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"So why don't you drink blood?" Tim asked me curiously after i filled him in on everything.

"Because it makes me act like a monster" I said, he nodded as he ate a fry.

"This is really good by the way" he said as my mom walked past, she smiled at him.

He looked sick today, he was pale and had purple bags under his eyes, his hair was messy but hidden under his black school hoodie.

"So can we just play fact or fiction?" he asked since he had more questions, I smiled at him.

"Can your blood heal people?" he asked, I took a bite of my breakfast burger.

"Fact"

"Do you burn in the sunlight?" he asked me.

"Fact, except for me, I don't" I said telling him about the rings.

"Do you heal super quick?" he asked pointing to my back.

"Fact, but I'm not drinking blood so I'm not healing properly" I said, he nodded.

"Super strength, speed, senses?" he asked.

"Fact"

"Transform into animals?" he asked interested.

"Fiction"

"Are there other things like witches and werewolves?" he asked looking around.

"No, only humans and vampires" I left out the whole god thing that made vampires.

"So now that you've pretty much got the basics what do you want to do now?" I asked him, he sat there mind blown.

"I don't know" he said throwing his fry in the ketchup, he was so jumpy, I took his hands in mine.

He tore them away quickly and looked around, he but his lip and hesitated as he rubbed my hand.

"I'm sorry Abel, I know you've helped me come to terms but it's still hard for me" he said softly.

"No I understand sorry" I said as I walked into the library section, he followed me.

"No I really am, it's just that touching and stuff especially in public is so hard" he said as we walked to the fiction section.

"I know Tim, I understand, it's fine believe me" I said trying to console him, I knew this was going to be hard.

"I don't know why I'm like this, it'll get better soon" he said softly as his hand touched my shoulder.

I flinched as his touch sent agony through my back, I jumped forward out of his touch.

"I'm so sorry Abe" he said quickly, how quickly he forgot, his fingers traced the bottom of my shirt.

"Stop" I said, he softly put his muscular arms around my shoulders and kissed the back of my head.

He was trying, so I needed to learn how to let people see me hurt, I let my guard down, my smile faded as I bit my lip.

His fingers traced the sides of my body and he lifted my shirt up, I heard his heart pick up.

"Jesus Christ Abel" he said, my back was literally black and blue, some of it was still bleeding.

His hand covered his mouth and my insecurities rushed back, I pulled myself away from him.

"You need help" he said to me grabbing my wrist, I yanked it away, I smiled at him.

"I'm fine" I said quickly as I continued to walk away, he quickly chased after me.

"That is not fine Abel" he said with worry, he kept walking behind me as he left the cafe.

"We'll take my mind off it then, if you're so concerned" I said with anger, it was a low blow, I know.

He put his hand on the side of my face and looked around, I laughed and pulled his hand off.

"This is so pathetic" I said as I kept walking, he was getting frustrated.

"Abel!" he yelled after me, I kept walking, I wasn't in the mood for all this sneaking around.

"Why can't I ever do anything right" he whispered to himself, guilt over came me but I wasn't going to feed into.

"Abel please don't go" he said softly as I was halfway down the street, I shut my eyes and kept walking.

I heard him kick a garbage can, I looked back to see his back to me running his hands through his hair.

He turned around but I was already gone, if he really wanted me he would try for me, not just me for him.

It was snowing hard now, I had left my hoodie at the cafe, luckily the cold didn't bother me.

I went to the only place i knew would make me feel calm, I opened the door without knocking.

Simons family was already used to me, they greeted me and told me Simon wasn't here but I was welcome to stay.

I walked up the creaking stairs and opened Simons door, his heater buzzed.

I collapsed on his bed, that wasn't such a good idea seeing as my back was broken.

I lied on my side and looked at his night stand, in a frame that said "brothers" was me and him.

I picked it up and held it sideways so I could see it fully, I looked so awkward in this picture, but it was amazing to see how much I'd changed.

I heard the door open and keys drop on the table, I put the picture back and looked at the ceiling.

He sat down and started doing some school assignments, I hadn't been doing school work because I've been distracted.

After an hour of nothing but typing he came and collapsed on the bed next to me.

He fell asleep, "are you seriously just going to ignore me all day!?" I yelled frustrated, I heard his parents laugh downstairs.

He woke up but didn't answer me, I got irritated and got up, he watched me as I opened the window.

Every time I had a problem I found myself going to Eric's, his car was parked there but he wasn't home.

It smelled like cleaning products in here, I looked all around the estate but he was no where to be found.

Maybe he was out, I left a note on the table and left, I guess I actually had to go home.

I sat at my desk and turned on my dusty laptop, it's been almost two months since I died.

I opened my task bar that had all the assignments that were due by the end of this semester.

"Crap!" I yelled frustrated, there 32 all together, I didn't have time for this I thought.

How does Eric manage to keep his grades up? maybe I could glamour the teachers, but then it hit me, this is the perfect distraction, I used to do this all the time.

With my vampire speed and senses I tore through the homework, my typing was so quick and I could read a whole chapter in 5 seconds.

And not to boast but my memory was always good, I stretched as it was now dinner time and I had everything done.

There was a knock on my door, I opened it as I stood there in my briefs and big t-shirt.

"Ugh hey" Tim said as he pushed through the door, I took the spoon if ice cream out of my mouth.

"Come in I guess" I said sarcastically, he looked around, I walked back into the kitchen and put the ice cream away.

"Ahh half baked, that's my favorite flavor" he said as he leaned against the wall.

"Did you want some?" I said with my eyes wide as I dropped my spoon in the sink, the loud clatter hurt my ears.

"No it's fine" he said, I rolled my eyes, he was so oblivious to my sarcasm, he was used to getting everything he wanted.

"What do you want Timothy?" I asked, he flinched at his full first name, he put his hands up defensively.

"Can you please just stop being mad at me?" He asked uncomfortably, he wasn't used to emotions.

"Tim what do you want?" I sighed, his eyes darted around the room as he worded something.

"I don't read lips" I said, he sighed frustrated and awkwardly rubbed the back of his neck.

"I'm not doing this again" I said as I tried to shove past him, his big hands grabbed my shoulders.

"I want to do more than take your mind off the pain" he said gazing into my eyes.

"You know I don't drink blood"i said softly, even though he was a stupid asshole and always went about things the wrong way it was the thought that counts.

"No but see I came to the conclusion that if you just take what you need and not over indulge than it'll be fine, just enough to heal" he said quickly with a dopey smile.

Oddly that made sense, if I drank enough to just heal myself, my strength wouldn't come back therefor no crazy Abel.

"That actually makes sense" I praised him, he smiled nervously, his fists clenched.

"Are you sure about this though?" I asked him, he forced a smile and nodded.

I took his hands in mine and pulled him up the stairs, when we got to the top he kissed me.

He pressed himself against me as his tongue explored my mouth, I walked backwards and held his hands on my butt.

He kicked close the door behind him, he got on the bed and I got on top of him.

"Are you sure you're sure?" I asked again, I didn't want him to do anything he didn't want too.

"Abel, I trust you" he said softly, he tilted his gorgeous face backwards and bit his lip.

My eyes glowed red as I pulled his face back, his tongue rubbed around my fangs.

I quickly bit his lips with my fangs, blood slowly trickled into my mouth.

Once I got the taste I wanted more, I wanted every last drop, but what we want and what we get are two different things.

I forced myself off him, I looked down and his eyes looked straight at the ceiling.

I felt my spine crack back into place, the pain quickly faded, I smiled and sighed.

He was still starring at the ceiling, his mouth was open in a dopey smile, I grabbed his shoulder and shook him.

"Tim!?" I yelled as I shook him, he didn't respond and his heart beat was slowing down.

I whipped out my phone and called Eric three times and he didn't answer, Oh god.

I quickly bit my wrist, please, please, please work, I pressed it against his lips and his eyes quickly looked around.

(Tim POV)

He was making me so hard, he got on top of me and began to kiss me, I grabbed his perfect hips.

He was by far the most attractive guy in the world, and I admit I have feelings for him.

His fangs extended and his eyes turned that sexy blood red, it turned me on so much.

His fangs pierced my lip, as they did I felt my body go numb, I couldn't move.

I felt so much pressure, it kept growing but suddenly it was like I was pumped full of ecstasy.

I've never felt so good in my life, I was speechless, the room spun in circles but it was so amazing.

I never knew anyone could make me feel this good, all my senses where numb.

And then something pressed against my lips and it was like my body was torn from this universe.

******

I was just floating there, looking over Abel's bedroom, he say there looking at his chipped nails.

He was the old Abel, acne and unattractive, but still his innocence made my heart flutter.

Someone walked into the room with a cloth, he wiped away the bloody lip and bruised eyebrow.

"What happened this time?" the guy said, he had gold hair and seaweed green eyes with pink sparkles in them.

"The jerks on the football team beat me up again" he said with a sad smile, the guys face turned angry.

"Soon I'll be strong enough to protect you, and we won't have to worry about staying hidden, we will be gods again" he said softly.

He kissed Abel's forehead delicately, I got a bit jealous and tried to punch him but I went right through him.

Abel lifted up his face, "what have you found in this universe?" Abel asked him.

"Just vampires but I'm hearing rumors about a child" he said quickly.

"I think you should turn me, someone's eventually going to try to kill me" Abel said annoyed.

"This is the last thing I want for you, just let me protect you, you won't die this time" he said quickly.

"Calvin, you can protect me from people, and the other creatures of the dimension" Abel said with a smile.

"But you are weaker than, fate, death, mother nature, and Father Time, and anyone of them could come for me" Abel continued.

"You haven't come of age yet, they won't be able to find you, especially in this dimension" Calvin said.

"But we're together and you know it sends out a beacon, you can't even control the weather yet" Abel said annoyed.

"It's only cause of this body, but now that I've turned into a vampire it's getting stronger" Calvin defended himself.

"But you have no control" Abel said quickly, Calvin started to get mad.

"Just turn me, erase my memories, and leave until I come of age" Abel said with anger.

Calvin sighed, "anything for you" he said defeated, Abel smiled and tilted his head back.

Calvin got on too of him, "say you love me before I'm erased" he said.

"I love you, I've always loved you, I always will love you" Abel said softly stroking his cheek.

He bit Abel's neck and drained him almost completely, "I don't want to die yet" Abel mumbled.

"Okay" Calvin whispered and bit his wrist, blood poured into Abel's mouth.

"You're going to forget everything about me and what we are, go back to the cafe like nothing happened" Calvin said softly.

Abel got up and walked out the door emotionlessly, Calvin turned and looked right at me.

******

My body was torn from that world, i looked at Abel horrified, "what the hell was that" I said.

Abel looked at me confused, I was so mad, mostly because that high was gone.

I explained to him about the drug venom on his teeth and what I saw.

His face went bright red, "so you love someone else?" I asked him a little hurt.

"Tim, how can I love someone I don't know" he said softly back to me, I wrapped my arms around him and we laid in his bed.

I just stared at the ceiling until all of the drugs faded, leaving me exhausted, Abel was embarrassed but I couldn't hold this against him.

It wasn't my place to see his memories, and I wasn't going to torment him for being confused, I'm going to help him through this.

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