I have to go back to school, or they'll know something is up. I can't skip school either, they will call my parents now that they are back. The only reason I had been getting away with it for the past week, was Sienna she became my sister/guardian, handling the calls before it was transferred to my parents. For that I'm glad I have her.

Sighing I closed my eyes, hoping to get at least a few more hours of sleep, before I had to face school once again.

I can't let my true feelings show or else everyone would be able to read me like an open book.

Have to put it under lock and key and lose the key.

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I woke up later that morning, feeling undeniably tired, even with the extra amount of sleep I had. I yawned, getting dressed for school once again.

By the time I got to school, I was already late, but I didn't care. At least I wouldn't see him. I skipped home group and went straight to first class. I slipped into the art class undetected. I didn't have any of my friends in this class, so I could at least relax.

It was break, I grabbed my snack and sat down under my tree, I wanted to be alone, at least for today. I closed my eyes, I will join them at lunch.

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Alex's POV

I guess he's back, Sienna told me yesterday that her parents were coming back home early, because of him. I agreed with her that it was for the best, at least because they are back, he will actually come to school. I was glad that Sienna actually stepped up and took some initiative.

I first saw him during recess, he was under that tree of his, off to the edge of the school, far away from everyone else. I saw a lot of people shoot him glances, surprised to see him at school, after a week of absence. I sat down with Amelia, almost opposite him so that I could keep an eye on him. He really needed his friends at a time like this, even though I still don't know the full story of what happened that day. Must have been pretty big, to make him end up like this.

"Should we talk to him?" Amelia asked concern evident in her tone of voice.

"I think we should leave him be, we'll talk to him later" I answered her, hugging her tightly to my body. I was happy that we were together, but sometimes I can't understand her. I don't think she really likes me as more than a friend, but I'm willing to try and change that. Make her love me like I did.

I kissed her forehead and she smiled up at me, pecking me on the lips. I stood up and tugged her hand, bringing her to a stand, as we walked to class hand in hand. I swung our arms happily, carefully trying not to hit anyone.

Aiden was in this class with us, he had his earphones plugged in and blasting. I saw him take the seat at the very back and slouch down in his seat. I walked in, closing in on the desk next to him, I sat down and gave him a glance. He gave me a small smile, obviously fake, but I ignored that and gave him a smile back.

By the time lunch time rolled around, it was like it was back to normal, but I knew better. I really had to ask someone about the situation with him, I could ask Sienna, but I'm not sure she'll know, so that just leaves Zac. Well I guess I'll try and catch him after school to see if we can have a talk.

I sat at the table waiting for my friends to arrive. Amelia sat down next to me, giving my hand a squeeze as we both started eating our lunches. Zac and Sienna arrived not too long after and sat opposite us, leaving two seats left. Usually it was Xavier and Sophie that sat there, but since Aiden is back now, what is going to happen. I quickly thought of a situation and pulled Amelia into my lap, giving her a quick kiss on her lips. Smiling to myself, at the genius idea, I went back to eating.

But I didn't think about one thing, was Aiden really going to be able to sit at the same lunch table barely a metre away from each other. I looked up to see Aiden and Xavier enter with Sophie at the same time. My friends all turned as we stopped to see what would happen.

I saw Aiden look quickly to the side, spotting Xavier quickly. He flinched and with fake confidence strided towards our table. We all looked away and resumed to our own lunches. Aiden reached our table and without a word sat down. I let out a small breath that I didn't know I was holding, getting Amelia's attention as she giggled slightly.

Xavier hesitantly sat down opposite him pulling Sophie down next to him, I saw Aiden freeze slightly before he got back to his normal state. We were all wary of the intense tension that we were all feeling radiating from the two of them. Sophie as oblivious as ever spoke, "Aiden, nice to meet you finally, where have you been?" she asked.

I saw him change his emotions from a full out glare to a more happy one, "Just felt sick, I'm fine" he said in the most unconvincing tone I'd ever heard. Sophie not knowing him well just nodded and turned to Xavier and did the most stupid and ignorant thing ever, kiss him.

I could see from Aiden's facial expressions, that he was trying hard not to cry. I saw him face downwards and clench his fists under the table. Everyone besides Xavier and Sophie, knew what was going on. We could all clearly see how hard it was for him. It was no surprise when he abruptly stood up and ran out of our sight.

I turned towards Xavier, as they finished kissing, "What the hell is wrong with you!, what happened between the two of you?" I asked my anger rising.

"Calm down, I was just kissing her and nothing happened, Sophie and I are great" he replied and I just felt all the anger rumble inside of me.

"You know exactly what I mean, what did u say to Aiden!" I yelled, giving him a furious glare.

"I don't know what you're talking about, come on Sophie lets go, we're obviously not wanted here"

"You Jerk! Hey! Come back here you coward, ahh!" I screamed in frustration and slammed my fist against the table.

"Hey hey hey, calm down Alex" I heard Amelia say in that sweet voice of hers. I took a deep breath and sat down not even realising I had stood up. I folded my arms across my chest, the anger inside me subsiding.

How can Aiden like a guy like that, he is a complete idiot. He was a much better person when Sophie wasn't around. What has changed, really?

My friends all gave me understanding looks, i looked away from them and walked off. I spent the rest of lunch, looking for Aiden. We needed to talk.

I couldn't find him but in the last class of the day; i saw him, Aiden was still at school surprisingly. He sat to the side of me and I noticed that he looked terrible, no offense to him. The redness of his eyes and the messy hair he sported gave away what had happened during the end of lunch. Xavier was going to pay, just looking at Aiden made my anger rise within me. This was not his true self, not even close.

No matter what I'm going to stay by Aiden's side and help him in any way I can, because this is what you call true friendship. I can't control him, but I think he should stay away from Xavier; he is way too good for someone like that, because after all he is an amazing guy and he deserves someone better.

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Lol of chapter, not the entire book, i tricked you hehee or not...party pooper 

anyway new chapter maybe this weekend or in another week or so when i get the time :)

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